Emotions

39. Survival

Survival

Note entry no 368.

It's been a year and few days since the.....incident
I have confirmed now that I am the only human on planet.

Being the only person alive has its perks.....well at first I enjoyed the peace because then I always hated being around people

But now I can only write to hold on to the last sanity in me

I miss.......people? Strange I would say that
You would think for someone who always wanted something similar to this I would enjoy this

But this aimless walking and loneliness is starting to get in my head

I lost a few days in my head......I can't seem to remember somethings like my past before all this.

Everything before then is a blur ,I can't remember my families faces or the few friends I had

I have only 2 weeks ration of food and water remaining.....hmm seems I have to go hunting again

The animals don't seem to be affected but it's oddly convenient almost like....I.....was placed here?

Note entry No 378

It's been.....a week? Yes a week I think?
Anyways I found.......something.....or I think someone.
It's impossible right? I mean I thought I was the only one.
Someone's been here before me but how?

All these years I thought I was the only one!
I'm.......actually not the only one here?

To whatever God or gods may hear me please let it be a female it's been so long since I had any.......well physical contact

But if it's a brother like me then all is well at least someone to finally talk to.

Note entry No. 390

I'm getting close....the last tracks were warm and it seems female........OH!! thank!!! The lords!!!
Now I just have to keep calm and search more.
All this excitement gets me eating more , seems I'm running out of food again

Note entry No. 412

I was wrong......I was soooo wrong that's no human or anything I've seen before
I saw.....it eating.....not in the way I could ever imagine.
It ate a whole animal raw ,like just tore into it.

Now it's unto me ,it's been getting closer several of my safe havens have been destroyed by it

I dunno what to do

How do I kill something impossi-

I stood in shock looking at the worn out note in my hands.....this was exactly the same thing I was doing, keeping notes and surviving

"What is going on" I whispered to no one in particular

I dusted myself and kept the note in my backpack, if it was the same thing then I need to prepare for what is to come.