Letter 22

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Love,

I am nervous that this is working out so well. Everything about her blends so effortlessly with me. It's not like we're exactly the same or polar opposites. We just compliment each other. Where we are different it is appreciated and where we are the same it is the most amazing coincidence. Our lives share so many parallels it's kind of scary. Getting to know another person at the same time I am trying to get to know myself is a bit worrisome. I can't tell if I am being my authentic self at all since I don't really know who that is. I'm doing my best. We talked about it at dinner the other night and she seemed to understand where I was coming from. I kinda felt like she was trying to go down the same road of healing as I am, I think we can help each other in some ways. She feels a bit closed off. Like she's been hurt one too many times and this is the last chance she's giving herself before she just gives up completely. I think she's scared to confront herself, but maybe I'm just projecting. There are a lot of parts of myself that I don't want to confront so I don't blame her for that, I just wish she was more open with me. I know that's selfish but still. I want her to feel safe and comfortable and trust that I have good intentions. I know we'll get there, it's only been a couple weeks and I can't expect everything to just happen. I have hope. I trust you and the universe with this one. Everything in divine timing, everything in the timing of the universe.

Thank you love for guiding me to her.

-P ♡

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