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At the morning i was still sleeping, still overwhelmed by everything. I was thinking that when me come with Charles everything will be good. But maybe not...I wake up because of Mateo's voice. He was talking something with Charles. I stand and sit on the bed.

Baby! Are you okay? Sorry for waking you up. Do you want to come with us in the paddock?

I don't know Charles, I don't want to push myself, yesterday you really hurt me and I don't know if I'm ready to go to the paddock again.

It's okay...Just i want you to know that I'm really sorry and i love only you and Mateo, no one else matter!

Come here

He comes and i hug him tight and then kiss him.

I will come but please don't stress me even more. I love you Charles and I don't want to be mad at you or something.

Charles hug me tight again

Take you time baby, i don't want to rush you to do something. Just tell Mattie that you're okay, he didn't stop asking about you.

I kiss Charles and take Mateo in my lap

Hey baby, mommy needs some time off you will go to the paddock with daddy okay? Mommy will come tomorrow for the race.

Mateo nod and hug me

I will tell daddy to take care of you!

I looked up to Charles and he looks at me, i put Mateo down and kiss Charles

I'm so sorry...

Shh leave it for today baby, i love you so much. Drive safe later, and take care of Mateo.

He hug me again and then they both leave. I knew i needed time but Charles...He's really sorry I can't leave him like that with Mateo. I text him to wait for me and then get ready and go to the car

What made you change your mind baby? You know it's totally okay to not come.

Just...i can't leave you like that. You're trying so hard for us. You don't deserve this..

Charles kiss me

How i get so lucky with you and Mateo...

Because you deserve it baby..

I lay my head on his shoulder and gently rub his arm

We arrive at the paddock. Charles grab my arm and give his other to Mateo and we start walking to Ferarri. One interviewer stop us and wants to take interview of us. Charles look at me and i nod and take Mateo. He start asking questions Charles and sometimes me.
After some time we were ready and we head to Ferarri.

Are you okay with that? I can say to not post it anywhere.

Baby it's okay honestly,they haven't seen me on the paddock since Mateo's birth it's normal to ask us questions.

Charles grab my hand and we enter Ferarri.

I will have a meeting you can go anywhere you want if Mateo wants something give him to one of the engineers to show him.

I nod and kiss him. He left and Mateo look at me.

Mommy i want to go and see daddy's car again! The engineers are doing interesting work! I want to watch!

Okay baby come on!

I take him and lead him to Charles's garage where the engineers were doing their work. The saw us and Mateo start running to them.

Heyy buddy! Where's daddy?

I'm here with mommy! Daddy is on meeting!

Maddy! We missed you here! It's amazing to see you again!

Missed you too guys! I will come as often as i can, and to be honest maybe every race! Mateo will not let Charles leave without us.

They all hug me and start showing him different things, he was helping me. I was happy because my kid is happy.
Charles come and hug me from behind.

Hey baby, how's going? Are you okay?

I am baby, everything is okay. How was your meeting.

Exhausting. But everything is okay.

Do you want to go to your room? For some privacy and rest? Mateo will love to stay here so we can go.

Charles nods and tell one of the engineers that we're going to rest and it there's something to take Mateo there.

We go to his room and i sit on his couch. He lay on me and i start playing with his hair. He slowly fall asleep and i was rubbing his back kissing his head. After some time sleeping Mateo enter the room.

Shh baby daddy is sleeping don't scream you will wake him up.

Mateo sit on the couch and i give him my phone. His media manager comes and tell me that Charles need to go to drivers press conference. I nod and start gently rubbing his back to wake him up.

I whisper

Baby..you need to go to press conference.

Charles makes himself more comfortable and fall asleep again

Baby! - i laughed

I promise you will sleep after that! You can't miss your press conference!

He stretch himself and say with sleepy voice

In fact...i can! But i know i need to go now. Can you come with me?

I nod

I can! But Mateo? He's also sleeping? - i laughed.

I will send someone to take eye on him. Okay?

Mhm! Let's go! You will be late!

We left for his room and go to his press

I stand Infront of all of them behind all the cameras. Charles was always looking at me. They ask him question about me

So Charles you came with your girlfriend what's the feeling to have her back here at your races now with your children?

The feeling is amazing, i always hate the fact i need to leave them for the weekend and come back after midnight and not having enough time with them. You know family time is important so I'm happy they're here.

I smile to him. He winks at me.

Maddy you can come to him. It's special to see you again here.

I smile and go sit in Charles's lap and kiss him. He wrap his arm around me and they continue the press conference.

After some time we were ready we head to Charles's room because he wanted to sleep again before the practice and quali.

He slept for 2 hours and then start getting ready. Mateo was playing something on my phone while Charles was getting ready.

He was ready and head us to his garage. We sit on the vip area and the practice starts. We were cheering for Charles. He was doing so good. The practice ends and he needs to do some stuff after this so we go and find him to cheer him a little. Mateo saw him then starts running to him and hug him.

Heyy buddy, how are you?

I come and kiss him and he wrap his arm around me.

Happy family i see?

Charles hug me tight and take Mateo in his arms. He continue do the interview. When he ends we go for a lunch and then he go to get ready for quali