The time is coming for Natalie to find out if she's being offered the position on the tour. To say she's nervous is an understatement. She's nervous to get the answer, nervous to talk to Louis, nervous to see how he is going to feel.
She's currently in Harry's room, pacing and rambling.
"What do you want?" Harry asks as his eyes move back and forth, watching her.
"I don't even know, that's the problem." She says huffing and sitting down next to Harry on his bed.
"Do you want to make a pro and cons list?" Harry asks.
"I tried, but every time I try my mind just jumbles and I can't-" she cuts herself off and gets up to pace again.
"Nat, you have to calm down," he says and she gives him a look that makes him stop immediately, "Right. Not the right thing to say to a woman."
He looks up with a grimace at his own choice of words, "And I'm not making it better."
She laughs lightly at that, but keeps pacing.
"Niall," Harry yells hearing him talking somewhere near Harry's room.
He pops his head in a minute later. "Yeah buddy, what's up?"
"Talk to her, please. I can't get through to her."
"Natalie, what's wrong?" Niall asks, putting his hands on her shoulders and trying to get her to look at him.
"Decision day." She says dramatically and falls against him.
"Harry, translate," Niall says looking back at him.
"Linda tells her soon whether or not she gets offered the job to go on tour with us."
"Ohhh, why are you nervous then Nat? Of course she'll offer it to you, you're great at your job." Niall says happily.
Natalie takes her head out of Niall's neck. "I don't know if I want it," she mumbles.
"Oh," Niall says somewhat sadly.
"I'd be a lot Ni, traveling with us. She wouldn't be able to stay under the radar." Harry says.
"I see, I know you like your privacy. We'd all understand if you didn't take it." Niall says kindly.
"But if she doesn't offer it I don't have to decide, the decision is made for me."
"So you don't want to go at all?" Niall asks.
"I didn't say that, a part of me wants to. To stay with Louis and you guys of course."
"He'll understand if you don't." Harry says, trying to reassure her.
"What if he doesn't, what happens to me and him? What happens to me and all of us?"
"You need to talk to Louis. Don't worry about us, we'll always be here." Niall says.
"That's what I said!" Harry exclaims.
"I'm scared," she whines.
"You have nothing to be scared of, he'd do anything for you." Harry says simpathetically.
"Yeah, but what if he gets mad at me."
"Just talk to him." Niall says again.
"Yeah but-" she tries and Niall interrupts her.
"Just talk to him Natalie."
"But-"
"No buts," Harry says.

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I Hate You ~ Louis Tomlinson
Short StoryNatalie takes a job as a live in media assistant for one direction right before their Take Me Home Tour. She loves her job and the boys are great for the most part, but more often than not, Louis is more than she bargained for. She's going to live w...