Forbidden Love

Chapter 13

Its 6am and I acted as if I just woke up. Noah got up a few minutes ago so he can get ready for work. He came back from the bathroom and saw me sat on his bed scrolling through my phone.

"Morning sweetheart, did you sleep well?" He said kissing my forehead "Yea I did especially since you don't snore or sleep walk like the other two" I said making him chuckle slightly. Noah made his way downstairs and just then Jason walked past.

"Jason" I called again "what outfit do you want" he said rolling his eyes and crossing his arms leaning against the wall "any hoodie with any sweatpants" I said shrugging my shoulders.

I used the hallway bathroom which already had a little bag in one of the drawers with a few of my products. Jason knocked on the door and gave me my clothes before rushing to his room to get changed.

I saw how my eyes had bags under them because of my lack of sleep but I covered it easily with some concealer and blush. I looked as if I had been getting sleep, haven't been staying awake terrified, or having vivid flashbacks in the middle of the day. But when I looked at my reflection I was disgusted with myself despite having 3 showers after that night because I still felt him on me and I couldn't get rid of the feeling no matter what I did.

I finished getting ready and my bag was already on the living room. I slung it over my shoulder and got Jason's car keys and made my way to his car and sat in the passenger seat waiting for him. I know you might be thinking, you two go to the same school so why not go in the same car? Jason prefers going alone but this time my other brothers are at work early so he has no choice.

He made his way to his car and rolls his eyes at me and I do the same. The second we left the driveway it felt like I was back in my bedroom 2 nights ago I couldn't speak, scream, cry, nothing. He came closer and closer and I covered my face with my arms not knowing I was doing it in real life.

"What kind of kung fu karate shit are you doing?" Jason asked looking over at me and back at the road. I simply laughed it off knowing what he and others would do if they knew. We got to school and Jason gave me the "if you need me you know where to find me" as he always does before we both made our own ways to our classes.

I walked into my English class and my original teacher wasn't there, he turned around and I swear he looked exactly like none other than Dean Thomas. I made eye contact with him before sprinting down the hall and into the girls toilets.

I felt my breathing increase more and more, then it felt like I couldn't breathe at all. I opened my phone not really paying attention to who I was calling but the second they answered a familiar husky voice replaced the sound of my rapid breaths. "Dopey?" Andrès asked but I couldn't reply and im pretty sure he heard me suffocating "t..toilets" was all I managed to say.

My lungs felt tight and there was a huge amount of pressure on my chest and soon enough there was a knock on the door. "Dopey? You in there? Are you ok?" I was panicking so much I just opened the door and almost fell forwards but he caught me before I could face plant the floor.

"Look at me, breathe with me ok?" He said in a calming tone whilst rubbing my back "look at me, im right here im not going anywhere" he reassured. "Ucciderò chiunque ti abbia fatto sentire così amore" he uttered under is breath.
(I'm going to kill whoever's made you feel this way love)

I tried matching his breathing patterns and when I calmed down I gave him a reassuring smile "thank you" I said taking another breath "wanna tell me why you were panicking?" He asked as he furrowed his eyebrows whilst wiping the few tears that managed to escape my eyes but I simply shook my head and he looked skeptical at first but didn't force me to tell him.

He helped me up and we walked to our favourite place, you guessed it. The library, the place where we first met, the place where we can just relax. Once we made our way to our seats, Andrès had to go to his classes but said he'd come in between periods and lunch to keep me company.

I layed on the couch and just drowned in my thoughts and soon enough I drifted off to sleep which I soon regretted. I didn't realise I was panicking again but it wasn't until someone shook me awake I realised. "Dopey calm down, your ok im right here just breathe" he said with genuine concern evident on his face. I had the worst nightmare from that night and it was why I feared going to sleep in the first place.

"Thats it give me your phone, unlocked" he demanded holding his hand out. I reluctantly gave him my phone and watched him scroll through my contacts before holding my phone up to his ear. "Hello? Im do- I mean Quinn's friend and could you please pick her up she isn't well, thank you bye" he passed me my phone but when I saw who he called my eyes bulged out their sockets. He called Dean.

"Why the fuck would you call him!!??" I yelled in panick but he just looked at me confused. I scrolled through my contacts and clicked Jackson "Princess what's up shouldnt you be in scho-" I didnt let him finish his sentence "Deans coming to pick me up please please can you come really quick Jackson PLEASE!" I begged "I'll be there in 3 minutes princess stay in school and dont answer any of his calls and go sit with Jason" he said before hanging up. I got my bag and left Andrès stood there confused.

At the beginning of the school year Jason always gave me a copy of his timetable so I knew what lesson he was in incase I needed him. I made my way over to his class and when he saw me he got up from his desk and ran over to me. "What's going on shouldnt you be in lesson?" He asked worriedly "Dean's coming to pick me up, I called Jackson and he said to stay with you incase Dean called or came into school" I said nervously.

Jason went back to his desk with his arm around my shoulder as I felt everyone's eyes staring at us but I kept my eyes glued to the floor.

Just then my phone rang, it was Dean. Jason saw and turned my phone off and sat me down next to him. I put in my headphones whilst Jason continued making notes. But then a teacher walked into the class and came up to me with a wide grin. "Sweetie your dad's here t0 pick you up" she said but before I could say anything Jason spoke for me "she wanted to stay with me afterall and just forgot to text our, dad you can tell him he can go home" I could see him grit his teeth saying dad.

After she walked off Jason's phone rang 'Jackson' "yeah she's with me but the teacher came saying Dean's here to take her home. Ok bye" before I could ask anything he picked up both our bags and took me to the parking lot where Jackson was waiting for us.

"There's my daughter!" I heard a familiar voice not so far behind me, I didn't know I was running till I saw him chasing me not so far behind. I was scared for my life and Jackson and Jason clearly saw it. I flung open the car door and dived into the backseat seat followed by Jason, then Jackson got into the drivers seat and took off.

"I don't know what the fuck is happening but Jason you can stay with Quinn in my office ok?" Jackson said looking at us through the mirror and we both just nodded.