Arranged To be Malik

Chapter 24

I just wanted to say: Ramadan Mubarak everyone :D

I love you all <3
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Rawan's POV.:

It is 2:00 A.M., and we haven't reached London yet, Adam is sleeping at the back of the car, while the radio is playing softly, filling the car with calm music, calming my nerves, I wish I could freeze this moment and stay like this, Adam is sleeping like an angel, Zayn is driving slowly, and I admire him in my head.

During the car ride, I noticed Zayn is giving me short glances from time to time, and it starts getting annoying very much, I feel very insecure when he looks at me, because he is beautiful while me just me.!

"What are you looking at?" I play dumb at him, I want to know why is he looking at me like this way?

"Nothing" he replied quickly which made me even more insecure, I touch my face in order to make  sure there is nothing on my face, but I don't feel anything.

"Is there something on my face?" I panic, I don't want anything to be on my face, he will make fun of me and I don't want to be ugly in front of him.

"no no, don't worry" he said with a chuckle.

Okay, now I am sure there is something on my face.

"Zayn, please tell me, Is there something on my face?" I plead him, in order to tell me.

Chuckled and shook his head but said nothing.

Maybe he doesn't want to tell me to not making it awkward for both of us.!

"Okay Zayn, be like that way" I snap at him, then turn my head the other side, looking out the window.

well, I don't have a reason to be angry, but I want to know why he doesn't tell me. and most of all, why he is looking at me like that way?

But I decided to give him the silent treatment, to taste from his own medicine, I know it wouldn't affect him but let's try it.

we sit in a complete silent, he is still looking at me once in a while, while me facing the other side of the car.

The Game Is On Malik..

"Rawan" he calls me, but I ignore it, he looks taken back and surprised but he deserves it.

"Rawan babe, I am calling you" he says again, while me said nothing.

He looks at me for a second with amusement in his eyes.

"C'mon Rawan, I swear there is nothing on your face" he says

Silence.

"Rawan" he says again and holds my hand but I snatch it quickly.

" So now you are giving me the silent treatment" he says and tries to hold my hand again, and I snatch it.

Just wait Malik, Just wait.

" Babe" he plead again.

'Don't call me 'babe' Zayn' I said in my head.

he sighs but says nothing, he better be, and we fall in a complete silence, which I find it a bit awkward.

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It has been half an hour since this little 'talk' and neither me or Zayn talked, to be honest I though he would talk to me like yesterday, asking me what is wrong but I know he won't be like that everytime, and I won't talk about this first, I am acting like a child I know.

I start playing with my mobile, log in Twitter, the number of hating is increasing, everyday I get hate, and it affects me very badly, although I know some of the fans are right about my weight and my look, but I will never tell Zayn or anybody about that although I become very sad and angry about that, one night I read a tweet from a fan, of course she insulted me, when my tears ran on my face, but again she was right, maybe I am not good enough for Zayn, he has needs and I don't give them to him.

But I kind of feeling sad that Zayn didn't talk to me, I expect him to do that and make up to me but that didn't happen.

Well, I am not talking, not now not ever. I will show him, you just wait Malik.

"Rawan" he whined like a child.

Revenge is a bitch Malik.

"Please talk to me" he pleaded again, Gosh sometimes he is annoying.

after a while, I feel his hand on my thigh, but I slap it away making him laugh the cute beautiful laugh of his.

He puts his hand again on my thigh but his next action makes my eyes grow wider, his hand starts travling, making small circles on my thigh, I am sure like hell my cheeks are burning right now. but I slap his hand hard again, not wanting to do anything stupid in here.

I know he tries to talk to me, but there are many polite and clean ways to do it.

he sighs, a long sigh actually and says " Gosh, I swear Rawan, there is nothing on your face, you are fucking beautiful, you are perfect okay" the last part came out like a whisper.

Well, I am going to die soon.

Zayn Fucking Malik has just told me I am beautiful and Perfect.

I must be dreaming then.

My whole face becomes very red, it is an awkward thing in some way, that my husband told you that you were beautiful and perfect, I want to tell him that too, believe me, but I don't have the guts to say it.

"Really?" I asked him, I want to hear it again and again from his mouth.

Yeah it feels that good.

Don't ask me why or how, Don't.

" Are you serious? you are asking me if I said the truth or not?" he snapped at me, maybe I deserve it because I am acting like a bitch towards him.

"Just tell me" I said softly to him. I want to hear it again and I promise I won't talking or acting like a bitch again, he looked at me for a second like I am crazy then back at the road, and just shook his head.

"Yes Rawan, I am serious okay, you are perfect" he exclaimed, well I am sure like 100% that I want to spend my whole life with him, and no one else will be like my husband but him, the way he treats me feels right.

" Then, why were you looking at me from time to time?" I just want to know, and I won't ask him anything else, and that's the final.

he looks like being in a deep thought, but mumbles " You are just beautiful, I want to stare at your face all day all night, I won't get enough from your eyes or touch, you drive me crazy" 

he stops the car and looks at me, holding my small hands by his huge rough hands, we just stare at each other not talking or anything, like all the words melt and all we need is holding our hands and staring at each other. 

" I swear of my life, Rawan, that every word I said true, you will never know how much you are beautiful from inside and outside" he speaks, he didn't break the eye contact for even a second.

His eyes are unbearable, they show love and care to me, his eyes are sparkling under the moonlight, it is the first time he looks at me like that way, it gives me a butterflies in my whole body, it is just so hard to explain the feeling.

I slowly go forward and kiss his cheek. I let my lips linger there for a while, loving his smell. Electric shocks are going through my whole body and whisper a "thank you' in his ear, making his body trembles and shivers.

I don't know that I have an effect on Zayn like that way.

I slowly pull back. Now mine and Zayn's lips are inches a part, We are staring at each other, not knowing what should I do. I notice Zayn is looking at my lips for a second, then looking back up to my eyes.

Is he going to kiss me? I have never kissed before, even if it on my cheek, I have never talked to a guy before, but believe me I want him to kiss me, I want to feel his lips on mine, and I am sure as hell it will be more than perfect, but I am too shy to kiss him, I don't have the experience in kissing, and I will make myself fool in front of him.

I pull back and get out of the car, too scared to embarrass myself even more in that situation.

I bend down to see Zayn's shocked and worried expression, I make up my mind with a quick idea, to tell him why I got out of the car?

" I am going to take my Jacket off to cover Adam, he is sleeping and it is cold" I say stupidly, I know it sounds lame but my brain is freezing now because of what was going to happen and I can't find any better excuse, so don't blame me.

"okay" he mumbles and nods his head, I take off my Jacket and open the back seat door, putting it around Adam and going back to my seat, Zayn starts the car and drives again, I can smell the awkwardness in the air.

"Sooo...." he says after a long awkward silence.

" Sooo..." I say stupidly back and raise my eyebrow.

He chuckles, in other way when he chuckles or laughs I smile, I don't know what happens to me but everytime I find a smile dances on my lips.

"What are you thinking about?" he asks me, I think you are so damn good and perfect to end up with someone like me, and everyday my feelings are growing for you, my heart beats only for you, but of course I won't say it out loud.!

" Nothing" I mumble under my breath quickly, I will never in a million years tell him about what I was thinking.

Are you crazy? do you want me to die?!

" No, you were thinking? Don't lie" he says and smirks at me.

"How did you know I was lying?" I ask him while a shock written on my face.

"Well Rawan, that's for me to know and you to find out" he teases me while his smirk on his beautiful face.

OH! how much I want to punch his smirk out of his face.

"No, please, tell me" I pout, but he laughs and shakes his head, God he is stubborn, but I am more  stubborn than him.

" Okay, whatever you want" I snap and poke my tounge out of him which made him laugh even more.

"ewww, don't be sad babe" he speaks like I am child, but I give him dirty look which made him controls his chortles.

" So, did you decide what you will you educate?" he tries to make a conversation which I find it very adorable thing to talk to me.

" I think I will have courses in photography, but I am still not sure about that" I replay.

" You know, it will be great, I mean imagine yourself holding a camera, you will be cute" he speaks, I laugh because of the 'cute' sound from his mouth, but I will look strange with me holding a camera.

" Why are laughing?" he asks, looking at me for a second with amusement in his hazel eyes.

" I laugh because I will look strange while me holding it" I replay.

" No, you won't, believe me you will look cute and even more beautiful with that" he insists.

I chuckle and say nothing, I want to ask him to go with me while I sign with those contracts, to apply for the courses, but I am not sure he will agree with that or not.

" If you want me to go with you to sign those contracts, it is fine by me" he says, my eyes grow wide when he said that to me, how did he know?!

" How did you know I was thinking about that?" I ask him in a complete shocking.

Is he an magician?

Am I crazy? what have I just thought about?

He is A Zayn freaking Malik, of course he knows everything.

" I have my ways Rawan to know everything" He teases me but I still hear the confidence in his voice, which something I love about him.

OMG, have I just said love?

Okay, never mind, I am going to die soon.

" You are so full in yourself Malik" I tease back.

" Oh really?" he raises his eyebrow at me, and I nod quickly making him laugh, but not too loud because Adam is sleeping.

" No, I am not" he defended himself.

" whatever makes you sleep Zayn" I tease and he giggles.

" Do you have anything important tomorrow?" he asks me, trying to change the topic.

" No, I am free" I replay.

"Why" I ask him before he could say anything back.

" You will find out soon, babe" he winks.

UGH! ZAYN.

" No, please tell me now" I plea, but he says nothing and shakes his head as a ' no ' from him.

" Why? " I whine like a child.

" Because you will know when we arrive, don't worry" he says, I know I am not going to win this conversation so I shut up.
 
" so, when do you want to go to sign the contracts?" he asks me again.

" I don't know, any time, when you will be free we will go" I say, he nods quickly and says 'sure', we sit again in a complete silent but it doesn't awkward like the last one, it is really nice and comfortable.

" Did you tease Sara and Emily like I told you?" he remembers, I laugh very hard because he didn't forget that.

" Yes, I teased them don't worry about that" I say with a giggle, but again I remember Emily, I feel bad about her, I want to help her and Niall, I really want but I don't know how.

" Zayn, does Niall love Emily?" I ask him, maybe I want to have a little information from him, then I will try to help Emily and her lover boy.

" Yes, he is in love with her, I mean he doesn't shut up once about her, why did you ask that?" he looks surprise when he asked me that.

" He hasn't asked Emily out yet, and also he didn't tell her come to live with him like Harry did with Sara." I explain to him,  It seems that Zayn does not have any idea what I am talking about because he raised his eyebrows of astonishment.

" I really don't know why hasn't he done that yet? but maybe he is shy?" he confesses.

" I will talk to him, she is my best friend and I want her happy" I insisted, he nods his head.

" You know Rawan, you are so kind with the other people" he spoks softly.

" Thank you, but I should be kind to them" I say stupidly. he chuckles a bit but doesn't say any thing about that.

" Are you cold?" he looks at me for a second then back to the road.

" No, I am fine" I lie, I am cold like hell, but I don't want to tell him because I was the one to give my Jacket to Adam.

" Take my jacket" he hands me it.

" No, I am not col-" I protest but he quickly cuts me off.

" Here, wear it" he says sternly, I sigh but nod, I wear his jacket, smelling his beautiful cologne and smile.

His smell is just perfect.

" Rawan, I am bored" Zayn whines, which makes me giggle.

" What can I do to you?" I ask him.

" Let's sing" Zayn says excitedly, I laugh very hard because he sometimes is crazy, my crazy actually, but it is better than the harsh one I knew before.

" Are you serious?"

" Hell yes" he cheers like a child, which makes me laugh a little.

" What song do you want to sing?"  I raise my eyebrow at him.

He thinks for a moment and says " what about Just give me a reason?"

I think for a moment and nod my head.

" Well, you will sing Pink's solos, and I will sing Nate's, okay" he gives the orders.

" What? no, I won't start the song Zayn" I look at him in a shock.

" Why? your voice is so beautiful, just sing and I will sing with you" He promises, I hesitate, but nod slightly.

" Okay, start" he encourages me, I take a breath and clear my throat and start.

" Right from the start, you were a thief,
you stole my heart and
I your willing victim
I let you see the partsof me
That weren't all that pretty.
And with every touch
you fixed them.
Now, you've been talking in your sleep,
Oh Oh, things you never say to me,
Oh oh, tell me that you've had enough
Of our love
Our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again" I sing from the bottom of my heart.

Zayn looks at me for a second, smiles and winkes at me, making me blush a little, then he starts singing:

" I'm sorry I don't understand
where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine 'oh we had everything'
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everython'
And it is all in your mind ' yeah, but this is happenin' '

You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between out love, our love
Oh, our love, our love "

His voice is something I have never heard before, just so beautiful, he sings like he is an angel, I will never can say any word about his voice, it is smooth yet so rough and strong..

Zayn hold my hand and drive with his other hand, then we start singing together:

" Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never Stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

" Oh tear ducts and rust"

" I will fix it for us"

" we're collecting dust
But our love's enough"

" You're holding it in"

" You're pouring a drink"

" No nothing is as bad as it seems
we'll come clean" we sing together, Our voices are perfect with each other, they mold with each other, like they are meant to be.

" Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It is in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

" Just give me a reason
Just a litttle bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

" Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again" I sing the last solo softly, after that I hear cheers from the back, I turn around and see that is Adam, he looks sleepy but still cheers and clapping his hands, a smile finds his beautiful face.

" Mum, you have a beautiful voice" Adam says, I blush a little but say nothing.

" Yeah, I am with Adam, you have an angelic voice" Zayn agrees with Adam.

Well, Now I am sure I am like a tomato because of their comments.

" Thank you guys" I say and smile at my favorite boys in my life.

" And we are here" Zayn sings, believe me I want to hear his voice again and again, I will never get tired of it.

" Welcome Home Adam" he says to his son.

" Welcome Home, babe" he whisperes and winked at me, making my face goes red again.

God, when will that stop?

Oh, That boy will never get tired of that!

We enter the house, I get Adam to go to his room but not before I give him a little kiss on his cheek and a 'Good night' then went to help Zayn because the bags are kinda of heavy.

" Do you want any help, Zayn?" I ask him when I find him hold the bags.

" No I got them, thanks" he says, nodding my head a long with him.

" Zayn, I am going to sleep, I am tired very much, do you want anything?" I ask him while I make my hair ponytail.

" No babe, thanks, Good night"

Again, this 'babe' word.

I swear I am going to faint if he says that again.

" Ah, Rawan" he remembres something, I turn around to look at him, already finding him staring, looking back at me.

" Is there something wrong, Zayn?" I make sure he is fine.

"um, Yes, well I want to tell you somthing" he looks nervous thought.

" What is it?" I ask and smile, wanting him not to be nervous around me.

" Make sure you are free tomorrow, because we will go on a date.

"if that's okay with you of course" he adds the last part quickly.

I look at him in a shock, Has Just Zayn Malik Asked Me On A Date?

told you, I am going to fain-, no I am going to die soon.

" So, will you be able to go out tomorrow?" he snaps me out my own thoughts, his eyes are pleading me, holding hope to agree, I don't know why thought, but it feels great.

Do I want to go out with him?

HELL YES...

" um- sure, of course" I say happily, he looks reilved and smiles at me which I turn it back happily.

" Thank you, a lot" he thanks me.

Why he is thanking me when I did nothing great to him?

I just said yes to him, nothing more, nothing else.

I am the one I should thank him.

" Don't thank me Zayn, I am the one to say thanks for everything, you saved me from Jack, you agreed to visit Sara and Emily, you makes sure I am okay everyday, you were worried sick when I was late at my father's grave, you are just perfect, and if I say thank you everyday, it will never be enough for you" I explain to him, and throw a smile, his eyes look glossy, then he throws the bags away, runs towards me, picking me up and twirling me around, just like how it happens in the cheesy movies, taking me in a surprise and screaming " ZAYN" which makes him laugh.

It feels like I am on cloud nine.

Yah, it feels like that, I am happy, very happy actually.

I am giggling continuously as he is twirling me around in circles. He finally stops and I am back on my feet.

He looks at me in the eyes, with so much happiness and says:

" You have no idea how happy I am to hear it from your own mouth, I thought you hate me, I am sorry for everything I did to you, I am sorry when I snapped at you, sorry for scaring the shit out of you, sorry for slapping you, sorry for everything"

I look at him, smiling from ear to ear, and hug him verh hard and he turns it quickly.

Well Today is not as bad as I thought.

I sang with my hasband.

He told me I was beautiful.

He has just told me a happy speech.

And tomorrow we will go out on a date, as a couple.

And I won't ask for more better..

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