Letter 33

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Love,

I can't believe how far I have come in the past two years of this journey. There are moments now where I know my past self would be in absolute shock of how far I've come. I don't know how I got here, I mean I do know but I am just absolutely astounded by who I have become. I have nobody to thank other than myself and you of course. Without you I would not be here. Being able to find the love I have been looking for my entire life within myself has been freeing. Knowing that I don't have to rely on anybody other than myself to provide love is amazing. But knowing that I have this amazing girlfriend who loves me also is just as comforting. I know now that it is okay to depend on someone for certain things as long as you can provide for yourself without that person. If I hadn't met Saige I would never know how amazing it feels to be able to have somebody that you know is going to love you, even through the times that you are struggling to love yourself. There is a sweetness in the word Love, a sweetness that I didn't know until I found it within myself. It only became that much sweeter in knowing that I love her and she loves me too. This journey of life is one that I never could have anticipated. It is like a board game and I am the dice being rolled and I am the one rolling them. Everything I know up to this point is due to a very specific chain of events that led up to this exact moment. Those events are what make me who I am, those events are my life. Those events are what I have to thank for making me the person I am today. Thank you Life, thank you Love. I am who I am because of you.

-P ♡

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