Arranged To be Malik

chapter 16

Zayn's POV:

I can't believe it what Rawan wore? well she is sexy in them and really really beautiful but I don't think she believed me when I told her that,I feel like she is insecure about her look very much although she is beautiful and the most thing I love about her is her eyes,her eyes are so deep and her beautiful brown chocolate eyes are something I won't be able to tell you about it,I just wish her to know she is beautiful .

my hormones shot up when she wake me up and I found her with the lace short,and she whispered my mum was her so I wanted to make her nervous and maybe have a little fun and believe me I had,she looked very sexy when she was underneath me,she turned me on very bad when she was like that and maybe I am little happy when she turned her head when I am about to kiss her because if I did that, I wouldn't be able to stop myself from kissing her and maybe I would go a little farther and who know maybe I would make her lose her virginity ro me which I don't want her to do it before she is ready and I want to make sure she won't regret any day.

I got up from my wonderful bed to take a shower and save Rawan from the awkwardness she will face it with my mum after what we have done,or maybe I should say after what I have done.sure Rawan would kill me if I made a stupid story to tell my mother but at the same time I can't tell her the truth.

I take a shower then changed my clothes,I won't be out tonight so I don't need to wear anything normal,I went downstairs seeing Adam is playing and talking to my mum but I didn't see Rawan anywhere.

"Hey mum" I said and kissed her cheek and went to Adam to kiss his head and stay with him for a while,these past 4 days I didn't spent much time with him or Rawan which make me a little sad.I want to be a great dad and husband for both of them.

"She is in the kitchen doing the breakfast"she said to me,I nodded my head as I understand her,I want to see Rawan's face after what have I done so bad and maybe I will tease her and have some fun.

"Zayn,I want to talk to you" my mum said in a small voice not wanting Adam to hear us.

"Sure,what do you want mum?" I said.

"I want you to have another child from Rawan"she said.I stared at her not believing my ears.

"WHAT?" I shout,Adam looked scared when I shouted but I didn't mean it.

"Listen to me first Zayn and then do what you want"she said and sighed, I nodded my head wanting to hear her point of view.

"I know Zayn you are not happy and I know you act very nice towards her infront of us and it kills me to know you are not happy,so try to make a child with her maybe you will love her after that"she said to me.

"And may be not,may be I won't be happy when I get a child from her,mum I am happy like that I happy with her,I don't need a child to love her,and I am not ready to have another child,I hardly hsve time to Adam so I don't want anything right now and may be I will love her without any child" I said to her.I don't buy her excuse , I know my mum cares about me but I don't want a child to take care of,I have Adam and I will wait until I am ready to have another one.

"Please think about it Zayn,just for me"she said and put her hand on my hand,I smiled and nodded my head it her.

After while Rawan entered the living Room,she smiled at us then said in a soft voice" breakfast is ready so c'mon,let's eat", as soon as Adam heared the breakfast is ready he ran to the kitchen,I think there is a little Niall here.we all chuckled when we saw him,then me and my mum stand up to go to eat but before I entered the kitchen I gave Rawan a wink to tease her a little,being Rawan after all blushed very bad and looked down at the floor.