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The qualifying starts, Charles is doing well. He made it to Q2. Mateo was sleeping in my arms while i was watching Charles.I had a bad feeling. I don't know why i just had it. I was watching the screen with fear. I just saw Charles sliding out and hitting the walls. I start shaking and crying. I go to the pit still with Mateo in my arms sleeping. He respond just before i can say something.

Are Maddy and Mateo okay?

Silly the question is how are you? Of course we are okay.

Just bruised. I'm coming to the garage.

No way, we're going to the medical centre for a check.

Okay sir wait for me there.

I go and leave Mateo with Isa and head to Charles to walk him to the medical centre.

Sorry for that! - he wrap his hand around me and i kiss him.

Don't scare me like that again! - i cuddle into him

I promise even better. I will be a champion this year. And i will not crash randomly to scare you!

I love you Charles.

We enter the medical centre and i wait for him outside. After some time he came back.

I'm okay, just few bruises. We can go to the garage to watch the rest of the qualifying.

I nod and kiss him. He grab my hand and we head back to Ferarri because i was sure Mateo will be awake because he can feel we're not there. When we enter i can hear him crying. Charles laugh and run to Isa to take him.

Glad you're okay Charles but please calm your son! - she laugh and hand him to Charles.

Buddy! We're here don't cry! Calm down!- Charles pull him for a hug and he wrap his hands around him.

Why you don't drive now daddy? Everyone does that!

I will drive tomorrow buddy! Now we can go and watch everyone from the pitlane.

Yey! There's so interesting! Let's go!

Charles was quite tired but he wanted to spend time with Mateo, it's his first race weekend he wanted to be special for him. Mateo was sitting the engineers and Charles was standing and i hug him from behind.

You okay? - he said it tiredly and with concern.

I am baby, are you?

Frustrated. But i am.

I'm proud of you. You know we can go to the hotel for rest. Mateo will be totally okay with that.

It's his first time here, let him enjoy it. I'm okay. - he lay his head on my chest and i hug him tight.

You know you're the best right? - he nod and kiss me.

We continue watching and after 1 hour we were ready to leave. I put Mateo in his baby chair and Charles start drive us to the hotel.

Daddy?

Yes buddy?

Can you buy me McDonald's?

Baby daddy's tired it's for-

We will go buddy, what do you want?

Kids menu!

Charles nods and laughs

Are you sure for this? Really it's getting late you need some rest for tomorrow?

It's okay baby, our son is the most important thing now. If he wants McDonald's i will buy him.

I hug his arm and he drives us to McDonald's and order food for Mateo and us. After that we head to the hotel.

We eat our dinner and i put Mateo in the bed. Charles was having a shower after the long day i was waiting for him. I lay on the bed and start checking my phone. There was a few rumours about me and Mateo. I was feeling quite overwhelmed by this. I continue reading them. Charles was already out of the shower and he was talking something to me. I ignored him

Baby! Are you okay? Why are you so serious? - he take the phone from my hand and i look at him with tears in my eyes. He looked at me and hug me tight.

I'm so sorry about that, i can talk with my PR manager we can fix this. Are they saying something bad for you? For Mateo? Should i be worried?

I was trying to not cry and being strong because this is something stupid.

Maddy tell me!

Just few stupid things..Just leave it. It's quite overwhelming. I don't know why they do it. They know I'm your girlfriend!

Charles wipe a tear from my eye and hug me again

I don't know baby...Let's just..yeah leave it just for now. It's too much today. We will fix it tomorrow i promise.

Yeah..Sorry about that, it's stupid and i should never read it..Forget it. It is too much for today yeah...

Charles gently put me in bed and lay next to me. We watched movie and fall asleep soon after the movie ended.