Letters to Love

Letter 32

My Precious Love,

I have been your girlfriend now for about two months. I wouldn't change anything. You are the most perfect human I could ever ask for. Everything you do makes me happy, every day we're together I feel myself becoming better in one way or another. I can feel the growth of our relationship taking place. This is surreal, I never knew I would literally feel it as it was happening. This has been my goal for my whole life. I've told you about my past relationships and how they didn't work out, why they didn't work out. We've talked about how my main goal in a relationship was to find somebody who was willing to grow with me and be open to the natural change that people go through as they grow. You have been nothing but that over the past almost five months of knowing you. Sometimes I kinda freak out when I think about how I didn't know you six months ago and now I can't imagine spending any amount of time without having you as my partner.

There are parts of me that I'm not ready for you to see yet, but that's okay because I'm not scared of you seeing those sides of me. I know you'll love me no matter what but I have some insecurities that I will share with you in time, when I'm ready. I love you more than anything. I hope you know that. I know a lot of people probably feel like it's too soon to say that but it's true. I love you. I waited to tell you because I wanted to make sure I actually felt that way and it wasn't just some excited feeling about being in a new relationship but I think I do. I love you more than anything. My life was good before I met you but now that I'm with you it's amazing. More than amazing, it's perfect. I know we have our little fights every now and then but we're still getting to know each other as people. We don't know how each other really operates yet other than surface level. I am excited to uncover everything about you that's buried under the surface.

I am so excited for you to meet my family, embarrassingly enough I've been telling them about you since our first date and they ask about you every time I go back home, to my parents house that is. I think mom is the most excited to meet you, she's really the main one that asks about you, every time she calls me she asks how you are, how's your school going, if we're together yet. You know, all the mom questions. She freaked out when I told her you finally asked me to be your girlfriend. I think she may love you more than I do, if that's even possible but I don't think it is.

I can't wait to have a life with you, to build with you. I can't wait to see all of our dreams come into fruition. To one day have our own house, our own family. I want to raise children with you, I see how you are with your niece and nephew, you will be the most amazing parent and I want to be the person you have a family with. I want to build with you for the rest of our lives. I know we're young, I know that. I know that anything could happen in the next few months that could possibly derail our relationship, but I also know that we are strong enough to get through it. I am committed to you, to loving you, to being with you. And nothing is going to stop me from giving you my all, as long as you do the same for me. I love you more than I ever thought possible and were only a couple months in. I can't wait to see where this goes. I love you P.

-Saige