Arranged To be Malik

Chapter 39

It's dangerous to fall in love

But I want to burn with you tonight

Hurt me

There's two of us

Bristling with desire

The pleasure's pain and fire

Burn me... Sia, Fire Meet Gasoline

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Zayn's POV:

Have you ever felt like you are lying or cheating on someone you love in your whole damn life? That's what I am feeling right now, I can't help it but wanting to meet the devil to stop her threats. I maybe know I sound weak, but I am afraid! Not of her, but of the results.

I mean, what if Rawan knows about all of that? She will think I am cheating on her and maybe she will want to divorce, and I can't be away from her, not even one second, it will break me into small pieces.

If she is the one who will meet Alex behind my back, I will be mad, and even I will do something that makes me regret in the future, but I will never think of her cheating on me. She is not like Perrie, Perrie had cheated on me so many times and I made myself like a complete blind, I was to naive to forgive her so many times. Rawan is too pure and innocent to do that, if she doesn't want to be with me, she will say that to me by now, and I am sure she feels the same way I feel towards me, but we are too awkward and afraid of admitting that to each other.

" Zayn!" A sweet, awaking voice calls me, I turn my head towards the source of the beautiful voice, finding it is my angel.

" Good morning, Angel!" I greet her and stand up to kiss her pink lips.

" Morning, Z" She greets me back.

" Z?" I wonder, although I know it's refers to my name.

" Yeah, I am just to lazy to say your full name" She yawns and covers her mouth with her small hand, which makes it hard to understand what she is saying.

" You seem tired! Are you alright?" I ask her, concern shows on my voice and face, I put my arms around her small frame and pull her slowly to my body.

" I just want to sleep, nothing is a big deal" She explains and puts her head on my chest while closing her big brown eyes.

I am going to miss that if something goes wrong tonight with that fucking bitch.

I push myself gently, with her still in my hug, towards the couch, and she immediately lays herself on my lap, chuckling at her reaction and starting playing with her soft hair.