Forbidden Love

Chapter 62

Its been 2 weeks since my episode and I decided that i'm going to tell Andrès. He's always reassuring me, letting me know hes there for me so I want to be more open with him about these kinds of things.

I think I refrained from telling him out of fear that he'd leave but that fear has gone because he's shown me he's here for the good and bad. And after picking myself up for ages, he does it for me and i'm more than grateful.

Im currently sat in the park waiting for him to arrive. Shortly after I saw my tall, handsome boyfriend walk over to me.

"Hello amore mio" He said before wrapping his arms around me as I inhaled his comforting scent. He let go and we began walking hand in hand and I felt what I always feel when i'm with him. Comfort.
(My love)

We got to a waterfall and no one was around so it was just us and the sound of the water behind us. We sat on the bench and I tried mustering up the courage to tell him.

"So, I wanted to meet up because I wanted to tell you something and because I trust you and I guess I didnt tell you before cause I was scared you'd leave me but, i'm not anymore and I just want you not to look at me differently if I tell you ok?" I began, he turned my face so I was looking into his gorgeous eyes.

"Nothing you can say will make me see you any different to how I see you now, and you can tell me anything la mia bella ragazza" He assured.
(My beautiful girl)

I didn't say anything but rolled up my sleeve revealing my scars. He held up my forearm and lightly grazed my scars with his fingers. "Oh my love, I wish you told me sooner" He whispered.

He kissed my scars and placed my arm back down. "I still see you as the most beautiful, brave and strong girl that I fell in love with and nothing can change that la mia principessa" He said before lightly kissing my forehead.
(My princess)

"Promise me, next time you'll come to me so I can help you because this isn't a good way ok? And I cant bare the thought of you hurting yourself" He said empathetically and I nodded my head before resting it on his shoulder.

A wave of relief washed over me knowing Andrès still loved me after everything which made me fall deeper in love with him.

Andrès' POV

Can we meet up today?
-Amore mio❤️

Of course , is everything okay?
-Me

Yeah, i'll be at the park at 4
-Amore mio❤️

Ill be there asap amore
-Me

I finished up things mafia related and left the building to see my girl. I am kind of worried if something's happened to her but I guess i'll find out when I get there.

I parked my car and made my way into the park and saw her sat on the bench looking as beautiful as ever.

She saw me and smiled  "Hello amore mio" I greeted before I wrapped my arms around her waist and hers instantly wrapping around my neck.
(My love)

Once we let go she interlaced her fingers with mine as we began walking. Soon after we arrived at a waterfall, we sat on the bench before she spoke.

"So, I wanted to meet up because I wanted to tell you something and because I trust you and I guess I didnt tell you before cause I was scared you'd leave me but, i'm not anymore and I just want you not to look at me differently if I tell you ok?" She said, I turned her head so her eyes met mine.

"Nothing you can say will make me see you any different to how I see you now, and you can tell me anything la mia bella ragazza" I assured.
(My beautiful girl)

She took a breath before roling up her sleeve revealing her scarred forearm. I gently lifted up her arm and grazed her scars with my fingers, "oh my love, I wish you told me sooner" I whispered loud enough for her to hear.

I kissed each of her scars before placing her arm back by her side. A wave of both guilt and stupidity flushed through me, guilty as to how she felt like she needed to hurt herself  and stupid because how could she have done it without me realising, how did I not notice.

"I still see you as the most beautiful, brave and strong girl that I fell in love with and nothing can change that la mia principessa" I reassured her before lightly placing a kiss to her forehead.
(My princess)

"Promise me, next time you'll come to me so I can help you because this isn't a good way ok? And I cant bare the thought of you hurting yourself" I said and she nodded her head before resting it on my shoulder.

I feel glad she felt like she could be open with me about this but I cant imagine what goes through her mind that pushes her into doing that to herself.

I wish all the pain she felt was brought on me, because she deserves none of it.

Quinn's POV
After a while of me and Andrès just enjoying each other's company my phone buzzed making me flinch. Andrès looked at me with worry but when I saw it was just Noah he relaxed.

"Hey Noah whats up?" I asked answering the phone, "hey sweetheart I was just wondering when you'd be home i'm about to get dinner started" He said, "Is it ok if Andrès comes over?" I wondered already knowing that they were fine with it, "of course just be home before 7 and be safe love you" Noah said before hanging up.

Andrès stood up taking my hand in his and we both made our way to his car and on our way home.