Til Forever Ends

Deja Vu

"Another actress
I hate to think that I was just your type"

"I don't love you anymore.. I don't love you anymore.."

My heart was racing as I was woken up by yet another nightmare. They've been becoming more frequent lately, and it's starting to really affect me. I felt like shit, ever since that day with Elizabeth I've been on edge. I hated to shut her out like that, but I can't allow her to continue to lead me on. She hurt me, and there's no coming back from that. I felt physically and mentally tired, and I knew that my therapist would notice it later on.

Before I could fully step out of bed, I'm startled by the loud ringing of my phone. Mindlessly picking it up, it was Ana.

"Damn, you look like shit." She replies, making me suddenly realize it was a FaceTime.

I rubbed my eyes, trying to clear my blurry vision. "Shut up, I hardly got any sleep last night."

"Clearly.. the nightmares are still going on?"

I softly exhaled, "Yeah, they haven't gotten any better."

"I'm worried about you, Y/n. You haven't heard from Elizabeth since that day?"

"Nope, nothing. But I feel terrible at how cold I was."

I hear Ana scoff, "She deserves it. She hurt you. Does she even realize the amount of pain she put you through? I was there for you throughout it all, and she has no right to attempt to act like nothing happened."

"Yeah.." I murmur, "She's just always on my mind."

"Look, Y/n.. you need to do what's best for you. If you want to see her again, do it." She replies, a smile forming on her face. "But.. I've bought a plane ticket to LA in a few days, its been way too long."

"You're kidding!" I happily exclaim. I haven't seen Ana in months, I seriously missed her.

"I'm dead serious."

"Oh my god! Text me the airport, ill pick you up from there."

"I thought you didn't drive."

I chuckled at her remark, "I'll manage."

~

After ending my phone call with Ana, I decided to take a hot shower, which I desperately needed. As tired as I was, today was gonna be a busy day, so I needed to be prepared. I had roughly about thirty minutes before my date with Chloe, and later on the twins were going to be visiting.

Once I finished my twenty minute shower, I quickly picked out an outfit, nothing too fancy since I was already running late. I hardly had any time to fix a good breakfast, choosing a few bagels. Grabbing my things, I rushed to the bus stop.