------- He loved the girl that can't love him.....And now he can't love the girl that loves him --------
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"Don't worry.." I say, getting up off the chair and walking around him on my way out, my scarf running through his fingers lightly until it s...
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I thought that when two people are already on the other side, when they are already living together as a couple, the whole excitement of having a wedding would be reduced, especially when you add a baby to the mix.
Well, I was wrong.
I kind of just thought that we could do whatever, perhaps have something small and simple here at the mansion or at the Manor.....well, as time passed and we got to actually plan the wedding, my own excitement surprised me, and ideas just sprouted in my mind and I started to realise just how much I wanted this to be really special and different, and memorable.
I wanted it to be a reflection of Aaron and I, and where we are in our journey with our little girl.
I found myself watching shows on TV with my mom and sisters about wedding and dresses and somehow, even got Aaron to watch them with me when we would have some time alone together at night.
It got to a point where he would google stuff and send me pictures and ideas to see if I liked or wanted to include it at our wedding.
So now, I am basically beyond excited and can't wait to marry Aaron and be his wife.
I'm not sure how much of my life will change after the wedding because we definitely feel like we are already married, but I'm very much looking forward to it.
I feel like my life will start all over again after the wedding. It's definitely going to be a new chapter, because I will also finally be going back to work at the hospital after that.
Our current dynamic home will change and fall into a new routine.
I Know it's going to be weird being away from Amar for long periods of time every day. I dread it, but at the same time, I'm beyond excited to get back to work.
There has definitely been a lot of ups and downs in my life, and also in our relationship, our initial misunderstanding before we started dating, then suddenly falling pregnant and all the complications and issues that came along with that. And then there was the 'kidnapping' and almost losing our daughter....it's been quite an eventful journey full of many highs and many lows...but right now, I'm riding on the highest high I could ever dream of experiencing.
I have so much love in my life and everything is going as great as it possibly can.
I take a long deep sigh and spread the collection of pictures on the sofa with me...forcing myself to concentrate on the current task at hand.
I'm creating a photo album, a collage of pictures as a wedding gift for my parents, and one for Aaron too.
It was an idea relayed to me by Antonella, and she helped me start it..I love it..every step of this is giving me great nostalgia and making me feel warm inside with happy memories.
