ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ᴍᴇ

ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅɪsᴇ

We go to Charles's room cause everyone wanted to ask us questions and things.

"Charles" - i look at him with tears in my eyes
"Yes love, what's wrong?" - he kiss my head
"I love you. I'm just wordless right now."-i snuggle into him while i was holding Mateo who was fast asleep after the long day
"I know, i love you too. We should back home. Italy really stressed us. We will take a good rest, together as a family."
"Yes, but the media? They don't actually stopped, they're waiting Infront of Ferarri..i don't want them to ruin Mateo's childhood. I want him to be a normal kid with normal childhood." - i start crying
"I'll do everything to protect you two. Nobody is gonna touch you or him." - Charles hug me tight
We go to his room and he get ready to leave. When we start walking to the exit of Ferarri they're were so many people who were taking photos of us. The flashes are so light and they're waking Mateo.
"Charles.." - i look at Mateo and up to him
"Cover him, take this and go straight to the car. I'll be right behind you." - he kiss my head
"Okay.." - I cover Mateo with Charles's jacket and start walking
"Maddy, Charles tell us more! How did your kid react to this?"
"No. I'm not going to say anything! Just fuck off!" - i start walking faster and enter the car. I put Charles's jacket around me and Mateo and start crying. I know they'll write for me and my words but what can i do they want to know everything for our personal life. Charles enter the car and pull me for a hug
"Charles I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry!" - I whisper and start crying even more
"Maddy i heard you and i understand. There's nothing to apologize for, love. I know you're emotional now. Just calm down." - he give me a kiss and start driving to the hotel

We pack our things and go to the airport. The whole flight i was sleeping while Charles was playing with Mateo.
I wake up when we arrive in Monaco.

"Are you feeling better?" - Charles ask me while he was putting Mateo to sleep
"I feel awful Charles, i really feel awful!"-i start crying
"Hey, i will fix it. It will be okay. Just let me calm you down i hate when you're crying."
"I need to go to my therapist. I'm scared to even get out Charles! I'm so stupid!"
"No you're not. You protect Mateo from them. It will be okay. Let's go to your therapist and then I'll fix it." - he take me in his arms for a little to calm me down.
When i calmed down Charles call Arthur to come and watch Mateo. At the moment we go out there were paparazzi around us.

"Just let me talk. If they ask something I'll answer!" - Charles grab my hand and lead me to the car
"Charles Madelyn is stupid! How you choose her over Charlotte!"
"What the actual fuck was that! Maddy carried my child and give me a family! Something Charlotte didn't! She was with me for the fame and money! Maddy is one amazing girl and if i hear something like that for her again I'll delete my socials and I'll stop driving. You can't control my life understand that!" - he also get angry and we two go in the car
The whole ride was silence cause we were both nervous and we don't wanted to say something wrong who can annoyed us more. When we arrive there Charles comes with me and we start it.

*Skipping the rest you talked a lot about what stress you and stuff like that.*

We left and go straight home
"How do you feel love?" - he hug me tight
"I don't know. Sometimes i hate that we're famous." - i was looking at one point
"Love, I'll fix it. I just want to be with you now because you need me." - he look at me sad
"I don't deserve you Charles."
"You deserve me Maddy. More than anyone else! Don't let them control you. They're jealous because of what we have."
"I love you." - i close my eyes and lay myself on him
"Some sleep is needed right now. I promise tomorrow you and Mattie will go to Carla and Arthur. I will fix this and if you want you and Mattie will stay here for the next race."
"Yes." - i mumble and fall asleep almost immediately
Charles take me to the bed and sit on the end of it looking at his phone. Everyone are hating me and Mateo. He can't watch that so he spend some time of writing a story to stop the hate.

"Guys I can't watch you all hating and hurting my family. If you hurt them you hurt me. I really want you all to stop and be respectful to the woman who makes me the happiest men in this whole world, the one who carried my child, the one who's supporting me every day, the one who's dealing with all my problems like they're her's, the one who never gave up from me, take my son out of it. If you have problem with them have it with me. Please after this respect me and them. I will said that again..If someone say something bad for Maddy or Mateo I'll delete all my socials and I'll stop being a driver, I'll have one normal life without this shit.
Thank you
- Charles"
After that he comes and hug me tight trying to show all of his love for me right now because i need it.
"I love you." - i mumble and hug him tight
"I love you even more Maddy, you and Mateo are my whole world"
"You're our whole world love" - i smile and kiss him gently
After some time talking we fall asleep cuddling in eachother's arms.