Arranged To be Malik

chapter 13

Zayn's POV:

what had just happened? did she kiss my cheek and hug me? well I am happy she did that because I felt her soft lips against my cheek,but I am in shock. I thought she was scared of me when I kissed her..

to tell you the truth,when she whispered in my ear I felt the shivers ran down at my spine,I held the argue to grab her beautiful face and to kiss her hard on her pink soft lips but of course if I did that she would slap me or even hate me which I couldn't blame her.

I want the boys to come now,I can't stand this awkwardness between me and her,if only she let me to touch her and make everything with her maybe it will help me to forget about Perrie forever,although deep in my heart I  know I won't forget about her,but now she isn't with me any more but Rawan is with me,I know if I try hard I will forget about Perrie and even love Rawan,but I don't want to do that,what if I forgot about Perrie but couldn't love Rawan,of course she would hate my guts.

but let's face it and live the present,I am happy because Rawan hugged me,I am happy because I felt her body against me,I am happy because she whispered in my ear and made me shiver,I am happy because she has effect on me,and I will be more than happy if she let me make her scream my name in pleasure.

I could tell she is so shy when I am around her,which make her even more cute. when she told about my smoking habit and she cared about me,I couldn't be more happier than that,Perrie didn't tell me about not smoking around her,or she cared about me,Rawan is the first one to tell me this,of course my mum and my family and even the boys told me that but I don't hear the meaning in their voices,I heard every meaning in each word from Rawan's mouth which it drives me crazy,someone like her,why she cared about me,she forced to marry me like I was,but again it's better than nothing.

finally the bell rang and thanks God the boys are here to save me and her from this awkwardness,I will do anything to make her get out from the room,and thanks to the boys because they did,I opened the door to find myself on the floor and the boys are on top of me while screaming,OMG they are very loud.

"guys,get you fat asses from my face now"I shout at them,they laughed very hard and get off of me so I can breathe again.

"where is my Rawan?"Harry said,I don't like the way he called her his,she is mine,yes we didn't kiss each other or say I love you's or anything but she she is mine and ONLY MINE.

"back off Harry,she is my wife"I said in a serious tone,all of them chuckled,and I found myself blushing.

"ewwwwww,young love"Louis said and Niall made a heart shape with his hands,they laughed and I blushed not like Rawan of course not she is something else,she blushes like a mad woman.

"shut up guys"I muttered to them,they calmed down a bit but they tried to control it as much as they can.

"where are the girls?"I asked them to change the subject.

"they are on their way"Liam said,I nodded my head,I lead them to the coach and they turned on the TV,well Niall being Niall after all and went to the kitchen.

"I will call Rawan to come,okay,stay here and please try not to make a sound because Adam is sleeping"I said,the nodded their heads.

I went upstairs and heard something well voice but I have never heard a beautiful voice like that. I reached to Rawan's door and put my ears to listen,Rawan is singing half a heart,she is singing my solo exactly.

"And being here without you

it's like I'm waking up to

only half a blue sky

kinda there but not quite 

I'm walking round with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you