Arranged To be Malik

chapter 14

Rawan's POV:

I woke up to see myself on my bed,the last thing I remembered before I closed my eyes is watching TV. with the boys,but I don't know how I fall in the sleep,but one thing I am sure about is Zayn brought me here.

yesterday was wonderful and beautiful day,when Zayn kissed me I feel very different,maybe in the beginning I was afraid but when he made sure I am okay with that he started making me safe in a special way,and to be honest I was very happy.

I am not sure if he wants to make our relationship to another step or not,I want this to change,I really want it,but there are some things between me and him.

first,he loves Perrie and I know that for sure.

second, maybe he will use me to forget about her or use me for sex and nothing else and I don't want to be like that to him and it will hurt me very bad if he did that to me.

third: the fans,the media and everything.

I pulled the sheets and went to the bathroom,I brushed my teeth and showered,sometimes the water feels good against your body especially when you are tired.

I finished showering and grabbed some new pants and shirt to wear,to start a new day with none other than Zayn Malik.

I went downstairs finding Adam is watching TV,and Zayn is in the kitchen,I was wondering why he is up early today,I think something is up.

"good morning,Zayn"I said,he jumped a little,after all he was thinking he is alone in the kitchen,he turned to face me and smiled which killed me inside.

he is just so beautiful.

I just wish he thinks the same about me,but of course I am wrong,I mean he loves Perrie to death so he wouldn't think about me like that way and I totally understand him.

"good morning,Rawan"he said in his beautiful and sexy voice.

"you are up early,something is wrong"I asked him,he looked at me in a funny way.

"what,can't I get up early"he said and raised his eyebrows,I blushed and looked down the floor.

"n-no of course n-not,sorry because I-I asked-d"I said to him,I feel like an idiot in front of him,I shouldn't have asked him that,it's his house and of course he is free to do anything and everything in it.

he chuckled a bit when he saw my red face,why does he see every time I blush is funny?

"hey hey hey,no need to blush baby"at this word "baby" I blush even more. I quickly turned my face and about to leave the kitchen when he stopped me,he quickly grabbed my hand with his big and rough hand,this sudden connection sends me electricity and butterflies through my whole body,I would be a liar if I said it's my first time to feel like that,of course not,when every time he touched me I feel like this,and when he kissed my neck and I moaned the number of butterflies were increasing.

I just want to know why he changed that much when he talk to me?

"okay okay,I am sorry,I didn't mean to make fun of you"he said,I smiled at him and shook my head at him.

"it's not like that,I feel like an idiot because it's your house after all and I shouldn't have asked you"I said.

"yes you are an idiot.."he said to me,I looked at him surprised,my eyes became large,very large,maybe more than it already are.

"hey,let me finish first,you are an idiot because it's your house too"he said and chuckled when he saw my face,I smiled at him and nodded my head.

"and by the way,my mum and dad will come today to visit us, but um there is something you should know about it"he said to me,I nodded at him to tell me.