Why won't You Love me ((Suga Yandere 21+))) ft JHOPE

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HOBI POV

"You son of a bitch! LET ME OUT I SAID!"

Dead silence.

Absolute dead silence.

That was all that filled the hull of the ship, the prison where they had confined me after patching my wound without a trace of anesthetic and spitting in my face.

"Hope you don't die of rabies before we get to shore," they had laughed, their mocking faces pressed near mine. "Wouldn't that be unfortunate?"

Truthfully, I hadn't cared less about the rats.

All I could think about was y/n.

"YA, MIN YOONGI!"

With all the strength in me, I pounded on the door again and again, knowing that the moment I gave up, I would lose all chance of ever seeing y/n again. It was as if my entire world had crashed down before my eyes. One minute, we were kissing, lying in each other's arms, making plans to run away together....

And now.

"Why did you do it? Why did you sacrifice yourself for me? Why y/n? WHY?" The tears stung my eyes, nails scratching at the metal hatch with every blow. "You didn't have to do that for me, love. I would've gotten us out of here. I would've crawled out of hell to save you..."

But the sobs were too strong to hold back anymore. My chances were so slim now....so terribly slim. For all I knew, y/n wasn't even on this boat. She could be miles away, in a different country or city, pleasuring that monster in exchange for my safety which no longer mattered anymore.

Not when I didn't have her.

"Y/n...." My body sank to the ground, images crushing every bit of resolve to save her. "My p-precious gummy bear. Why did you do that? W-why..."

Yet...yet perhaps.

"HYUNG~~~!!!! HYUNGNIM! LET ME IN! ~~!"

The thumping amplified until I could no longer ignore it. Fingers catching the edge of the blinds, I pulled them down just enough to see a hunched figure outside the door of my gang's dock office, barely recognizable through the rain.

Kwon Soonyoung.

Annoyed, I flung the door open.
But before I could even get out a greeting, the teenager stumbled into the small room and onto the floor, hands pressed to the ground like feet to support his bent frame.

"Help me," he croaked, head dropping like a rock. "Please....help me."

I had been so clueless at that time.

"Ya Soonyoung~' My foot prodded the side of his thigh. "What's wrong?"

No response.

"Ya Soonyoung-a~"

Tentatively, my eyes trailed down from face to body, starting to notice a stain that seemed too dark to be rain across the abdomen of his grey jumper.

It was blood.

"Soonyoung?" I dropped to my hunches immediately, reaching for him. "What happened to--"

A wet hand was clenching my wrist.

"I killed her hyung."

My eyes widened as Soonyoung's hand retracted, caking my arm in human blood. But that stain was nothing compared to the one covering his own palms and fingernails so deeply it was as if he had submerged them in flesh.