Bullied by the mafia son •Completed ✓

Chapter 38

Bella's pov

I was shocked after I heard Justin, this can't be true at all, he's lying.

I can't believe the guy I actually fell in love with is the son of the most dangerous drug lord.

That means if anything happens Justin will become the next person in line.

Has he killed someone before?

Has he murdered and torture someone before?

Has he shot someone before?

A lot of questions where running through my head. Then I look from Marcel to Justin as they look at me with wide eyes.

They didn't want me to know at all, I wish I never knew this at all.

Then Justin stood up and started to make his way towards me.

But I moved back, I don't know but the fear I used to have for him before came back.

I was trembling and shaking.

"Bella, it's not.....

I didn't allow him to finish what he said as I ran, I ran out of the hospital like a scared little cat .

Yes I was scared am actually scared as hell. I ran and ran until my legs hurt .

Looking at my surroundings I noticed I was in the park. I sat on the bench as I started to breath heavily.

I didn't notice when tears started to drop from my eyes. I felt pain in my chest as if someone was stabbing me in different area.

I stared to cry and shivered at the same time.

I felt cold when the night wasn't really cold at all.

I just realized why I was crying

Maybe it's because I fell in love with a dangerous guy that could kill me in an instant.

Or

Is it because I expected him to tell me by himself.

I cried the more..

Why was life cruel to me

First of all I could bare the fact that Justin didn't feel the same way i did

I could bare the fact that he hated me

I could bare the fact that he treated me differently.

I could bare the fact that I can never be his

But I can't bare the fact that his the son of a criminal not just any criminal but a dangerous one, a drug lord for that matter.

I think all the feelings I once heard for him should die. I can't believe I thought of my future with him.

I can't believe I also wanted to date a criminal son.

I can't believe I had fallen in love with a criminal.

Only God knows if Justin has ever killed someone..

He most have because if he's father has he would because am sure he's the next in line to become the next mafia..

Ohh my God why have I gotten myself into

I even kissed him,

What if he's father finds out,

What if he's father is after me

A lot of questions where running through my head's as it made me cry the more.

I feel so useless right now.

When I've started to think everything is going alright,

When I started to fall deeper in love with him