48. Love

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Love

It came unexpected from the place I would never check or search from

What I had craved for ages came when I least felt like I deserved it

Broken down my defenses like it was nothing

Now I have come to understand the care and love I could ever hope to give and get

All from one innocent beauty, captured me with deep brown eyes filled with infinite pure care for seemingly weary me

Now stuck in this endless loop of love I can't even begin to imagine leaving her or even fathom the idea of being away from her

Almost like a drug I seemingly need some form of her presence to be able to function properly

Her presence, her kisses ,her smiles ,her hugs are all I feel I need to survive this cruel world I'm in.

With this newfound love I've realized the inner peace and joy that so long ago lost i have began to feel

Just the thought of her feels me with this warm fuzzy feelings in my chest

The glow on her face when I get her a gift or even when I tease her or tell her a joke

Her laughter and smile is all I feel I need to go on

But alas I worry with fear ever so present that one day I might not be enough for her

That one day might be the end of me receiving those smiles and hugs and kisses

But ultimately I just believe that this time just this time , I have truly found

My soulmate.

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