Why won't You Love me ((Suga Yandere 21+))) ft JHOPE

••• 오십칠 ~ split •••

YOU POV

Gongyoo had his  hands cupped around your ears.

You had been frozen, drunk stupor blinded, taking in the kiss like a handshake. But suddenly....

"I'm sorry," he drew away suddenly, fingers still caught around the edges of your ears. "I was....thinking of your loneliness only  and..." He went to take the roulette ball again but your hand was moving, shakily but with full intent.

"Don't."

The words came as if from a different person. You grabbed a hold of his collar.

"Don't stop."

The words were like magic.

Hoseok, Yoongi, Namjoon....their names ceased to exist.  All that remained now was pure thrill, pure pleasure, and the thought of not knowing what could happen.

"Upstairs," Gongyoo panted through the kissing, already holding your cardigan, "I'm staying upstairs."  You both went for it again, and this time his lips turned up as he broke away, nose tip touching yours. "Let's go."

You giggled, feeling so fully liberated as you stumbled up the stairs to the hotel, steadying yourself against him. As you entered the lobby, incense filling your head, you realized how impulsive you were being.

"Ah--" Swinging around, you punched Gongyoo's shoulder. "I shouldn't be doing this!"

He was smiling again, activating the elevator with a key card. "And why is that? You're too drunk or—you'll get in trouble with your boss?"

You let out a laugh. "Of course not! I don't CARE! I'm a FREE person! Freeeeeeee--" The excitement raged through your veins again and you threw yourself back-first against the far side of the elevator's interior.  Smouldering, you tilted your head at him.

"No one's going to stop me this time."

That was all it took. He was on you again, holding you in his arms, and then pushing past the door and dropping you on the vanity beside the suite's door. Your sunglasses, Yoongi's cellphone and the stolen money--they tumbled to the floor with Gongyoo's key, disappearing from sight. The world spun for a second, and it took everything in you not to fall over as you felt a hand touch your chest.

"You--first," you blurted suddenly.

What's gotten into me?

But Gongyoo had already torn his dress shirt open, making moonlight fall in slats across his chest. Reaching down, he cupped your face again.

"What next, beautiful?"

Your head was foggy. Never before had anyone asked you that question in bed. You were confused, intimidated, and excited all at once.

If Yoongi finds out....if he realizes where I am ...

But in this moment....in this very minute, you couldn't process it.  You could only push the gangster back onto the bed and crawl on top of his shirtless figure, your fingers already positioning themselves around his rib cage, your centre just waiting for the moment you felt the familiar poke at your opening.

I don't know if it will hurt.

But I'm ready for it this time.

HOSEOK POV

How pitiable my wife could be when  she was jealous.

"I knew it--I knew you were chasing after that orphan bitch this whole time!" Turning sharply, she advanced on me, arms crossed. "Yet MARRIAGE? You proposed MARRIAGE to her when we haven't even finalized a divorce?"

My gaze darkened. "I went to court. Those papers were signed."

"Well I didn't sign them."

Despite my injury, I punched the coffee table next to me, making the vase atop clatter to the floor and smash into pieces.

"Fuck your signature! Do you have ANY idea what you've DONE?"  My cuts stung but I persisted, thinking only of that shadow that hovered, getting closer all the time. Gritting my teeth, I jerked my head at the door. "At least let me call my men. Y/n-a's in danger--"

Haeyeon laughed, the same psychotic tone as her father. "Do you think that story still has any effect on me? You left me because of her. To save her, you said. It didn't matter if we weren't officially separated. You just HAD to protect her from Jeon Jungkook.." Rolling her eyes, she leaned forward, crushing vase bits with her heels. "Don't you understand? That girl means nothing to me. But since you've fallen out of love with me, there's only one place you can go."

I couldn't care less what she was spouting. My thoughts were only on y/n. The guilt of lying to her had been pushed aside for panic--panic Yoongi knew nothing, that they were all walking into a trap, that the young girl I had watched over diligently, loving despite my need to marry Haeyeon in order to buy my first hotel, was about to die.

"You can send me to jail," I mumbled. "I'm no use anyway in this condition. But let me make one phone call. Even if you don't care what happens to y/n...." Meeting her eyes, I pleaded silently. "Don't make me hate you. I know you wouldn't want that."

The woman I had once used stood there, and I apologized for the hundredth time for playing with her emotions.

But I have to get out somehow.

I had to save my gummy bear before Jungkook cut her up, just like he did to his sister.

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SHORT CHAPTER TODAY!! I debated so many times what to include and I think this will just be one of those transition chapters. 2nd part coming soon!!

Have a great start to your week guys!!

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