Why won't You Love me ((Suga Yandere 21+))) ft JHOPE

• 팔 ~ decision •

[ Did you sleep ok?? 😃 ]

"Mom?"

You almost dropped your phone in surprise.

"Jesus Tae, you scared the shit out of me," you gasped, tucking the phone away, embarrassed. 

"Who, Jesus or me?" Tae matched your steps and handed you a protein drink.

"Thanks." You popped the straw in. "I almost thought you weren't coming to work."

"Heehehe. I had that thought too." He ruffled your hair. "Then I remembered I had a shift with you."

"Yah, stop..." You wacked his hand away. 

"APPO!"

"Well next time at least show up to English class so Mr. Byun can pick on YOU instead of ME, ok?"

Taehyung pouted. "But Namjoon's in that class. He puts up his hand for every question~"

You sped up, unwilling to let the mention of HIS name phase you.

Currently, you had two classes with the imbecile: English and Chemistry, which also happened to be your two least favorite subjects. 

To make matters worse, he hadn't even looked at you when he entered, so you had assumed things had reached the pretending-you-don't-exist phase. 

It hurt a lot more than you wanted it to. 

"Yah y/n, wait up!"

Tae and you made it to the cafe where you both worked fifteen minutes early, as always.

"What, the place is nearly empty!" Tae rejoiced as both of you climbed the stairs up to the entrance, coming in view of the windows.

And Tae was right~

There were hardly any customers except for an old man reading a newspaper. 

"Ay up!" you greeted Manager Lee upon entering. Tae waved.

"Oh, y/n! Taehyung..." She put down the washcloth she was holding. "Hurry up and get dressed."

"Is something going on?" Tae asked, grabbing two aprons from the hook near the counter and tossing you one.

"U-uh, no, nothing's going on...."

Scratching her chin, she looked at you.

"Y/n, why don't you go on serving duty? Tae can take cashier."

You nodded. "Ok."

"Get to it then. I'll be in the back...if you need me."

She raced away. 

"Must have to take a winkie," Tae giggled.

"Yah, just because your baby sister uses that word, doesn't mean you can," you scolded, straightening out the counter as Tae unlocked the cash register.

Unconsciously, you already felt your hand slipping back into your pocket for your phone now that Tae wasn't looking.

Truth was, you couldn't get the text out of your mind.

[ Did you sleep ok?? 😃 ]

It had been sent at 5:40 am this morning.

From Jeon Jungkook.

SUGA POV

"Your flowers, sir."

I looked up from my phone, flicking a stray curl from my eyes.

There they were.

Twelve tulips, pale pink and white, their petals fresh from watering.

"Will you be paying cash or credit?"

"Credit." I reached for my wallet, still looking at the flowers. The lady noticed.

"You must like her very much sir. It's not every day I see a man wit such affection in his eyes."

I felt my ears go red.

"Mwo..." I scratched the back of my neck awkwardly. "I hope she likes them."

The lady beamed. "You're so handsome, what's the problem?"

I didn't answer, just swiped my card and then took the flowers back to my car, careful to keep them upright and clean.

Truth was, I hadn't dated a lot of women.

Yes, I had kissed and fucked girls in the past but it had always ended  with the same reality--women were  whiny, cold, back-stabbing gold diggers.

I poured my love into them but they took my money, made me beg and plead for their affection, and then, after they had gotten their jewels and fun, left me for the next host to inhabit.

I had sworn to myself after the seventh time that I would never let someone hurt me like that again.

Instead,  I would have the upper hand.

I would find a girl who didn't want me for my money.

A girl who valued others more than herself.

A girl who would beg me to stop when I pleasured her.    

A girl like y/n.

But I didn't want her to become an experiment.

Truthfully, I would be happy just if I could just see y/n play and laugh and smile that innocent smile and tuck the hair behind her ears and not know how beautiful she was whenever I needed a glimpse of heaven....

Whenever I wanted to forget how insignificant life had been until  this pale, rotting, disgusting Min Yoongi had found a girl who was pure like the sun. 

RING RING

I picked up my cell, already knowing who was behind the unknown number.

"CEO Min?" the woman on the other end said. "Y/n just came into work. Are you on your way here?"

I pressed the sensor ignition.

"I'm almost there."

"The cafe is cleared as you instructed and you have the place reserved until 6 pm. Oh!" And she lowered her voice. "I made sure
y/n isn't aware of amything, as you ordered me too."

A happy smile slowly spread across my face. "Good work."