Bullied by the mafia son •Completed ✓

Chapter 29

Bella's pov

I was heartbroken when Justin told me to mind my business . He was now different very different from my project partner.

When I saw Justin a week ago, my heart sank to see him with broken hand and a bandage on his forehead.

I went to talk to Marcel but he just ignored me so I guess he doesn't know either.

It really hurt to be ignored by the one person you really love, when I thought everything was going to be okay.

But I was totally wrong, I feel so heartbroken and what's even more embarrassing was that Madison saw what happened and she didn't hide it to laugh and mock me.

How could Justin tell me that am blind, I was thinking of Justin when I was walking in the hall way that's why I didn't see him .

And him hitting me I couldn't help but smile, I was happy that I had finally had a chance to talk to him.

But it was all wrong, how could I be so foolish just because he was nice to me during our time as project partners doesn't mean he'll be friends with me and everything will be okay.

I just wanted the ground to open and swallow me when Justin said that .

I really wanted to cry, I felt hurt really hurt but not physically hurt I felt pain in my chest and I couldn't help but hold it.

But when Madison came out from her hiding place made it even worst because i couldn't say anything but just listen to whatever she says.

I guess Justin was right i was really blond not looking at where I was going, I was to busy thinking about him to realize the person that was in front of me. Love is really blind.

Immediately after the bell was rang I didn't waste anytime in carrying my bag outside.

Still hoping to see if I could still see Justin but no his car wasn't even there at all

I just sighed and made my way out of the gate.

I decided to walk this time, I didn't want to take the bus home.

So I brought out my headphones then I started playing my favorite song by Forest blakk "if you love her".

I really wished Justin felt the same way I felt, it would make sense.

Now I just realized something when you are happy you only listen to the music but when you are sad or hurt you listen to the lyrics.

I've never really calm down to listen and understand the lyrics before because I was always happy and ice never had someone I really love before but today it really made me understand the meaning of this song.

I felt like playing it with the piano because it's either I listen to music or I play the piano and sing that's makes me feel better whenever am sad .

Love really hurts it does I've never really have feelings for anyone before because I was to focused on my studies even in my old school I didn't really have friends and the ones I thought I did never really felt the way I did for them

They weren't bad but we were just two different world .

So I just realized instead of me trying my best to fit in I just be myself and I told them how I felt and they did too.

So we aren't really friend but we are on good terms I still talk to them but not really because we were never close.

Right now I feel so lonely, nobody to talk to, no friends then I remembered that Marcel wasn't in school today so I decided to text him because we've become really close since Justin wasn't around.