------- He loved the girl that can't love him.....And now he can't love the girl that loves him --------
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"Don't worry.." I say, getting up off the chair and walking around him on my way out, my scarf running through his fingers lightly until it s...
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By the end of a great day, Lola and I have spent our time indoors watching movies, talking about shared experiences, and basically just bonding like sisters.
She feels like family and today, she reminds me so much of Gemma, a little spoilt and entitled at first glance, but in kind of a cute way, but really having a big heart and enormously kind.
I didn't really prepare much for any kind of party or carry the appropriate clothes when we left my apartment yesterday, so Lola and I pass through my apartment first, before heading over to her eldest brother's place, where we will meet up with Aaron.
Arriving there, I can't help but remember how much I love Nick and Ally's house, it's not quite as extravagant as El paraiso, but it's still very elegant in its nature, and most importantly, it has a very 'homey' relaxing feeling to it.
Maybe it's the fact that there are usually alot of people around the house at all times, whether it's the family member or the house staff who are so welcoming and warm, but either way, it's easy to feel at home here.
El paraiso is nice, but it is enormous with very few people around, it feels very formal too.
Coming here, I kind of expected the 'party' to be like a normal party, you know...... loud music, extravagant deco and lots of people, but to my surprise, it's quite small and intimate, with just a few friends and family around.
All the people here are people I have met people before, people I have spent some considerable amount of time with, but today, it feels very different being here among Aaron's family knowing that he and I are expecting a baby together.
Now I keep thinking that these people are going to be my baby's uncles and aunties, and seeing Nick's kids running around, I think about the fact that they are going to be my baby's cousins.... It's a very overwhelming thought, not in a bad way, but in a very enlightening kind of way and for the first time since yesterday, I feel......excited.
I resist the urge to touch my belly, as my eyes follow the kids around until Lola reprimands them for not coming to say hi to us already.
I smile down at the twins, wondering if Aaron and I will have a girl too, if it will look anything like its lovely little cousins who I think physically look alot like their mother, but they are cheeky too, which might come from Nick's side of the family.
The timing maybe bad, but I do want this baby, I want it to be ok, to be healthy,, to be .........
"Hello." Aaron says, seeming to appear from nowhere while I was deep in thought.
"Hi" I say.
He hugs me, his embrace lingering as his hand rubs my back, before briefly touching my stomach as he pulls away.
