Arranged To be Malik

chapter 6

Rawan's Pov:

we arrived at the hotel.Zayn went to the reception to ask about our room.we found a girl who is standing and I must say she is beautiful,fit and everything.

"hey,welcome to this hotel"she said,while checking Zayn or I must say she flirted with him.I looked at the floor because hey,look at her she is beautiful.what about me?well I am nothing and even Zayn said that to me.

Zayn coughed uncomfortably at her and said quickly "hi,Under Malik please."
"and who is she?"she asked him while pointing her finger at me.well this is very rude at least ask me not Zayn?
"she is my wife"he said.I swear I felt my cheek heat up.OMG I am blushing,please God don't make Zayn look at me,please.
"ewww"she said,I felt the tears in my eyes and I think Zayn noticed to because he aske her in an angry tone.
"do you have a problem?"
"yes,she is ugly,fat and you can do much better"she said.I have had enough.I started to walk a way but Zayn had another choice.he stopped by grabbing my hand.I felt the electricity shoot at my hand.I blushed even more.Zayn made me to stand beside him.
"I swear to God if you say that again I will do something you will regret okay"he said.I felt his eyes turned to black.
"Zayn please let's go to the room"I said,he looked at me eyes which filled with pleading.
"I won't go before she said sorry to you,Rawan"he said.my eyes popped at my head.I shooked my head.
"I don't need sorry,please let's just go"I said.he looked at the girl again.
"say sorry"he said to her.she rolled her eyes at us an give fake smile at me.
"sorry"she said and I nooded my head.she gave us the room key.
me and Zayn started to walk towards the elevator but Zayn stooped and turned around to the girl.he said something I will never expect he would tell in my life.
"by the way my wife is so beautiful,even more beautiful than you"he said to her.I blushed.again.we then rode the elevator.well I feel the awkwardness in the air.to be honset I don't know if we will do something or not.I mean I am not ready,sure million and million of girls would kill me to be in my place,but what can I do?I am not ready.

the elevator stopped,Zayn opened the door to me like a gentle man I said thanks to him while he just nodded his head.we entered our room and I put my bag at the floor while Zayn bringing the others bag.
"are you okay Rawan?"he aske me.the way he said my name sent shivers in my whole body.I shrugged it off and looked at him.
"why don't I be?"I aske him back.I don't know why he asked me that.
"because of this girl"he said and rubbed his neck.I totally  rememebred that.
"yes yes,I am fine,and thank you because you stood up for me"I said and smiled at him.he smiled back at me.his smile make my leg go jelly.his smile is so beautiful.
"look Rawan,I know you are afraid about the wedding night and stuff,but I am totally okay if you want to have sex now,I will give it to you and I promise I will be nice at you and won't hurt you.but if you are not ready and want to wait,It will be okay with me."he said,I looked at the floor and blushed very bad.I bite my lip hard.I can taste the blood.I am not ready.I don't want to have it.but he made promise to me he won't hurt to me,but I am not ready.
"Is it okay if we will wait,I mean I am not ready to have it,please don't be mad please"I said in a low voice.I am afraid I don't know why,but I am afraid.I looked at him and felt the disappointment in his eyes.
"it's okay,if you are not ready,I will wait for you Rawan"he said.
"Are you mad at me?"I asked him,he looked surprised at me but he covered it and smiled.
"no,of course not,why I won't be"he said.I smiled back at him.
"thank you so much,Zayn it means alot to me"I said.his smile doesn't removed and nodded his head.
"look,I know you are not comfortable around me yet,so I don't want you to be afraid,so you will be sleep in the room and I will sleep on the couch"he said.I shooked my head.
"no no I am okay when I sleep at a couch,you go and sleep in the room"I said.he shooked his head again.
"you will sleep in the room and I will sleep on the couch and that's the final"he said.I didn't argue back because he know he had won.I smiled at him and said "thank you,Zayn"
"no problem,Rawan,Goodnight"he said and smiled back at me.
"Goodnight"I said and went to our room.I must say it's very big and beautiful.I changed my clothes and went straight to the bed.I tried to close my eyes but there's no sleep.I decieded I will turn on the tv. and watch some movies or something.but I can't forget something,when Zayn grabbed my hand and stopped me from leaving I felt safe,really safe.I want Zayn to make me feel safe,make me loved,make me happy,when we fought about something he would say sorry,make me forget about my worries.I don't know if he will do that or not,but hopefully he will.make me feel like that.actually I was happy because he was okay when I told him I wasn't ready yet.but I was right when I told him that,beacuse maybe he doesn't want to have it with me.maybe he still loves Perrie and I am sure about that.I wonder what will his mother do when she knows we didn't have that.I turned off the tv when I felt my eyes want some sleep.I pull the sheet over me and slept.

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Zayn's Pov:

okay,I will admit,I was sad when she told me she wasn't ready.I want to have sex with her,I don't know why but I just want that.but I am kind of happy when she told me that,because I feel like I will cheat on Perrie,yes we aren't together anymore and we won't be together,but I just felt that.
the girl at the reception is very slut,why did she say that to her.in my eyes Rawan are more beautiful than her very much.I can't forget how her eyes looked when that girl told Rawan that she was ugly and that's not true.Rawan has eyes and smile which are beautiful very much,the most thing I love about her that she is short,I don't know why but I liked it,very much.

when I hold her hand I felt electricity shoot up at my hands,I felt I should protect her from the hate and everything,sure I wanted to protect Perrie but not as much as I want to protect Rawan.I am setting on the couch trying to get sleep but I can't,I feel if I selpt,something would happen.I wonder how I will tell mum about not having sex with Rawan,maybe I will tell her anything other than that.

while my eyes started to drop I heard screaming from upstairs.I stood up very quickly and went to the room which Rawan was sleeping.I opened the door and found Rawan screaming and shaking very bad.she has a nightmare and the tears stream down her beautiful face.I shooked her to be a wake but then she whimpered and said"leave me please".then I shooked her again and she started to scream.I am worried about her.
"Rawan,wake up it's a dream,open your eyes"I rise my voice to wake her up and shooked her hard to wake her up.she opened her eyes and stood up and started to cry and sobbed hard.

I went at her said "calm down Rawan,everything will be okay,it was a dream".she shooked her head as a no and she started crying even more.I grabbed her hand and hugged her very tight.it feels right to hug her,it just did.she put her head between my neck and shoulder while I rubbed her back to make her feel better.
"Do you want to talk about"I asked.she shooked her head.
"shhhhhhh,I am here calm down"I said.when she calmed down she pulled her head from my neck.her eyes and nose are very red,even her lips are red which make it so kissable.I shuggred it off.
"are you okay now"I asked while looking at her.
"yes,thanks sorry because I woke you up,I didn't mean it"she said.I shooked my head.
"no problem;it doesn't your fult"I said and smiled at her.she wipped her tears a way and smiled back at me.
"thank you,you should go to sleep now,we should wake early tomorrow to go to your house"she said.
"will be fine alone?"I asked.
"yes yes,I will be fine,now go to sleep"she said while nooded her head.
"okay good night,if you want anything wake me up okay?"I said and smiled at her.
"don't worry I will be fine,good night"she said.I stood up and walked towards the door.
"thank you,Zayn"she whispered at me.I looked at her and smiled at her.
"no problem"I said back.I opened the door and sat one the couch.Gosh I am so tired.my eyes felt heavy and shut down immediately.
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