Bullied by the mafia son •Completed ✓

Chapter 15

Justin pov

I stood there frozen at Bella's outbrust not because of the courage she had to ask me but because I myself don't even know the answer to that question.

Why did I safe her, even if I pushed her I had ways to cover her death because I had my father who will be proud but decided to save her.

Why, that was the question I keep asking myself and it was the main reason I decided not to come to school because I don't understand the new feeling that has   started to grow inside me and I don't have anyone to talk about it sometime I wish I can talk to my mom but she's not here or in my life again.

And the worst part is that I can't talk to my dad about it because if he finds on the that a new emotion i started to have apart from the one he has taught me am gone and there's a huge punishment I'll face because as I grow older the more punishment is added if I break thi rules or not doin according to it and the worst punishment is that I had a feeling that it's not part of the one my father taught me and If he finds out i can't even imagine what will happen to me I will be a nightmare.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I had already forgotten that Bella was till in my house and was standing next to me.

Bella's pov

After I said that I couldn't look up to Justin because I was do scared of what he will do to me because he is not limited at all to do anything he wants to do because am at his house but to my surprise he was just there without moving with an expression I couldn't understand just like last night. Something isn't right because this is the second time am seeing Justin like this it was like this was the part he didn't want anyone to find out.

Unlike the Justin In school whose emotions is all anger, hot tempered and feared but Last night and now was a whole different Justin it's like it was lost no anger, cold, bitter he was just like someone who is lost and he also scared as if it was forbidden to show any emotion apart from anger, cold.....

For the first time I ask Justin a question and he couldn't say anything and just stood there frozen as if he had no answer to my question.

After a while that sounds like an hour Justin looked at me and I quickly put my head down not to disrespect him and then he whispered something more like to himself and I couldn't even get what he was saying at all but one thing I knew for sure is that this Justin is not the Justin I knew he was a whole different person same as last night and I knew Justin was just lost and what he needs is someone to show him and direct him but I don't think he had no one but am sure his parents will love him and do anything that makes him happy since he's the only child that's what I thought but I was totally wrong.

After my outburst my mind was moving around it was split into two and because if Justin get back to his senses am dead so I decided to mind a way out of here I needed to get the hell out of here so I decided to run

I ran out of the waiting room instead I wasn't looking at were I was going I was just scared that I didn't know when I started crying. I was so scared of my outburst that I didn't even look at were I was running too. After a while of running I stop and I noticed that I was lost.

What the hell I ran to the opposite direction of the way out ohh my God I was lost in Justin house so I just started to walk around trying so hard to look for a way that i saw a room and the light was on.

So I entered the room without any second thought as I entered I was shocked, the room was big and at the middle was a piano. I started to feel cold because this house was full of air condition including a freaking piano room.