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At the morning i wake up in Charles's arms, it was still early and I don't want to wake him up. I stand carefully from the bed and go to take some time for myself. After hour i hear Mateo crying. I rush from the bathroom because it was still early for Charles to wake up. When i came i saw Charles hugging Mateo tight rubbing his back.

Everything okay?

My stomach hurts mommy! - he hug Charles tight and continue crying a little.

Oh my little baby! It will be okay!

I want to stay with daddy! I don't want to let him drive! - he start crying even more.

Give us minute baby.. - Charles kiss my head and i head back to the bathroom

You know that's daddy's job buddy? I need to drive today! At the end of the year with this results daddy can be a champion! But it's for your best now to stay here with mommy. Daddy will be back late at night but tomorrow we will see eachother okay?

He sob and continue hug Charles

It hurts so much daddy! - he put his arm on his stomach

Okay..you and mommy will go to the hospital here when daddy leaves. I need to do it soon so 10 more minutes cuddles here!

Mateo smiles and hug Charles tight.

You ready boys?

Yes baby! Later take him to the hospital to check him. Text me after that. Is for the best to stay here today I don't want to risk anything happened to you or him.

But daddy in the hospital will be scary without you! - he says with scared voice

Okay you can call me while that buddy! But can you go to mommy i need to get ready.

Mateo lift his hands to me and i hug him. We lay on the bed while Charles was getting ready.

Daddy I'll miss you today!

Charles sigh and look at us

I will miss you and mommy too buddy! We will see eachother at the night. - he comes and kiss us multiple times.

Charles left and we were alone.

Did your stomach still hurts Mattie?

Yes...a lot!

Okay baby wait i will get ready and we're going to the hospital. Mateo was laying on the bed while i was getting ready, after that we head to the local hospital.

Mommy I'm scared...

It's okay baby! Let's call daddy!

I call Charles who was doing interview now. We enter the doctor's cabinet and Mateo lay on the table i was looking nervously.

He's okay, don't worry nothing serious. I will give him this and the pain will stop, but it's for the best to have some rest now.

I nod and take Mateo in my arms and show him to Charles.

I'm okay daddy! Can i come and watch you?

I would love to buddy but you need rest so you will go back in the hotel with mommy! I promise daddy will win the race for you two!

Me and Mateo head to the hotel to watch Charles and eat breakfast. We grab some food and go back to our room. I put Mateo on bed and give him sandwiches to eat. I sit next to him and send photo of us to Charles. He just seen it because it was time for him to get in the car.

Charles's pov

I'm nervous because of the race, I can't focus when Maddy is not here. I miss her. I know i will see her soon after that but the fact she's not here makes me annoyed and unfocused. She send me a photo of them but it was time for me to get in the car I can't even answer to my girlfriend's messages. Before i get in the car i kiss my bracelet, i was starting for pole and i need to make a good start because of this.

Back to you

I believe in daddy! He can win it! - Mateo said it proudly.

I believe in daddy too! He's the best right?

He is!

We hug eachother and the race start. I can see how nervous is Charles because he lost 3 positions. We watched the race nervously. Charles hit the wall because of a contact with Max. I switched off the TV..I knew he will be disappointed after his good result in Bahrain.

What happened to daddy? Is he okay?

I think is bedtime baby, you will see daddy tomorrow okay?

Mateo nod and i put him in his bed and start waiting for Charles...After half an hour he enter the room.

I stand and walk to him

It's okay...

It's not fucking okay..How can i get DNF after my best result in Bahrain!

Baby...it's not your fault!

I'm sorry for shouting at you, just...just..-he sighs

It's okay baby, come here

I put my arms on his cheeks and kiss him gently.

I was thinking to take you out for a dinner but I'm absolutely exhausted...

It's okay baby, you're enough here. Let's just rest for today.

Charles undress himself and he was only in boxers. He lay on the bed and i lay next to him hugging him gently. We spend time in silence, we needed some peace. After that we watched a movie. Charles fall asleep in my arms on the half of it. Soon i fall asleep too.