𝐌𝐲 𝐑𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐲 [ ZNN FF ]

35

~ flash back ~

Third person's POV.

"Kanin .. stop crying hm .." said Karin as she caress his head gently.

"I don't understand .. how could he say such things .." Sobbed Kanin.

"Why can't me and Charan just be together ? ..." cried Kanin as his sister look at him , not knowing what to do.

"Sis .. I love Charan .. I don't like anyone else .." he sobbed making his shoulder shake. Karin nod , pulling him to her embrace. Soon the door opened revealing Charan. Karin turned her head , looking at Charan and nod. He then walked towards Kanin who was crying.

"Kanin.." Said Charan with his gentle voice. Kanin lifted his head up , revealing his teary red blood shot eyes.

"I am going to give you both some alone time .." said Karin as she pat Kanin's head. She squeezed Charan's arm , giving him some courage. She then left the both of them alone in the room.

"My prince .." said Charan as Kanin looked at him.

"I don't want to break up .. mai aow .." cried Kanin making Charan chuckle.

"I don't think I can ever live without you .." he sobbed making Charan nod , wiping Kanin's tears with his thumb.

"I just don't get it ... why is he is so against us ?" Asked Kanin.

"Love is love .. isn't it ?" Said Kanin making Charan nod.

"Please .. don't break up with me ... don't leave me ..." said Kanin softly. Charan then pulled him to his embrace , caressing the back of Kanin's head gently.

"I am nothing going to leave you ..." said Charan.

"I am so in love with you that it's impossible to be away from you." He said.

"If I have to prove to him that I love you .. I would .." said Charan as he slowly pulled away from the hug.

"I'll fight .. I'll fight for you ... for us .." He said as he caress Kanin's cheeks.

"Nothing can stop me from loving you , Kanin Asawathin .." he said softly making Kanin smile.

"You are not breaking up with me ?" Asked Kanin making Charan chuckle , shaking his head. He then pulled Kanin into his embrace.

"I don't care whether I am hurt .. All I care is that you are right beside me ... you have me ... and I have you ... that's all I need." Said Charan as a tear escaped from his eye. Kanin smile as tears rolled down his cheeks. He tightened his grip around Charan , melting in his arm. The two lovers sat there in each other's arm.

~ end of flashback ~

Zee's POV

I open my eyes as tears rolled down my cheek unconsciously. I sigh , looking at the ceiling. That dream I had. It felt different. I then turned to Nhu who was asleep. I soon realized that he was also crying in his sleep. I slowly caress his cheek as he soon calm down , going back to sleep.

"He must have had the same dream." I thought.

"But what does it mean ?" I thought.

"This wasn't what the king said before ... there's more ..." I thought and sigh. I wiped my tears away , pulling Nhu into my embrace gently. He snuggle up to my embrace as I caress his head.

- next morning -

"So wait , you are telling me that you had a different dream ?" Asked Max as I nod.

"This dream .. is wasn't part of anything that the king said .." I said.

"Do you think the king is hiding something from you ?" He asked and I sigh.

"I don't know .." I said.

"I just need to find out more about this ..." I said , massaging my temple.

"Zee , don't stress too much about this .." said Max.

"What can I do Max ? This dreams are like core memories of Charan .. it's like I know ever single word Charan said .." I said making him sigh.

"I know ... I am him .. within me ..." Soon Nat and Nhu came through the door with food in their arms.

"Food .." said Nat as Nhu sat beside me , placing a plate in front of me. He smile before placing rice on top of my plate. I held his hand , making him turn. I then slowly caressed under his eyes , seeing a tear stain. He look at me innocently.

"Are you okay ?" I asked making him smile , holding my hand that was against his cheek.

"I am fine .. I just had a dream .. that's all .." he said.

"Is it the same dreams ?" I asked and he smile softly , nodding.

"Don't worry okay ?" He asked.

"Let's eat ..." he said as he slowly pour some gravy on my rice. I watch him , sighing.

After lunch , I decided to take Nhu on a walk outside. I put my hand out as he smile , interlocking his fingers with mine as we walked.

"What a beautiful day ..." he said making me nod.

"How I wish every day is a peaceful day .." He said.

"Nhu .." I said making him hum in reply. I stopped making him turn to me confused.

"What was your dream about ?" I asked making him freeze.

"It's about .. Kanin and Charan ..." He answered after a while.

"It looks like someone was against their relationship ..." he said and I soon realized we did have the same dream.

"Why do you think you are having these dreams ?" I asked.

"I don't really know ... maybe because ... Kanin wants me to see his core memories of his lover and it's like deep down .. Kanin .. he is me .. within me if it's possible .." he said , smiling.

"Which I don't mind ... but I am just a little confused on why me .." He said making me sigh.

"Why are you asking me this hm ?" He asked and I said nothing.

"You know .. even if the dream was sad .. it was also beautiful .. because of what Charan said ..." he said , smiling.

"He said .. I don't car-."

"I don't care whether I am hurt .." I said cutting him off making him frown.

"All I care is that you are right beside me ... you have me ... and I have you ... that's all I need." I said as he slowly let go of my hand.

"H-How do you know those .. words ?" He asked.

"Charan ... h-he-."

"He said that to Kanin .." I said cutting him off.

"You .. have the same dreams as I do .." he said as realizations hit him.

"I've been getting dreams .. like you do .. I know Charan .. Kanin .." I said.

"I see Charan is most of the time .." I said as Nhu looked at me.

"And I also feel like ... Charan .. he is within me ..." I said as tears rolled down his cheeks.

"I also know that .. Charan would try to find Kanin .. even if he is in a different universe .. or whether he gets reincarnated into a rock ..." I said.

"No matter how long it takes .." I said as Nhu look at me.

"And that is what brought me to you .." I said as he looked at me.

"I found you." I said.