Arranged To be Malik

Chapter 46

" Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes,
Come on and come to me now,
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through,
'Cause I've seen the dark side too,
When the night falls on you,
You don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess,
Could make me love you less,
I'll stand by you" The pretenders- I'll stand by you..

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Zayn's POV:

I can feel my heart will explode in any minute now. The fact that I can't find my wife makes me mad, drives me nuts. I did search for her in every café but found no one, she mustn't leave me again, I can't lose her again when I know too damn well that I screwed everything between her and me, and I love her so much to let her walk away from me again.

The only solution that I have to pick is to go to her house, ask her mother about anything. I don't know why her mother didn't ask her where she went and at this moment, I wish I could scream in Rawan's face because she always manages to make me worried sick about her.

Not after a long time, I find myself knocking on Rawan's house door, while trying to calm my breathing down, I feel like I have been running around the whole Bradford. After like a minute or so, the door is opened by none other than my mother in law. She looks pale, her eyes are red, I think because of crying, her hair is a mess and she looks like she will pass out in any minute from now.

" Did you find her?" Her depressed voice asks me. Her eyes hold hope, nothing more. I know she is worried about her only daughter and also her only child, but at the same time, she had to ask her where she would go to make the both of us calm.

" I am afraid of saying no!" I reply and shake my head, not knowing what will I do to find her. Rawan is my best friend, my rock, my backbone, my sunshine, my angel and my wife, and I won't stand the fact that she leaves me again. I was so damn happy when I found her in here, her house, feeling relived because I know she is safe under my eyes.

" Oh God! What will we do right now?" She cries, making my heart sadden at the fact that I am the same like her, worried sick about my wife. I feel my head will explode in any minute because of being afraid of losing her again. I will pay my whole life just to know where is she.

I want to scream at her as soon as my eyes fall on her figure, I want to tell her that is too low of her to do something like that, at least she had to tell her mother or me where she went to not to freak out like that.

" Where is her mobile?" I question her, trying to keep my nerves on line to not make the both of us nervous more, although it is a bit hard because we both know she may be in danger.

" She left it in her fu.cking bedroom, she didn't take it with her" She answers furiously. To be honest, Rawan's family makes me go insane! I mean her mother can swear easily, her step-father was a dickhead and had, still has to be exact, dirty hands that can touch innocent girl. Yet, Rawan is so beautiful, pure and innocent to do anything of these, she doesn't swear, she doesn't have dirty mind, like me, she always cares about the others before herself, she is a pure perfection and I thank God everyday because He arranged for us to get married.

" Can you at least tell me what had you said to her before she went out?" I ask my mother in law.

" I asked her where she was heading of, then she said that she was going to take a little walk and she wouldn't be late, but when I noticed she was being very late, I became worried, I called her but when I had found her mobile was in her bedroom, I lost it, that's why I called you" She explains with her heavy breath and through her tears.