Arranged To be Malik

Chapter 28

Rawan's POV.:

I stir a little in my sleeping when I hear someone whispers softly ' Angel wake up" in my ear, I groan loudly because it has been like 15 minutes since that voice is trying to wake me up.

" Angel, please wake up" I hear Zayn pleads slightly.

" Noooooo" I whine, turning my head the other side, I hear chuckles coming from someone but I don't pay much attention.

" Wake Up, Angel" The voice says again and when I realize it is Zayn's voice, I smile a little but don't make a move and close my eyes, not opening them.

" Let me sleep Zayn" I mumble, still not opening my eyes.

" No, you have to wake up" He whispers and plays with my hair, I don't make a move and I am about sleeping again and dreaming until I feel pair of soft lips press against my neck. I shiver a little but decided to not moan or make a sound.

" I have to wake you up in my hard way" I didn't get what he means but soon his lips are pressing again against my neck, start moving slowly, making goosebumps to appear, then His hands startled me as I feel them on my stomach and before I knew it, he starts tickling me and I quickly move from his lap, since I have been sleeping the whole nap on top of him!

" Zayn, Please Stop" I scream while laughing hard.

" Nope" He says simply while tickling me again, I scream and laugh at the same time but it doesn't affect his ears in any way.

He is tickling me mercilessly, and I am howling with laugher, I am very ticklish, If Sara and Emily want something from me or to know secret about me and I don't want them to know, they will start tickling me, and eventually I will tell them or give in anything.

" ZAYN, STOP" I Shriek.

" No, until you tell me I am up, my dear, sexy, beautiful husband" He says, grining from ear to ear like a complete idiot.

" Fine, I am up, I SWEAR I AM UP NOW" I yell when I start feeling the tears in my eyes because of the laughing, Zayn brings his lips to kiss my tear away, I think it is cute thing someway from him to do that anyway.

" I didn't hear 'My sexy beautiful husband " He smirks.

" No, I will never say that" I scream, he starts tickling me more until my tummy hurts me because of the laughing, and I can't take my breath a little.

" Zayn, I can't breathe" I say, voice trembling.

" I will stop if you kiss me" He tells me and stops a little, then when I realize our positions, I am underneath him, while him being on top of me, with his both hands on my sides of my head, while he is panting like he was running for a long time or something.

" No, I will do anything other than that?" I tease him a little but he can see the blush on my face.

" Anything?" He asks and smirks down at me.

" Yeah anything" I speak with confidence in my voice.

" So, let's have a shower together"

" What?" I ask him, now the confidence in my voice disappear, my eyes are wide, shivers run down my spine, I think I forget how to breathe.

" You heard me Angel, so choose" He teases, We both know that I will never have a shower with him.

No, Never ever in million years.

It is impossible!

" Can you make me choose another thing, please?" I plea, making the puppy eyes and small pout like Adam does everytime when he needs something from Zayn, He thinks for a second before answering me, " Well, what about sex?"

Never Mind, I am going to die soon.

" Are you crazy?" I scream, but not too loud because of his ears since he is still on top of me.

" You have three selections, you have to pick one, so I won't force you into anything, Angel" He teases and smirks, maybe a dirty smirk!

I swear I want to slap his smirk away from his beautiful face.

" But Zayn..." I start whining, but he quickly cuts me off, " No Angel, You said you would do anything for me, and I have already told you three selections, kiss me, or have shower with me, or let's have sex, although I want the third selection, but I want you to pick, it is up to you"

'Oh, You make it fair enough for me Zayn' I scream in my head.

" Zayn, please" I whine more like beg him.

" Nope" He says, popping the 'p' out.

" Ugh, Fine" I groan.

" Fine what Angel?" He asks and smirks.

God, when will he stop? 

" Let me kiss you" I mumble under my breath.

Zayn's head shoots up, and he looks at me smugly, I flush and he winks, but doesn't lean in to kiss him.

" What?" He whispers, nibbling my ear, his teeth bite my earlobe softly, He is teasing me, that jerk.

If I only have the power to make him regret over that!

" Please Zayn, don't make me say that again, it is the last time okay, let me kiss you" I whisper, trying to hide my face with my hands.

" I can't hear you" He says, taking my hands with his and places them over my head, while he biting his lower lip, making him look sexy like ever.

" Damn Zayn, Lean in so I can kiss you, happy now?" I snap and blush.

"  Very, and If you said so" He sings, leaning in, kissing my lips with his soft lips.

He kisses me slowly and loving, like he is afraid of breaking my lips with his own, He leaves my hands, and they make their way around his neck, one hand is playing with his soft hand, and the other is grasping his hair at the back of his neck, while one of his hand is resting on my cheek, the other is above my head, holding his body, to not drop himself on top of me.

Our lips are molded, like they are eating each other, moving in perfect sync. It is my best moment ever, now, me kissing Zayn, smiling against each other lips, feeling good of how we make each other feel good.

We pull away slowly, still smiling like a complete idiots, the Zayn mumbles against my lips, " You know I would be happy if you picked to have a shower with me"

" So now, You are not happy?" I ask nervously, afraid of him not liking the kiss.

" What? How dare you to say that? It was fucking amazing" He says in my ear, and puts his head in the crook of my neck.

I cough a little at his swearing so easily.

" Zayn, don't curse, if you say that again, I will do something bad, okay?" I warn.

" Oh Really? What will you do?" He raises his eyebrow when he pulled his head away from my neck.

" I don't know, but I will do something bad and just it" I mumble, not knowing if he really sweard again, what would I do?

" Then, Fuck" He smirks.

" Zayn" I yell, warning in my voice.

" Oh, I am afraid" He fakes afraid voice.

" Then, You won't kiss me over week" I explain with a big smirk dances on my lips, he looks at me with amusement in his eyes, he tries to recover because he looks taken back with my pushmient.

I know it is not a pushment, but I really don't think what should I do to make him stop saying this word.

" What if I win this deal?" He asks, He is interested in this idea? Really?

" I don't know, um, ask what you want and I will do that without a second though" I am sure he will ask something awkward just to make me feel like a little girl in front of him.

" Anything?" His smirk grows wider with every second passes.

" Yeah, Anything" I nod nervously, not believing what will happen if he said something stupid.

" You will do anything I want from you, like kissing you, sleeping with you in the same bed, making you to wear my clothes, making out with you in front the boys, and I maybe have sex with you" He makes the deal with himself, not asking me if I am comfortable with that, making my mouth fall open, I think I will catch a butterfly soon because my mouth is wide open.

" Zayn" I gasp.

" What , Angel?" He looks so freaking innocent right now, and I want to punch his jaw so bad because of his stupidness.

This big pervet.

" I can't do that" I explain.

" It is not my problem" He says.

" Fine" I snap.

" But what if you lose?" I ask and smirk.

" um, I don't know, you choose" For a second he looks scared of what will I say to him.

" You will be my maid, like making the food, washing the dishes, making the laundry, cleaning the house, everything, and I mean everything, oh yeah, and you will be sleep on the couch for four days, and not to kiss me" I explain with a final smirk from me, he stares at me for a minute, not believing his ear.

He thinks for a moment before nodding his head and says, " Deal" 

" Deal" I agree with him, I put my hand out to shake his, he does the same, but we totally forget that he is on top of me, so he drops his body completely on me.

" OMG, ZAYN" I scream, and squeal of the sudden connection between us.

I mean his body is pressed against my body, so that's what make me nervous like hell.

" What Angel?" He asks, and rests his body more than he already is, making me gasp of air.

" You are heavy, Get up" I scream, fighting against him like I am drowning in the ocean, making him laugh a lot, his whole body is vibrating because of his laughing, yeah I know he isn't heavy or anything but it makes me nervous because now we are like one.

I swear if any one of the boys, especially Harry, saw us like that, he would think of something wrong, and he would tease me forever.

" No, I am fit guy" His voice is holding confident.

" No, You are not, No get off of me before I die" I snap, making him laugh.

Why is he laughing when I am about dying?

He makes me want to kill him over that.

" Yeah Yeah, whatever" He says and getting off me.

FINALLY.

" But believe me, I am not fat, and when I droped on you, you start with the screaming thing, when I, the one, who hold you and make you sleep on top of me, so don't start with I am dying thing" He teases and fakes my voice, and smirks.

" OMG. Really? Did I hurt you? Am I that fat? yeah I know I am fat but I am sorry, Was it bad?" I shower him with a lot of questions, while he says nothing, not moving, not taking his eyes from me.

Zayn stands in front of me as I sit up a little on the bed, What is he doing?

I raise my eyebrow at him but he does nothing, I look at myslef when I notice Zayn's shirt, the one I am wearing from earlier when we took a nap, was raised slightly, I quickly fix it by bringing it down a little, trying to cover my exposed thigh now.

" Zayn, My eyes are up here?" I snap, making him blush a little, and let me tell you something, it is the first time I saw Zayn blushing because of me, making me smirk a little with a sense of success, maybe because I cought him staring at me and I am the one who caused him to blush!

" Don't blame me, I am not the one who looks hot in my shirt" He defends himself, making my smirk turns into blush.

Way to go Nice Malik.

" Did I hurt you?" I ask him, meaning when I slept on top of him maybe I hurt him or something because of my weight!

" Hurt me? what do you mean?" He asks back.

" Well you said that I was the one who slept on you while ago, and maybe your body is hurting you like hell because of my weight" I mumble under my breath, hoping he won't catch my words, although I am am sure he heard me, so I really don't need to mumble under my breath.

" You know Angel, you are crazy" He says, like it is a fact about me.

" Thanks" I chuckle, don't know why is the reason.

" You are welcome, Angel" He also chuckles, then our chuckling turnd into laugher loudly, like a complete idiots, when we calmed ourselves down he looks at me and says in a soft voice like he is talking to Adam, not me, " No, I am perfectly fine, It is my favorite sleep by the way, I haven't slept like that before, and it is perfect"

Well, You are Liar Zayn.

Liar. Completely Liar.

Of course His favorite sleep when he was with Perrie, and He can't fool me with this truth because everyone knows about that.

Zayn notices my sudden changing moods and sighs, coming towards his bed again, sitting beside me, not saying anything but after a few seconds he asks almost whispers, " You don't believe me, do you?" 

Biting my tongue hard, in order to keep myself from saying anything stupid, not wanting him to be upset because I am freaking jealous of his ex-girlfriend!! 

It is something moronic and stupid from me!

" Tell me" He snaps me out from my thoughts, sighing, I nod my head softly as a yes, and looking down at the floor, making him sigh in frustration.

" It is not that easy Zayn" I explain in a soft voice, still not meeting his eyes, afraid from his reaction.

" I swear, I know that it not easy for me or even for you, especially you, but believe me it is not that easy for me to move on and complete my life like there is nothing happend" He explains, tugging his hair in anger. I know it is so much to take, and I know he can't forget Perrie, the mother of his son, but I can't keep it, I can't live this life, I can't live when I know, no when I am sure that my husband loves someone else, his heart doesn't belong to me but his ex, I can't live when I am afriad of losing him, afraid of not loving me, afraid of snapping at me like before, afraid of hitting me like he did in the past, although I won't hold it against him, afraid of cutting again, it is to much, it is like they are my fears that will be with me forever, It is my phobias, I just can't live like this.

" I know Zayn, don't worry" I whisper and pat him consolingly on his shoulder, giving him fake but soft smile, I don't want him to make himself feel bad over nothing, It is my problem and I have to use to live with it. I have to use to live with his feelings, his feelings towards me and towards Perrie are compeletly different, like the earth and Heaven.

" Angel, Don't be sa-" He starts making me feel better but I quickly cut him rudely, " No Zayn, I am okay don't worry" 

I get up from the bed, decideing to go to my room and calling Harry to make sure Adam is okay with him, But before I can go anywhere, Zayn grasps my wrist and asks like he is afraid of me being away from him, scared I will leaving him, His eyes show that to me, fear in his eyes nothing else, but I won't do that to him, I am not going to leave him anytime soon, " Where are you going?"

" To my room, so I can change my clothes" I can see disappointment in his eyes but I make myself that I didn't see anything in them.

" Okay" He mumbles, and sighs, I bend down, since he is still sitting on his bed, and kiss his cheek softly, while he grasps my waist tightly, like he is afraid I will disappear or something, as I am pulling away from his cheek, He whispers while his nose presses against mine, " Please Stay"

We are so close, like we can smell each other breaths, I can smell his breath mixed with the smell of cigarettes maybe, I know he still smoking, but not that much like before, I will have talk with him about that, I mean he has to worry about his voice, his body, his lungs and his health, and I am worried about that so much, maybe even more he is worried about himself, I think he doesn't care but I care, he is my husband and I want the best for him, his nose is against my nose, rubbing them softly together while closing his eyes, me doing the same as him, spreading warmth through my whole body.

" I am not going anywhere, I will change my clothes" I whisper back, he shakes his head as a 'no' and makes me sit on his legs, in his lap, I put my arms around his neck and rest my head on his shoulder.

" I know Angel it is a hard thing for you, but just wait and believe me when I say anything to you because it is the turth, just wait and I will change" He explains with a sad voice making me sigh, a long sigh actually.

" Zayn, I know what are your thinking about right now, I swear to God, I estimated all of that, and I also know Zayn, that you still love Perrie, even thought I try my hardest to forget about that but I can't, everytime you say something nice to me I compare it with Perrie because I am sure you always said the same thing to her except my name and her name, I know she is your fisrt love and your first everything, but don't be sad or afraid of talking about her in front of me, it is fine, I and the other people should respect that, because it is your heart, and no one can control his heart or his feelings towards anyone or anything" I started saying, in order to help him to feel better, although this is killing me inside, I wish I had the guts to say froget her Zayn, but of course I am too chicken to say something like that to him.

" Yeah, you are right, but you are now the most special person to me, and that's true and no one have a word in that" He trys to make the situation more.... um, maybe nice?

" Don't be hard on yourself Zayn, and you don't have to say nice things just to help me feel a lot better or to help me not thinking about her anymore because I know she has apart from your heart, maybe you moved on but don't deny that she has a special place in your heart, and she always had and will have" 

Woah, Really woah, I don't know I have that much in my heart, from when I became like that? from when I became psychological therapist?

I need the damn Oscar right now!

" Rawa-" He starts saying, but He needs a break from my words, to help him think clearly now, from his eyes which fill with tears, I am sure he needs a break and that's what will I do, I quickly cut him off, " Don't say anything right now, just give yourself a break from me" I get out from his arm, extremely feeling cold, then kiss his cheek, going to my room, and I can feel his eyes burning my back, he watches my moves, I can't blame him on that, I know he didn't expect that from my mouth, I am even surprised myself with my own words.

Me and my big mouth!!

I enter my room, changing Zayn's shirt, but before I take it away from my body, I smell his shirt, his smelling is so beautiful, Is it a turn on? Because of his scent I feel myself turning on!

Is it even something possible he turns me on with his smell?

I think he drives me insane, but it is a beautiful thing, and a good feeling, I think!

I grasp my phone to call Harry, after I change Zayn's shirt and put some jeans and shirt, after like two seconds he picks up while breathing heavily.

" Hey sis" His cheerful voice filled my ear, bringing a smile towards my lips.

" Hey Harry, why are you breathing hard like that?" I ask, worry in my voice.

" Oh Don't worry, It is Adam" He says cooly.

" What? What about him, is he okay?" I panic, not wanting anything bad to happen to him again, because Zayn will kill me this time for sure.

" Calm down Woman, he is fine, he is just whining because he wants to go to the amusement park" He explains, I breathe a sigh in relief, It is good to know Adam is good.

" You made my heart drop, you scared me for nothing" I snap at him, only causing him to chuckle making me smile and feel bad because I snapped at him, but he is the one who causes me to be afraid.

" Sorry sis, ah by the way, did Zayn apologise for you?" He asks.

" Yes, we make up, but we have kinda of argument" I mumble, not wanting to remember what happend little while ago.

" Why?" He whine, Harry squeezed his nose in everything, even if it was not his own jurisiction, Don't get me wrong, Harry is like a brother to me, and it makes me happy that he cares for me maybe even before Zayn cared about me.

I start explaining everything to him, from A to Z, and to be honest he is a god listener, he doesn't interrupted me for a second, He let me show my feeling in front of him, and it makes me feel good, but don't ever say that I love him, me and Harry are a brother and sister, nothing more nothing less, he is in Love with Sara, my friend, and I know that.

" Look Rawan, I know you can't stand that, but please try to understand, he loved Perrie, God I have never seen Zayn was in love like he was with Perrie, but sadly she didn't return his love in something nice, no of course not, she treated him badly like he was her maid, always made sick jokes about him in front of her friends, cameras and media, she was completely bitch and everyone of us said that to him, but he didn't want to listen although he knew that" He explains.

" So, I have to understand him while He is not understanding me back? Harry, I do that I swear I do that, I know he loved her and probably he still loves her, but I want some attention Harry, I am dying knowing that maybe he will find her and live happily together with their son, it is my phobia, I swear to God I want him to be happy with anyone, he can choose her, but I can't keep going on living this life" I snap, not knowing what should I do anymore, I know Harry doesn't deserve to be snapped, but he is the only one I can talk for now.

" Please don't leave him, He won't be able to hold himself anymore if you do it" He pleades, worry in his voice.

" I am not going to leave him Harry, don't worry, I am just sad nothing else, I will be fine by tomorrow" I calm him down.

" Good" He sighs in relief.

" Look, I am going to drop Adam to your house because he wants to see you, and I will buy Pizza, since I know you didn't cook anything because your voice seems like you have just woke up from your sleep, and maybe have a little talk with Zayn" 

" No don't talk with Zayn about that, please" I beg, he takes a moment to think but eventually sigh and says, " okay" 

" Thank you" I thank him.

" You are welcome, see you soon"

" see you soon, bye" I say.

" Bye" and with that the line died.

.

It's been like an hour since the little talk with Harry, and I still in my room, the same with Zayn, I didn't hear his door was opened by him, so I guess he is still in his room, and It's been like an hour since we talk to each other, I start thinking about what I have said to Zayn, Am I being bitch? Am I being too annoyed, I don't know, should I apologise?

These thoughts keep running and swimming in my head, making me want to scream out loud because of anger, but I stay calm, not wanting Zayn to worry about me, but of course I share a few tears here and there and of course I didn't dare to make a sound.

The bell is ringing, cutting my thought out, so I am guessing Harry and Adam are here, I make the happy dance inside my head, wanting them to pull us from this awkwardness.

I am about getting up and opening the door, when I hear Zayn's door is slaming open and shut, so I am guessing he is the one that will open the door for me.

" Daddy" Hearing Adam's small, happy voice screaming , causing Harry and Zayn chuckle a little.

" Hey Zayn"

" Hey Harry" I hear Zayn and Harry greeting each other, but Zayn's voice seems down, a little raspy.

" I bought Pizza for us, of course if you want me to stay over" Harry tried to light up Zayn's mood a little, and I can tell it is working because I hear Zayn chuckling, only his chuckle brings up a stupid wide grin across my lips, feeling good to hear it again.

" You are welcome anytime Man" I love how Zayn treats the boys right, although he maybe comes a complete ass when he is mad, but he still loves him so much, they are like brothers.

" I know I know" I hear Harry joking around.

" SO, where is Rawan?" Harry fakes he doesn't know where I am, and I giggle at his stupidness.

" She is upstairs" Zayn mumbles.

" Call her so we can eat together" I will kill you Harry, I will kill you.

" Okay" Zayn mumbles, I hear his footstips running to my room, then he knocks my door softly.

" Angel, Are you sleeping?" I hear him whisper, I can feel he is broken, which causes my heart broke as well.

" No" I say.

" Well, Harry brought Pizza, so let's eat, I know you must be hungry by now" His voice filled with concern.

" Okay, I will be downstairs in a second" I hear his breathing and footsteps fade away, I quickly go to my bathroom, washing my face, then I brush my hair, and with a final look at the mirror, and final breath in my lungs, I go to downstairs, only finding Harry and Adam playing playstaition, and Zayn is sitting beside them, not doing anything, just sitting there with no talking, no laughing, no playing with his mobile, staring at the wall. when he hears my footsteps, he looks up at me, finding in his eyes a happy look, and relief in them, maybe he thought that I wouldn't be with them? maybe, I am not sure.

" Hi mummy" Adam runs towards me, hugs my legs, since he still can't reach my whole body, and I hug him back and kiss his head softly, then go to greet Harry, he hugs me and I find Zayn glaring at his back.

" I brought Pizza, so please be quick because I am hungry, and I have to leave to skype with Sara" Harry explains.

" Okay, I will grab plates and soda for everyone" I state, making him nod.

" Do you want me to help you?" Zayn whispers, not meeting my eyes, as I am making my way to the kitchen.

I was about to say no when Harry cuts me off, " Yes, go with her Zayn, so we can be quick"

I am going to kill you soon, Styles.

I give him a glare only seeing him smile at me cheekly and winke, making me shake my head, I go to the kitchen, grabbing the stuff, hearing Zayn's footsteps in the kitchen.

" Um, you can sit with Harry if you want" I mumble.

" I don't want to" He sighs while saying that.

It is nice to hear that!

I try to pick up the plates and the cans, only finding them hard to pick, why God I am being this weak, why?

" Need any help?" Zayn asks.

" Um, yeah, can you pick the cans?" I whisper, slightly embarrassed because I want his help.

" Of course" He says and grabs the cans from my hand, only to be brushed against with his own hand, making butterflies run in my body, and I think Zayn feels the same way because he looks at me, with surprised, yet happy look.

" Did you sleep in the kitchen, or what?" I hear Harry screaming from the living room, the reason of cutting our eye-contact.

Way to ruin the moment Harry.

" Okay, um let's go" Zayn mumbles, with a red cheeks.

Yes, He is blushing.

And me is the same!

I pick up the dishes and go to the living room, we start eating and joking around but I don't say much, just some words here and there, Zayn is doing the same thing but tries to put up with Harry and Adam, but he gives me a few glances from time to time, only making me insecure, and shift in my seat uncomfortably, his stare is digging holes in my face, but I choose to ignore it.

" Mummy, I am going to sleep" Adam yawns after we ate.

" Okay, I will go with you" I say and grasp his little hand.

" Good Night Adam" Zayn says and kisses his head, Harry doing the same.

" Good Night" Adam screams and goes with me.

I put him on the bed and pull the sheet to his small body, kissing his head softly.

" I love you mummy" He whispers and closes his eyes.

" I love you too babe" I grin like an idiot because of his simple words,.

I go to downstairs, finding Harry is about to leave, but I can hear him talking with Zayn with a low voice, I clear my throat as I start making my way to them, making Harry change the subject.

" Leaving already" I say with a sad voice.

" Yeah, I have to skype with my love" Harry explains with a sorry look in his eyes.

Sara is compeletly lucky to love someone who is already in love with her, unlike me and Zayn, he loves another woman who left him with his small son.

" Okay Good night" I hug him and he hugs me back, I hear him chuckle so I pull away and raise my eyebrow at him, he shakes his head so I let it go.

" Take Care of her, Zayn" He orders him, more warns, making me smile a little.

" She is in my eyes, Styles" Zayn explains and puts his arm around my shoulder, bringing me close to his body.

" Okay, I really Have to go now, bye love birds" He teases, we chuckle and say bye back, I close the door behinde him, then hearing a scream coming from Adam's room.

Me and Zayn look at each other worridly, afriad of something bad happend to him, then I start run towards his room, He follows me closely behind me, We enter his room and seen him sitting up on his bed, crying his eyes out.

" What is the matter babe?" I ask, making my way to his bed, with concren.

" I h-had a n-nightmare" Adam chokes out his words between tears.

" What about Adam?" Zayn asks softly, now sitting next to me while I have Adam in my arms in a tight embarce.

" You a-and m-mummy were f-fighting, then she left us, and with t-that a c-car hit her hard, and you, daddy, s-started c-crying hard over h-her, then I wake up, p-please mummy, p-please don't l-leave me, I l-love you"  He explains still crying, and it breaks my heart to see, it breaks my heart seeing him crying over something like that, afraid of losing me, just like Zayn, and it breaks my heart even more seeing him in this state.

I look over my shoulder, to Zayn, seeing him looking down, not saying anything, but I can see a tear on the tip of his nose, and it means he is crying like Adam, the only difference between them that Adam is crying loudly and sobbing, but Zayn is crying silently, which made my heart explode with his sight.

" I can tell it is pretty scary because of your state, but I can promise you that it will never happen, I will always be with you, and with your father, no matter what, so don't worry babe" I calm his down, stroking his soft black hair.

" Okay" He replies, when his crying died down, Thank God.

I look at Zayn from the corner of my eye, only finding him staring hard at me, He opens his mouth from time to time, but closes it again, I think he is trying to say something but doesn't know what should he say?

" Now, you have to try and go back to sleep, so you can be up early,  tomorrow, and we can go to the amusement park like you want, what does that sound?" I try to fresh him up, and put an excited happy face on, which helped him to do the same thing. 


" YES" He cheers, making me laugh a little.

" Now, go to your bed before I change my mind" I warn him with playfuly tone.

" Can you sleep with me and daddy tonight?" He mumbles shyly, I stare at him in a shocked expression, I mean how could me, him and Zayn sleep in the same bed? especially after what I told to Zayn? It is the most awkward thing I have ever seen.

" Adam, the bed is too small to sleep the three of us on it" I exclaim, hoping he will say it is alright and we don't need to sleep with him, although I am dying to feel Zayn's body close to me.

" Please mum, I want both of you to be beside me, so I can be sure that you are fine" He begs, UGH Adam, if you only knew.

" The bed is so small Adam" I groan and try to calm myself down, not because of my anger or him, but because of my blushing.

" You both can sleep on my bed tonight" Zayn blurs out before he can stop his mouth, I look at him, not believing my ears, his eyes hold hope in them, he wants me to sleep on his bed, after what happened? Did he forget?

" Adam, you can sleep with your dad if you want" I say to Adam, not daring to meet Zayn's eyes, but I could tell he is sad because he moves his eyes from me.

" Please Angel" Zayn pleads, I look at Adam and find his eyes hold the same hope as Zayn's eyes, I take a moment to think about his order, I mean one night won't hurt anyone of us, right?

" Okay" I mumble. As soon as I said this words, both Zayn and Adam smile and grin at me, like a complete idiots, but it is too cute to say no to the both of them.

" Okay let's go" Zayn says excidetly and runs to his room, to make his bed I think, I pick up Adam , he wraps his small arms around my neck, puts his face in the crook of my neck, warpping his small legs around my waist, just like me when I warpped my legs around Zayn's waist when we kissed, I blush at this memory and hope to do it again with him, I and Adam go to Zayn's room, finding him making his bed quickly, putting the pillows, and putting his clothes in the basket away, I giggle under my breath because he looks funny when he is running around, not knowing what to do, like a mad man.

" The bed is tidy now, let's sleep" Zayn says excidetly, yet in a nice, loving way, I nod my head, and put Adam softly on the bed, he sleeps in the middle and sighs happily after that, me and Zayn stand on both sides of the bed, feeling awkward like ever.

" Should we sleep?" Zayn mumbles.

" We should" I mumble back, I lift the cover and put my body on the bed, Zayn doing the same thing as me, I sleep on my righ side, while Zayn on his left side, so now we are face to face I put my hand on Adam's chest, and Zayn puts his hand on Adam's tummy, me and Zayn just stare at each other, not saying any words, it is like we don't anything to be said, it is all in our stare, maybe you will say it is freaking thing, but it is not, it is just like our feelings show each other in our eyes.

" I know you called Harry" He mumbles, I look down feeling I cheated on him, when the truth is I didn't do anything, " And I know what you told to him"

" Zayn, please stop, you made me feel bad even more than I already am" I whisper, not meeting his eyes.

" Do you think I am happy because I have many emotions and can't show them in front of you?" He whispers, because we don't want to wake Adam up from his sleep.

" No Zayn, I know you are dying because of that, and I want to help you, but you don't want to let me in, and that is breaking my heart because of that" I explain, sighing sadly at the end. 

" Then help me" He whispers, his hand makes its way and he starts playing with my fingers, not even grasping my hand.

" But Zay-" I try to object when he shakes his head, cuts me off, and says, " I want you, I want us" , making my heart warm from his little magical words, Tell me again how I got married to this guy?

Yeah, It is An Arranged Marrige.

" Are you sure?" I make sure he wants that more than me, even I am making a happy dance in my mind, but I try to control it, he nods his head softly and smile, making me smile back, his hand is still playing with my hand.

" Just hold her hands dad" Adam whines, making me blush and Zayn laugh, Adam grasps our hands, making Zayn holds my hand tightly, and puts our fingers together, his thumb is rubbing my hands softly, and I can't be more happier.

We close our eyes together, grins spread over our faces, no more words, no more anything. Just holding each other hands, together.

Together!

It is a nice word!

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Sorry for the shitty chapter, I hate it -_-

Stay Strong!

R.M xx