Arranged To be Malik

Chapter 25

Rawan's POV:

I wake up to the sound of birds chirping, opening my eyes slowly, strong sunlight is hitting my eyes, making them hurt, I close them again and open them, I can't help it but a smile finds her way to my lips, maybe it is a big grin, feeling happy for the first time since I got married to Zayn, actually it the first time I am happy in my whole life, I have a funny feeling in my stomach, it is like a lot of butterflies in my whole body, especially my stomach, maybe it is an excitement because it will be the first time I will be on a date, and hopefully it won't be the last one, I really want me and Zayn to be closer to each other, but I don't know how.

I decided to give it a try, I know it will be hard for me, Zayn, and Adam, especially Zayn, because I know he still loves Perrie, and I know maybe I will get hurt in the end, but I want that, I want him.

That is it..

I lift myself up from the bed, resting my back, run my hand through my messed up hair which is now longer than before, maybe till my waist, I lean my head against the headboard of the bed as I feel a strong happy feeling coming on.

I get out of my warm bed happily, and step onto the cold floor of my room, making my way to the bathroom, I shut the door behind me and look at the mirror, I can see the happiness in my eyes, everyone can tell that if someone sees me today, it actually reaches my eyes, and I am happy, maybe because of the date, but I am not sure about that.

Believe me I want to hug and kiss Zayn like there is no tomorrow, yeah he makes me feel like that good.

I strip of my clothes, then get into the shower, as soon as the warm water runs on my back, my body relaxes immediately, I start thinking about all of this again, I mean Zayn is a beautiful nice and handsome guy, why did he end up with me? 

But I am happy, because Zayn is better than a lot of guys, I mean, he respected me when I told him I wanted to be ready to do anything with him, I know he was sad because it is his need, but still he respects me, which I am very grateful.

I finsh my shower, grabbing a towel and put it around my body, I pray in my mind that Zayn won't be in my room, every time when I take my shower, he will be in my room, and believe me you won't want to hear what he says to me, his words get me hot, very hot, I swear I feel that my whole body is on fire, I think sometimes he makes sure I am in the shower so he can come and tease me.

* Flashback *

" Zayn, What are you doing here?" I gasped when I saw him in my room, I grasp the towel tighter around me.

" I came to check up on you" his eyes never leave my body for once, he is eyeing me like I am meat, but somehow I feel something more expensive in his eyes.

" And who gave you the damn right to check up on me?" I snapped, he starts walking towards me slowly and might I add, sexily, he steps closer to me and I step back, I am doing it because I am not afriad or something, but due to natural reflexes from his beautiful yet rough look, he looks like he is in control, which something I like, hell I love it very much, we do this action until I hit the wall.

Oh God!

He pushes me against the wall until our chests are against each other. My breathing hitches in my throat, he grasped my hands, and pinned them on the wall, above my head, my breath cough in my throat, I think I forget how to speak, he held my both hands, with one of his, and the other was resting on my cheek.

" I gave myself the damn right to check up on you, you are my wife babe" he whispered slowly in my ear, then he brough his lips on my earlobe and kissed it softly, then he take it by his teeth making me moan mess.

" You know you look hot in this towel" he whispered while looking at me in my eyes, which held something I will never seen, they held love and lust but the most is love which I don't understand it at all, but he quickly made his mouth leaned on my ear and spoke and growled in my ear " but you will look even more hotter and more beautiful without it "

I think I am going to faint soon, I can't take his words, he makes me feel something I have never felt before, maybe lust, but I am not sure.

" Z-zay- Oh God" I moaned and gasped when his lips pressed on my neck, sucking it, while his hand wonderd on my body.

" yeah babe, you like it, don't you" he teased me, while repeating this action again and again.

That Jerk is teasing me.

But I am not giving in so easily, I decided to stop moaning, I know it is against my will but I want to show him that he can't tease me over anything and everything.

" No, I don't" I shiver, he looked taken back, because his face came in my view again but he raised his eyebrow and smirked down at me.

" Really?" he spoke, I nodded my head, actually I think he is in control, and he knows that very well.

" Maybe I will change your mind" he says, he looks confident of his words, which is another something I love about Zayn.

" And how will you change it?" I raised my eyebrow back at him, and a ghost of smirk played on my lips.

" If you let me make you feel good" he whispered in my ear and went down to kiss my neck. I blushed very bad, while trying to control my moaning.

" DAD, YOUR MOBILE IS RINGING, UNCLE HARRY IS THE CALLER" Adam screamed from downstairs, making Zayn growled loudly in my ear, making me lose my control, I sighed loudly and closed my eyes, taking Zayn's actions and words in my mind, which cause pleasure spreaded in my body.

" We will finish it later babe" he whispered, and with a final hard kiss on my cheek and a little wink, he left me, standing  shocked from what have just happened.

This little Bastard has just left me, before I could even answer him.

My breathing is still fast from what he told me, but I tried to collect myself as much as I could.

*End of Flashback*

I blush when I remembered that but I try to forget about it quickly, I grab a t-shirt, and shorts, but they are not too short, I mean I am in my house, so I can wear anything, right? so it is okay, I brush my hair and let it fall, I don't feel doing anything in it, and decided to go downstairs. Weird that there is no noise, usually the house is like a funfair.

Okay, I am freaking out now, but it quickly disappears when I see Adam and Zayn are watching some cartoons on the TV. I smile when I see my favorites two boys, Adam is the first one to notice me.

" Good mornin- OMG Mum you look beautiful" Adam gushed over me, I blush but try to cover it with a chuckle, he is cute when he said that, He takes that from his father, he is cheeky like Zayn. I come and kiss his cheek which makes him blush even more than me.

" Good morning Zayn" I greeted him, his head snaps towards my voice and when he sees me his eyes become large, I giggle a little because it is funny when he looks like that, but as soon as I realise his eyes roam all over my body I become insecure, every time he looks at me I become nervous, I don't know if it is good thing or not to be honset.

" Good Morning, babe" he smirks at me, I blush when he looks at me, his eyes are holding something in them, but I can't read it.

" C'mon mumy, let's watch some cartoons" Adam said excitedly.

" I have to make your breakfast" I frown at this happy boy, he shakes his head as a ' no ' from him.

" C'moooooon, I already ate before you woke" he whined, I chuckle and nod my head, I start making my way to the other coach, but when I pass the coach, that Zayn and Adam sit on it, Zayn grasps my waist quickly, making me lose my balance a little, but he has a strong grasp, and forces me to sit beside him

" Where do you think you are going?" he whispered in my ear, making shivers run down my spine.

" I was going to sit on the other coach" I spoke in a 'duh' voice.

" No, you are going to sit beside me, babe" he smirked down at me, I look down at the floor, feeling my cheeks are getting warm, he chuckles a little because he succeeded to make me blush of course, he puts his arm around me, and I put my head on his shoulder, feeling pair of lips kiss my head softly, I sigh happily and watch the TV.

During the cartoons I feel Zayn's hand is rubbing my arm softly and slowly, making goosebumps raise on my arm, after a while I feel his hand resting on my hip making me blushing like their is no tomorrow.

" Zayn what are you doing?" I whispered harshly in his ear, he smirks slightly.

" I am not doing anything" He looks at me like he is an innocent, I say nothing and turn my head to watch the TV.

I feel his hand goes under my shirt, resting on my bare skin, I squirm at the sudden contact between us.

" Zayn, please stop" I whispered more like pleaded, he ignores me and makes small circles, making me bite my lip hard.

" Mum, Are you fine?" Adam askes, God I can't take this, Zayn is acting like an innocent jerk right now.

" I am fine, babe" I stutter a little while speaking to Adam, I grab a hold on Zayn's hand and throw it away, causing him to chuckle a little.

This Man should know how to keep his hand away.

" I am going to make something to eat" I quickly stand up, and run to the kitchen, I need to get away from him as soon as possible.

I make myself plate of omelette and start eating it, but I remember that I have a date with Zayn tonight, and I don't know what should I wear? 

Should I ask him?

He maybe forget about that, it will be awkward if I ask him about that, It seems that God listens to me, Zayn stands in front of me and asks " Rawan, are we still up for the date tonight?", then he goes to drink some water.

" I thought you forget about that." I mumbled under my breath, but he hears it because he looks at me with wide eyes.

" Of course I don't forget that" he says, and throws me a smile and a wink, which makes my heart warms a lot.

" Okay, um what should I wear?" I ask shyly, he chuckles when he sees my red face.

" We will go shopping" He says, I look at him like he is crazy, I don't want him to spend money on me.

" no, we are not, tell me what should I wear" I make sure that I don't want him to spend much money, because well, he will spend some of them tonight because of the date.

" Babe, I am not taking no as an answer" he orders and smirkes, I sigh, a long sigh, from the anger.

" Can't I go out like that?" I whine, yeah I am that lazy, don't ask me why? Zayn chokes the water when he heard me, and looks at me like I am ghost.

"Are you crazy?" he yells at me, making me jump a little, why he is angry like that?

" No, I am not" I defend myself.

" Do you know how many guys will look at you with hunger in their eyes?" he snaps.

" But the girls also look at you with hunger in their eyes" I mimic him, I stand up my grounds.

" I am a guy" he raises his hands in defences.

" So what? I am a girl and I will go out like that, by the way it is not like there is something beautiful in my body to make the guys look at me" I snap, I run out of the kitchen when I feel the tears in my eyes, I know he said nothing wrong and he meant it in a nice way, and he wants to protect me and all, but I can't help the way I am thinking about myself.

I am about to open my bedroom when I feel a hand tugs my wrist and spins me around, of course it is Zayn, he hugs me very tight, and I gladly return it.

" I am sorry, I didn't mean to say it to hurt your feelings" he whispered through my hair, I know he didn't mean it, I am the bitch here.

" I know Zayn, it just I don't like my body that's all, and even there is more beautiful girls than me" I explained.

He breaks the hug and stars at me for a while then whispered in a soft voice " maybe there are more beautiful girls than you, but they are not the same kind, beautiful, shy Rawan that I know, who is standing in front of me right now" 

Am I hearing right, or it is my imaginations?

" Zayn, I swear I can't even find any word to say how much I am thankful right now to have you as my husband" I gushed, he chuckles softly and kisses my head.

" Don't thank me babe, it is enough for me to see your smile everyday" he said, but before I can find the chance to say something, he adds: " Don't thank me again, now go change and we will go shopping, I don't want any guy to check up my beautiful wife while I am standing beside you"

I Blush A Lot Because Of His Words.

" Bu-"

" No buts, now go change before I make you change in front of me" he cuts me off, I look at him with wide eyes and quickly run to my room, and close the door behinde me.

God, when will he stop making those comment?

I quickly grab a blouse and black trousers and black heels, I look at the mirror and I think, I am okay, I guess, not too bad, I leave my black hair naturlly, like I said before, I didn't feel doing anything with it today.

I go downstairs, finding Adam and Zayn are ready, they look at me and raise their thumbs up.

Now, I am sure Zayn is Adam's father, I mean they do the same thing in everything and at the same time.

" You look nice Rawan" Zayn comments, I mumble a quick 'thank you' and Zayn grasps Adam's hand, and puts his other hand on my waist, bringing me closer to him, I smile shyly at him and he returns it by a big grin.

" I will pass by Harry's, because Adam will still with him the whole day" Zayn says, making Adam cheers really loudly, he loves the lads very much.

Zayn dropped Adam at Harry's house and then he starts driving, to go shopping before our date.

We enter the mall, again Zayn does the same thing with me, he puts his hand around me waist, and I am more than happy to let him do that, we start looking for different dresses but they are very expensive, and like I said before, I didn't want Zayn to spend a lot of money on me.

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" Try this one" Zayn pulls a dress, I nod my head and go to the changing room.

" Do you want me to be with you, if you want any help, and I can pull the dress out off you" he winkes, making me shake my head quickly and run to the changing room, earing a chuckle from him.

He will be the death of me, I swear!

I try it but it doesn't feel right to be on my body, I mean yeah it beautiful and all but i don't feel it.

" How is it?" Zayn asks me from out side.

" I don't feel it, I mean it doesn't feel right on my body" I explain.

" I want to see it" he pleads.

" No" I say quickly, making him chuckle.

" Look, try this one" he says, and I put my hand out the changing room so I can grab it, I feel the dress against my hand, I try to pull it, but Zayn being the cheeky one he is, desn't let it go, and makes himself be in the same changing room, I stare at him with a wide eyes.

" What are you doing here?" I whispered and yelled at him.

" I wanted to see the dress, and to be honest it looks beautiful on your body" he looks an innocent when he said it, but I can still see his smirk on his lips.

" But I don't like it"

" Okay, try this one and I am sure it will be beautiful on your amazing body" He makes kisses noise, which makes me cover my face with my hand, he stops and pulls my hands.

" Please try it" he pleads again, I sigh and nod, I mean he wins every time he tries to make me do anything, which something I love about him, his controls ways.

I raise my eyebrow at him when he doesn't move or say anything, I need him to leave so I can try this dress, he raises his eyebrow at me back.

Is he stupid or something?!

" What?" He wonders.

" Get out, so I can change" I say with ' duh' tone.

" Why" he whines.

" Zayn, I wanna change, so get out" I explain with a red face.

" But I wanna watch you, please" he whines, I think my eyes will fall out from my face.

" Zayn, Are you crazy?" I ask.

" No, I am not crazy, I am not going to do anything, plus I said it everytime, you are my wife and I have the right to see you or your body" he defends himself.

" I am not making a show Zayn" I snap.

" I know babe" He smirkes.

If I have the right to slap him, I will do it without a second thought.

" Get . Out" I say sternly and put my hands on my hips.

" Do you know, you look hot when you speak like a boss, a hot boss actually" he says, well more like teases me, I sigh in anger and cover my face with my hands, I can't face him right now, my whole face feels hot.

I told you he always has his ways with me.

He uncovers my hands and kisses my cheek and leaves but of course not without a little wink in my direction, leaving me standing like a Miss. Read Face.

His words always leaves me whole body in fire, which something I hate and love, both.

I put the other dress but again, I don't feel it is the right one, I sigh in anger, every dress I try on, doesn't feel beautiful on me, and I don't have the most amazing body, so it is a hard thing.

" Did you finish babe?" I hear Zayn's voice from out side the changing room.

" It is not beautiful on me" I whine, I get out from the changing room, making him see it doesn't beautiful, he studies it for a while and pulls his thumb up.

" Zayn, I don't want any dresses, let's go home and I will dress anything" I sigh.

" Okay, look, I found one and I swear it will look nice on you, just try it and I promise it will be the last" he says, handing me a beautiful dress, I sigh and take it from him.

" It is the last one" I mumble, he nods his head excidetly, and I giggle at his sight, he looks funny, and in the same time cute when he looks excited.

I go to the changing room again, and put it one, but I can't reach the zipper, UGH! I start breathing, trying to calm my self down, I promised myself that it will be the last day I will do shopping in my life.

" Rawan, do you have a problem?" Zayn asks me from out side.

Should I tell him or not?

Should I tell him, hey Zayn, could you pull my zipper up for me, please?

Of Course Not!

" um- I just can't reach my zipper, but it is okay" I add the last part quickly.

God, My face is really, really red right now.

" Do you want me to pull it up?" I bet his smirking now.

" No -" Before I could have the chance to finish my speaking, he pulls the door and steps behind my back.

OH MY GOD.

I feel all of the air vanishes around me, I can't breathe or think straight.

My eyes close by themselves in pleasure when I feel his cold breath and a finger on my back, he always knows how to make me feel good, with even a simple word or a simple touch from him, it affects me very much.

He pulls the zipper slowly and softly while looking at my reaction in the mirror, he pulls away so I can look at myslef, and let me tell you something, I look beautiful, it is short dress, but not to short, I look at Zayn, finding him already admiring me.

" What do you think?" I ask nervously.

Please Love It.

Zayn starts circling around me, checking me out. Taking in every inch of my body, like he is styding how my body looks like.

I know I shouldn't have worn this dress. But it is not looking like slutty, it is perfect.

I look down, blushing hard and biting my lips, hoping it would end soon.

Zayn finally stops and stands right in front of me, staring down at me with a smirk. His gaze never leaves my face for once, his stare is digging holes on my face.

I am still looking down, biting my lip hard, I think I can taste my own blood.

I feel two fingers cups my chin softly, bringing my face up. His face is so close to me, that our noses slightly touch, making shivers run on my spine, my whole body actually,  We are both looking in each other eyes, I admire zayn's beauty of his eyes, they are dark color, fill with lust and something else, and I won't ever in million year think I will see in his eyes.

Love.

" You look beautiful" He spokes softly.

" Really?" I want to make sure he loves it.

" Yes really, You look like an angel" We stare at each other, until I hug him gently and he hugs me back immediately, a soft sigh escapes his perfect soft lips.

" Do you want it?" He speaks in my hear, i nod quickly, Hell I love this dress.

" Let me unzip your zipper first and let's buy it" Again he never falls to make me blush.

I turn around, and he pull my hair on my shoulder, and pulls the zipper slowly, then he runs his finger a long with my spine, making me shiver because of his long cold finger,  and whisperes "Your skin is so soft".

Please Zayn stop it, You are turning me on with your words.

He brings his soft lips on my exposed shoulder, " Yet you are so beautiful" he mumbles against it.

I close my eyes because I can't look at him while he is doing that to me, making me feel good.

" Look at me, please" he whispered, I feel his arms around my waist and I put my hands on top of his hands, feeling safe like ever, I open my eyes, finding him so close to me, his chest is resting against my back.

" I promise you angel, I will never leave you, never hurt you, never make you sad because of the fans or because of me, I promise I will protect you from everything and anything, If Jack thought about hurting you I would kill him without a second thought, I promise I will try my hardest to stop the hate, I know you don't tell me you get hating, but I know that, I promise to make you feel that you are beautiful everyday, I will make you happy, I will treat you like a princess, my beautiful princess, and we will be together forever and always"

By now, I am crying, because I am happy, no one and I mean that, no one has ever told me something like that before, He kisses my shoulder again, making shiver runs down my spine and we start smiling like  complete idiots.

" Change before I can't take control of myself any more and pull this dress out of your body" he speaks seriously.

" Okay" I giggle to cover my red cheeks, he kisses my cheek and leaves the changing room.

I change the dress and get out already finding Zayn is surrounded by a lot of fans,and let me tell you something they are very beautiful, as soon as I look at Zayn, he smiles at me making all the fans turn their head towards my direction, I start walk towards them while looking at the floor, I mean I am very insecure to look at them right now.

" Hey Rawan" He greeted me and grasped my hand, the fans look at me for a second and they turn their heads to talk to Zayn again.

He is the famous right here.

" Is she your wife?"
" Is she Adam's mother?"
" How old is she?"
" Why did you leave Perrie?"
" Do you still love Perrie?"
" Is she better than Perrie or Is Perrie better than her?"
" Do you love her?"
" Marry me Zayn and I will make you happy"

I feel out of the place, so much questions and Zayn can't even answer him, I start feeling a bit dizzy and grab Zayn's arm tigher, some how I become sad because the fans make Zayn remembers about Perrie, yeah maybe I am jealous because of that.

" I am going to the bathroom for a minute" I mumble, his grasp becomes tighter on my waist as soon as I said those words.

" No you are not going anywhere" he whispered sternly, I pretend that I didn't hear him and push myself out of the rally and go to the restroom, hearing Zayn shouts my name to come here over and over again.

" Just please stop that" He snapped at the fan.

" Rawan, come here please" I ignore him and go to the bathroom, I try to calm myself down, I am very sad but not over myself, I am sad because Zayn can't answer the questions, because if he does, he will end up hurting my feelings or hurting his and Perrie's feelings.

I wash my face with a cold water and look at myself in the mirror, I calm myself down as much as I can, why can't I be happy one day in my life?

I get out from the bathroom and see Zayn is waiting for me, as his eyes fall on me, he runs and hug me very hard, I become confused when he did that.

" Are you okay?" he asks, worried is available in his beautiful hazel eyes, I nod my head and smile, wanting to make sure he is believing me, but I can see in his eyes that he doesn't believe me.

" I am sorry about them" 

Why did he apologise when he did nothing wrong?

I mean it is not his fault, is it?

" It is okay Zayn" he sighs and nods his head when he knows I won't say anything back, hr grasps my hand and intertwined our fingers tightly, I look at him already finding him staring at me and his lips hold a small smile, I return it, but with a fake one and he knows it is fake but doesn't push me.

We start walking towards the car, he opens the door for me and I mumble a quick ' thank you', then he places the dress at the back. I don't know if I should ask him about the fans, what he answered and stuff like that or shut the hell out of me because I don't want him to be angry.

I will go to the second choice.

He starts driving to the house and silence filled the car, I don't know if it is awkward or not but I don't want to be the first one to talk and make myself a compelet idiot, I will wait and see if he starts talking or not.

He is driving with one hand and the others is grasping mine, then he brings my hand towards his lips and kisses it softly, I smile to myself.

" We are here" Zayn says, we soon stand on our livingroom, still say nothing.

" If you are tired from the shopping we can go out another time, Zayn" I try break the ice as much as I can.

" no, of course not, go change, I am not tired don't worry" He says, I nod my head and was about to go my room to change, when Zayn's hand spins me around.

" Angel, I swear I am sorry" He apologises again.

" Zayn, it is okay" I sigh and stand on my tip toes and kiss his jaw line and smile softly, he smiles back and says " C'mon before we will be late"

" Okay" I run to my room quickly and change the dress.

Hopefully it will be a nice night.

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Hello!

How are you? Good? Good.

Sorry for the late updating guys, I know maybe it is a long chapter but it is lame, I am not sure :3
and believe me it is the most awkward chapter I have ever written before.. *blush*

I love you all <3

Stay Strong!

Rawan xx