Bullied by the mafia son •Completed ✓

Chapter 39

Bella's pov

I know what i said to Justin wasn't from my heart at all but i had no other choice than to say it.

I could hear the hurt in his voice and it even pained me more because am the one in love with him.

I went home and walked to my bedroom as i crashed on my bed. Please let this be all a dream. God please let me wake up from this mess.

But I knew deep down that this was reality.

This is the most painful thing that has ever happened to me and deep down regretting why I said those things to him.

I wanted to go back and apologise and tell him I didn't mean any of what I said but I had to stop myself feeding and reminding myself who he was

I was so tired of crying that my eyes were already paining me , it was as if the tears was painful as it was rolling down from my eyes.

I took my phone as I looked at my wallpaper the picture of i and Justin resting his head on my shoulder.

I should delete this from being my wallpaper but I couldn't at all. It felt so hard because am helplessly in love with him .

Why most he be the one

Why most he be the unlucky one here.

To be frank i know am been unreasonable right and selfish but I somehow wished it was Marcel that was in Justin position

I just sighed looking at the ceiling, life is really cruel.

Justin was right "dreams are beautiful but reality is cruel".

I miss Justin right now, I miss him like mad but for now I needed to stay away from me even if I kept constantly reminding myself that I could do it but I Knew I couldn't but I have to try.

I just wished I could tell someone and the only person I know I could talk to is Marcel but right now I needed space from the both of them.

Marcel didn't seem shock at all maybe because he was already having his suspect but I was too dumb enough to notice anything.

I feel heartbroken I really want to talk things out with Justin but I feel we need space from each other because he's dangerous.

Before I knew it darkness consumed me. And I just slept off.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm but I switched it off , I don't think I want to go to school at all.

That will be one step of avoiding him just a couple of days I won't be i school so I would get used to not seeing him around.

Minutes later I slept off..

I woke up again and I didn't have a good dream at all because of last night. I felt my eyes heavy as I lazily strolled out of bed entering the bathroom..

I sat in the tub for a while before I started washing off the soap from my body .

I quickly put on a baggie joggers trouser with a big top.

As I layed on the bed , I was thinking of what will get my mind off yesterday then I remembered anime.

I decided to watch AOT but I quickly declined it when I remembered how Justin and I argued about it..

And I didn't want to watch it or a love movie at all.

Finally I decided to watch fire force and I was glad that it helped my mind a lot.

Then I heard my phone ring

I looked at the ID and saw it was Marcel and i was deliberating on whether I should pick the call or not so I decided to pick it and ask about his health