Why won't You Love me ((Suga Yandere 21+))) ft JHOPE

••• 사십오 ~ like a dream •••

YOU POV

"Y/n-a?"

Your head perked up as Hoseok approached you, bits of wet hair still clinging to his forehead and a giant bag of Tostitos in his hand.

"That's our breakfast, isn't it?" you laughed, trying to sound like you weren't freezing your butt off. The dawn air was so much colder when covered in seawater, on a sail boat, and no dry clothes in sight save the swimming towel wrapped around your shoulders.

"It's a 45 minute ride to my property," Hoseok replied, sitting down next to you on the deck, so close your knees touched. "You gotta eat something love." Cracking open the bag, he held it out to you, that angelic grin lighting up his face like you both hadn't just dodged a bullet, dtopped 10 stories into the ocean and then swam through the dead of night to Hoseok's emergency boat, terrified of being ambushed by Lay's men at any moment.

"How do you know Lay didn't send people to your house?" you wondered, taking two chips from him. "Maybe we should flee Macau instead."

But Hoseok shook his head. "It's a safe house y/n-a--nobody knows about it except my closest men and I."

Unease roiled your stomach.

"Oppa," you mumbled, looking down at the deck timidly, the uneaten chips frail between your fingers. "CEO Min...I know he's looking--no, I'm certain of it. He has my kitten, he has a way of working with the authorities, he'll track from the hotel--"

"Wait wait wait a second," Hoseok interrupted suddenly. "That man gave you a cat?"

You frowned. "That's not the important part--"

"It is to me. He has some weird fetish for you, doesn't he? He's not just a horny rich CEO?"

The memories seemed to crush you as they rushed back and you turned your face away, shaking. "He k-killed Namjoon, Hobi. Kim Namjoon asked me out and that man just k-killed him right in front of my eyes! He put me in a cage after, wouldn't let me eat until I took off my clothes and k-kissed him. He would've killed the kitten if I hadn't let him jerk off to me taking a bath. It's just terrible, I....I never th-thought..."

You trailed off to see Hoseok shaking his head in disbelief.

"This," he glared, voice suddenly stern. "This is why you should have agreed to marry me in the first place. If you had signed the contract, none of this would've happened. You wouldn't have had to audition for that company, wouldn't have become some psycho's sick fa--"

"I did NOT audition for that company because I was poor!" you cut in quickly, offended "I did it to take my mind off Namjoon!"

"Namjoon?" Hoseok rolled his eyes in disbelief. "I thought you were dating him! You even called me to the bowling alley to make me watch! Do you realize how cruel that was? Or do you only think about yourself?"

Your mind fought to comprehend. "Bowling alley? I....I never called you there. I thought Namjoon and I were over, I--I went there with Jungkook--"

"Jungkook?" Now there was anger in his voice. "Did he invite you there? How much time did you spend with that brat?" Grabbing your forearms so tightly you winced, Hoseok stared you down. "Did Jungkook ever try to get you alone? How much did you tell him? Does he know about Yoongi? Did he--"