Til Forever Ends

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"And I'll be in denial for at least a little while
What about the plans we made?"

Elizabeth Pov

Last night was another terrible night. I hardly got an hour of sleep due to my overthinking. I couldn't stop thinking about the way Y/n looked at me that night at the club, as if I had torn her heart out of her chest and stomped on it. It pained me to see how badly I affected her. That night, I never could've thought it would've played out the way it did. I thought I was doing the right thing, but instead all I did was hurt her even more. I ruined something beautiful, and no one was to blame but myself. She's always on my mind, ever since that night, it feels like a part of me is missing. The thought of losing her forever makes my heart sink, but what if I already have? I hated to have to do what I did, but I had no choice. That night I shut the door on her, was the night my life stopped. I've been miserable since then, and frankly, I deserve it.

When I saw her in that club, I wasted no time to walk over to her. She was the love of my life, my soulmate. The look in her eyes gave me chills, all I wanted to do was sob right on the spot. The way she reacted to me broke my heart, there was nothing more I wanted to do than comfort her. I didn't hesitate to offer taking her home, the thought of being near her again making my heart flutter. All I wanted to do was explain to her my reasoning, but that didn't work out. She didn't care to listen to me, and I don't blame her. I just hope our time isn't up.

Today has been awfully busy, I was called in early this morning to do reshoots for my newest movie, Multiverse Of Madness. I couldn't even work properly, due to Y/n being on my mind constantly. It was like I was being punished for what I did, and I deserved every bit of it. I couldn't get the way she looked at me out of my thoughts, the once soft, love filled eyes were now full of anger. The thought of it made me tear up.

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"Goodbye, Y/n." Is all I said before shutting the door straight in her face. I couldn't believe what just happened, and I couldn't hold back the tears any longer. Falling to the floor, tears were pouring out my eyes, I couldn't stop hyperventilating. My whole world had turned upside down in just a few minutes. Choking on sobs, every memory replayed in my mind nonstop, only making my breakdown worse. There was no way around this pain, the stabbing feeling in my abdomen. I had officially ruined us, and there was no going back.

It took me over two hours to calm myself down, and even then I still could hardly do anything. There was no way of preparing for this, as everything happened so suddenly. I was left with nothing but a half heart. I didn't want to live anymore, I'd lost the best thing that's ever happened to me, I just wanted the pain to stop. But it never did. The more time passed, the more guilt washed over me. My chest heaved with every sob I let out, I felt completely and utterly broken. Suddenly, I heard my phone ring. Picking it up, it was my sisters.

"Lizzie.." Mk starts. "What did you do?"

"Mk-I- please-" I couldn't get any words out, it even felt difficult to talk.