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Silas Montgomery

The last couple of months have been rough for me since Evie has been in her coma.  I don't really sleep because I spend a lot of my time at the hospital and watch her sleep, on top of work and taking care of Salem and Sy'Rai. I haven't really taking care of myself.

Evie hasn't gotten any better and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I did get a restraining on my mom  and Trevante , which they both violated when they tried to kidnap Salem from daycare. When I dropped Salem off at school,  I told the receptionist to inform her teacher to not let my mom in and if she does come and try to get Salem to call the police. Later on that day I got a call from the daycare and sure enough my mom and Trevante were in jail.

Salem - daddy wake up

I rubbed my face and sat up on the couch. I haven't slept in my bed since Evie got put in the hospital. I've gotten so used to sleeping with her that I can't go back to sleep by myself like that so I sleep in the couch  in the living room.

I got up and turned on the TV for  Sy'Rai and Salem before  I went in the bathroom to take  a shower.  I feel so drained mentally,  and physically  but I'm trying to fighting through it for the girls

I threw on some clothes when I got out the bathroom and then went in the kitchen to make Salem and Sy'Rai some food.

I grabbed the cereal.

Salem - no daddy, I want pancakes  shaped like Mickey Mouse.

Silas - sweetheart , daddy is tired . Please just eat cereal

Salem - no. Pancakes

I sighed.

Sy'Rai - Emmy get cereal, Si is tired

Salem - you eat it. Daddy make pancakes

I poured her a bowl and cereal and sat down.

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I walked in Evie's room with flowers. I bring her flowers next week and so far most of them at still alive. When I come I mostly talk to her , hoping that hearing my voice will make her wake up.

I kissed her forehead.

Silas - hey babe. Sorry I didn't being the girls this time.

I try not to focus on the fact that she's stuck like this and just talk to her like we're having a casual conversation.

Silas - Liv and Scott took the girls out for the day.

I honestly am thankful for Evie's family because they look out for me when they don't have to. 

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After a while I went back home and went to sleep, well  I attempted to sleep.  I constantly worry about  Evie even through I know she's in the best care.

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