Arranged To be Malik

chapter 7

Rawan's Pov:

last night I had a nightmare.It was about my dad,he died when I was 14 or 15 years.I know you all wonder who lived with my mother and arranged this marriage to me.It's my stepfather,he never liked me,I felt he only used my mum for the money,I told that to her but of course she didn't listen to me,she said I was just jealous of them.any way the nightmare showed me how my father died.I really don't want to remember that again,he died infront of my eyes,how could I forget.

*Flash back*

"Dad,I will buy ice cream,do you want any"I said to my dad,we were at the garden sitting on the bench.he shooked his head.

"stay here and I will buy it for you,okay"he said.I was upset,why didn't he want me to buy it,I am 14 years,I am not young anymor.

"but dad I want to go-"he cut me off while shaking his head as a no.he stood up and walked towards the ice cream shop.after while he didn't come back.I started to worry about him,what if something wrong with him.I started to go to the shop,while I was walking I saw alot of people standing,I felt like my dad with them,I started to go towards them,the I saw something I will never forget.my dad was laying down with blood covered his body.I lost all my words.I didn't know who hit him or anything but I was shocked.I bent down at hos body and shooked him but he didn't move.

"dad,please open your eyes,I am Rawan you daughter,please dad"I said but it came like a whisper.when he didn't move I shooked him hard to move but nothing happen.the tears started to stream down my face.

"dad please don't leave me dad"I started to scream and sobbed very bad.someone tapped my shoulder from behind.I looked and found an old woman smiled at me,I didn't smile back I asked her instead.

"why"I whispered at her.

"sorry honey but it was an accident"she said and rubbed my back to calm me down.I watched my dad's body and I knew it was all my fault,if I went to the shop or stopped my dad he would be live and talking with me.

*End of flash back*

from that day I blamed myself for dad's death.even my mother said that to me I am the reason because my father died,but Sara and Emily said it isn't my fault.When Zayn hugged me to cry I felt great,very great.I woke up at 8:00 AM. and now it's 9:00 AM. maybe I should wake zayn up.I wento to downstairs to find a sleeping Zayn,I smiled at the sight,he is very beautiful and so cute,I wish we could live happily.

I shooked him once but he didn't move,I shooked him the second time but he is still sleeping.I shooked him hard this time while I was saying"Zayn wake up we will be late,we have to catch the plane"but again he didn't move.this boy can sleep so much,Sara told me Zayn can sleep any time and any place.

"please Zayn wake up,we must catch the plane at 12 PM. and now it's 9 AM. so wake up"I raised my voice a bit while shaking him hard makind him groan.why does he sleep so much?sure I sleep a lot but not like him?

he opens his eyes slowly,I didn't notice before his eyes are so beautiful,did I? well I noticed it now.
he closed his eyes for more seconds and he finally became a wake.

"what time is it now?"he aske,his voice is so deep and raspy which I find it really sexy.I looked at the clock again and find it's 9:15 AM.

"it's 9:15 AM now,wake up"I said,I get up to walk towards our room,but I remembered I should thank him again because he helped me to calm down yesterday.I turned my head to look at him.

"thank you Zayn about calming me down yesterday"I said and smiled at him.

"no problem,I hope you are fine now"he said and smiled back at me.I nooded my head and went to my room,I went to the bath room and took a shower,then I changed my clothes and put very light make-up.I finished and went downstaris to find a very hondsome Zayn,looking beautiful as ever in a simple white t-shirt and blue jeans.

"are you ready Rawan?"he asked me,I nodded my head and went towards him.he opened the door and went out.we arrived at the reception and thanks God that girl from yesterday not here.Zayn gave them back the key.

we went to his car,the whole driving we sat in a silence,well awkward silence.the radio is the only thing is talking.after while the last song we want to hear came.yes it was turn your face by little mix.to be honest I felt sad and jealous.I looked at Zayn and felt like he is sad too.

"Zayn if you want not to listen it,it's okay"I said to him but it came like a whisper from me.he looked at me for a second and then again to the road.he nodded his head to me.

"can you close it?"he asked me.I nooded my head and turned off the radio.

"thank you"he said and looked at me and smiled.

"no problem"I smiled back at him and again the silence filled the air.I feel someone is looking at me,I knew it is Zayn but I didn't looke back at him.I don't want to look at his sad eyes which broke my heart.after while Zayn cleared his throat and start singing I was surprised he did that but at the same time I was happy.

I think he is singing little things but I don't really sure,I looked at him while he is singing,he looked at me for a second and smiled at me,of course I smiled back at him,he then looked back at the road.

finally we arrived at Zayn's house.we opened the car doors and Zayn opened the front door of the house.

"mum,I am home.where are you?"he yelled at the house.we heard loud voices from upstaris and Adam then started running towards us while screaming"Dady and mumy"I am happy we get along well with each other.he is so cute and nice.Zayn picked him up and hugged him while kissing his face.Adam is giggling like a mad man.

"dady,stop"he said while giggling.the Zayn put him at ground.Adam looked at me,smiled and hugged my legs.I bent down at him and kissed his head and cheek,he then hugged me and I hugged him back tight.we broke the hug while he is blushing madly,I giggled at the sight.

"how are you honey,I missed you."I said and smiled at him.

"I am fine mumy,I missed you too"he said an smiled back.then Safaa came along with her mum.

"hi Rawan how are you"Trisha said,I went at her and hugged her and Safaa.

"I am fine,what about you"I said

"I am good now to see you"she said and I smiled at her.we sat on the couch and talking while me said nothing.

"I will make some tea,Rawan can you help me dear"she asked me.I nodded my head at her.

"of course"I said and she went to the kitchen while I was following her.she started to make the tea while I stood the like a complete idiot.

"well Rawan actually I made you to come with me because I want to know what happened last night?"she asked me.I furrowed my eyebrows at her.I don't know what she is talking about.it take me a while when I understand what she meant.OMG if she knew we didn't do anything maybe she will be sad.I don't know what should I do or say.

at this point I started blushing madly,I looked down at the floor while biting my lip very hard.I know it's a bad habit but I can't stop myself for doing that.

"Did he hurt you?"she asked in a soft tone,please stop I can't take it anymore.how will I tell her the truth.Zayn finally entered the kitchen and looked at his mum.

"everything is fine mum,I promise,Rawan we should go to the airport now"he said,thank you Zayn so much you saved me from this awkward talk with your mother.Zayn took my hand and waved his hands towards his mother.

"bye mum,I will miss you"he said quickly.she then waved back at us with the smile.

"thanks Zayn you saved my life"I said to him.he chuckled at me and I blushed,I don't know why but I did.

"no problem Rawan,Adam c'mon we will ride the plane"he said.then Adam came to us while waving to Safaa and Trisha.

"c'mon Dady I love the planes"he screamed out of joy.me and Zayn giggling at his cuteness.we sat on Zayn's car and started to drive towards the airport.it's now 11:00 Am.

"Mummy,do you love the planes"Adam asked me.

"well not really,I am kind of affraid of them"I said while blushing and looked down too embarrassed to look up at them.

"don't worry mummy,I will hold and hug you the whole ride"he said to me.I turned my head at him and kissed his cheek and smiled.I love him so much,he is so cute and nice.
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A English air hostess greets us politely as we step inside the plane.I am not too fond of plane rides ,but our seats were first class, so I am quite okay with that.

we quickly find our seats and Adam being the not so mature person,push me and Zayn away to get the window seat.we chuckle as we see him excitedly look out the window.I guess we are not flying yet.he is just too excited.

by now the plane was on the air.we sat there quielty,could this be any more awkward?maybe maybe not,I really don't know.

me and Adam are talking about anything and everything,while Zayn,well being Zayn,he doesn't talk or anything.I guess he is thinking about Perrie again.I want to help him to forget about her,not because I wanted him to love me or anything,but because it will be good to talk to anyone.after a good half an hour,I got bored.I want someone I talk to you,I don't know if I talked to Zayn what would happen but I will get over that.

"Zayn,can I talke to you"I said to him in a low voice because Adam is sleeping.I looked at him and he looked back at me.

"yes of course what's wrong?"he asked me,I feel very nervous,my tounge can't take it any more.

"Zayn,I want you to complete your life,I know you loved Perrie and you still even love her until now,but she is not here anymore,you must continue yor life."I blurted out whithout any thinking.Rawan you are such an idiot,he will think I love him or something.

"why will I do that,I mean Perrie not with me anymore so why sould I do that?"he said but it came like a whisper.well,I will admit that I am jealous,kind of.

"looke Zayn,the life doesn't end at someone.you should take this accident as a strong point to make you even stronger than before"I said to him.he looked down at his lap.

"look at me Zayn"I said,when he didn't look at me,I grabbed his chin to force him to look at me.I smiled at him and he gave me back a sad smile to me.

"a relationship with no trust is like a cell phone with no service,all you can do is playing games,she doesn't trust you Zayn,but you trust her with all you have,and what she did to you,she left you and your son alone.forget about her Zayn and act like nothing can never break you.start with new life Zayn,with your work,Family and Adam,your son,and someday you will find domeone who will love you more than anything and she will gave you anything and everythin you want,maybe that girl isn't Perrie,maybe not me,but I promise you,you will love someone who can make you happy again"I speak in a soft tone,I look at his eyes which it filled with tears but he doesn't want them to stream down his face.

"did you know crying is a very healthy thing to do.it relives stress,eases pain and cleanes your eyes,so never be afraid to cry...?"I said and smiled at him.he then started crying.I put his head in my lap.he sobbed and crying softly not wanting to wake up Adam.I rubbed his back to calm him down.I don't know he is feeling like that towards her like that,she is stupid to do that to him and his son.

he finished crying and my shirt wet from his tears,but I don't mind at all.he pulled his head from my lap and smiled at me.

"thank you so much Rawan,it helped me alot"he said and gave me a weak smile.I smiled back at hin while nooding my head.Adam started moving while he was sleeping,then opened his eyes.

"dad are we in LOndon yet?"he aske Zayn.

"no,we will be in an hour,sleep and I will wake you up when we arrive okay?"Zayn asked him.he nooded his head and slept again.he must love sleeping so much like his dad.

"Zayn,I want to sleep,can you wake me up when we arrive?"I aske him.he nooded his head and said"sure".I closed my eyes and started thinking about what did Zayn tell me?I hope he will get better soon.
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Zayn's Pov:

I am very embarrassed about crying infront of Rawan,yes she is my wife and blah blah blah but after all she is stranger.but to be honset every ward she said is right.

I want to do what she told me but I am chicken.I feel like if I do that,I will cheat on Perrie.please God,what should I do?
I was surprised when she told me about the girl will love me.I am even more surprised when she told me maybe not her.hey,I mean,every woman her dream is to be loved by his husbend,but she didn't ask me to love her.why is she like that?she is very nice and me?well I am an ass.

I admired her while she is sleeping,she is very beautiful,her black waves sprawled around her face,her pink or maybe I say red plumped lips,oh,so kissable,her long eyelashes resting just above her cheeks,she looks like an angel.I stared at her for while admiring her.I heard the flight attend told us we will land soon.I woke up Rawan and Adam to tell them we will land soon.

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the plane landed and we went out of the air-port.I called pule to come in case some fans are here or something.paul came to us and we all went to the car.

"hey,Mrs.Malik,I am glad I see you,the boys talked a lot about you"Paul said to Rawan.she looked surprised when he talked to her but she covered it quickly and smiled kindly at him.


"I am glad to see you too,and please call me Rawan"she said.Paul when called  Perrie by her name,she screamed at him and said he would call her Mrs.Edwards.I looked at her smiling but she looked at me in a weird way.

"are you sure?"Paul ask her.she looked so confused.

"sure about what?"she said back to him.

"about calling you by your name?"he asked.she nooded her head quickly.

"yes of course why not,I mean I am a human like you so why not?"she said in a surprised tone.Paul nodded at her direction and smiled at her which gladly smiled back at him.her smile can warm any heart.

we arrived at my house,me and Paul grabbed the bag to put them on the house,while Rawan and Adam went to it.

"Zayn to be honest,I love Rawan,she is so nice and cute,just please don't hurt her beacuse this is arranged marriage,and try to forget about Perrie and start a new chapter of your life whith you job,Adam and Rawan,please Zayn think about it"he said in a serious tone,I sighed and nodded my head,he tapped my shoulder and smiled at me.

"by the way Zayn you should be at studio tomorrow at 10 o'clock,and don't be late like you always are"he informed me,but the last part her glared at me playfully.I chuckled and nooded my head.

"I won't be late"I said.I nooded at me back then went to his car and start driving away.I grabbed the other bags and go to my house or should I say "our"house.I entered the house and saw Rawan and Adam are in the kitchen while they are laughing.

"what are you guys doing?"I asked them.they looked at me.

"me and mum don't know what should we make at the dinner?"Adam said while giigling a bit.I think about it for a moment.

"what sound of Pizza?"I asked them.they looked at eachother or a moment and then Adam nooded his head.

"okay Adam change your clothes and I will make it,okay?"she asked him.he nooded his head and kissed her cheek quickly.

"okay mummy"he said,she smiled at this word.I am actually happy because Adam found someone to call mummy,but I hope Rawan won't be like Perrie and leave us.

"do you want any help?"I asked her.she shooked her head as a no.

"you go and rest,when I will finish I will call you"she said to me.I thanked her in my mind because I want to sleep so bad.I nooded my head and went to my room.I don't even took a shower because I am really tired.I took of my jeans and shirt,then went staright to the bed.

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