Why won't You Love me ((Suga Yandere 21+))) ft JHOPE

•• 십구 ~ wtf ••

YOU POV

"Y/n dear, you're home!"

You slammed the door shut behind you, hardly reacting to the fact that both your parents were waiting right on the other side of the door, arms crossed.

"I'm going to my room," you mumbled, kicking off your shoes and walking past them.

"Y/n, your father and I need to speak t--"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" you screamed, stomping up the stairs before collapsing on your bed. You felt like shit. Your head was spinning, you were chilled to the bone from rain, and your bottom lip had a goddamn blister from Hoseok.

"STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!" You threw your pillow on the floor, frustrated. It was all too much. First Namjoon comparing your feelings to an illusion,then Minji, and now....

You shook your head furiously, trying to forget the kiss. How could your least favorite person in the world make you feel so.... heavenly? You wanted to hate him so badly but just as you couldn't deny Namjoon had never any feelings towards you, you also couldn't deny the fact that you wanted Hoseok to kiss you again.

"Y/n?"

There was a knock on your door.

"Go away," you automatically said, curling into a ball.

The door cracked open and your mom stuck her head in.

"Y/n, what's wrong honey?"

You sniffed. "I said go away."

Mom sighed, coming inside. "Your fiance called. He wanted to know if you got home safe."

Wait, were you blushing?

🤤

She sat down on the edge of your bed. "Your father suggested Hoseok come over this weekend and go over the assets that will be transferred once you're married. Of course, your father will get the building contract and you will recieve an annual allowance once you move into his house that you can spend on anything you want. Doesn't that sound nice dear?"

Move into his house?

And wake up every day to his kisses....

You sat up.

"I don't want to."

Your mom sighed. "I know it's hard y/n but life is full of trade offs. Some people have to work their butts off to go to college. Others can afford anything but have to spend their life with someone they didn't choose. You know we can't afford it otherwise."

You felt angry suddenly. "But why me? Why not you? Why not DAD? Why ME? Why do I have to be the only one who takes the bullet and offer up my body? Have you ever considered that?"

"Dear--"

"No, stop it. I hate it, I hate it and I hate HIM!" Tears ran down your cheeks. "Please, leave me alone."

You couldn't deal with this right now, not when you were so confused.

"Please."

YOONGI POV

"Bingo."

I paused the recording right where she begged her mom to leave the room. Jimin leaned over my shoulder, supposedly to read the time frame but I caught his eyes straying to look at her on the bed, hugging her knees and crying.

"That's the girl?"

I nodded.

He chuckles. "I can see why you like her. She's pretty. And her curvy b--"