Arranged To be Malik

Chapter 41

"Here comes goodbye,
Here comes the last time,
Here comes the start of every sleepless night,
The first of every tear, I'm gonna cry ,
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed,
And she was right here in my arms tonight,
But here comes goodbye" Rascal Flatts- Here comes goodbye.

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Zayn's POV:

" Zayn" The most beautiful, yet sad voice whispers. Pulling away from Perrie's lips fast, and seeing the most important creature in front of me shocked, trying so hard to control her tears in her brown eyes.

That's when I know our relationship will be over soon, I'd rather die instead of seeing her with that broken look. Just with her look from her brown, broken, sad eyes kills me, and fu.ck, it hurts. A lot...

" Rawan" I say, trying to say anything to make her stay, to make her be with me. I am shocked, I have never thought it will be the end for the both of us like that.

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Rawan's POV:

" Don't" I speak with my weak voice, trying so hard to control my emotions, my broken emotions. I really don't know how I feel right now, I don't know if I should be sad, angry or hurt! I can't believe he actually hasn't touched me since the last week because he is cheating on me.

The image is so disgusting, the way their lips are locked with each other makes me sick, feeling that I am taking my last breath. I wish I have died before I saw them kissing each other, I wish I could have never married him, I wish I could hate him right here, right now. I can't get it, am I not good enough for him? Does he love Perrie till now? But he did tell me before that he didn't love her anymore.

" He is a liar, remember that" My spouse tells me, making me want to sob because of that, because I know it told me the truth, what made him lie to me once when he said he was going to the studio, makes him lie to me again without any regret.

" I am sorry, I didn't know you would be busy, Zayn" I fake my smile, I don't want to show any signs of pain in front of anyone of them, I want myself to be strong, I want them to know that nothing affects me in any way possible, then I add, " It's nice meeting you, Perrie" and again I put my fake smile.

" Rawan" Zayn says again with a broken voice, trying to reach me, but I quickly push myself away from him, I don't want to be near him, I don't want our bodies to make a slight contact, ever. I want us to end.

" I said, don't" I grit on my teeth to try to stop my tears, I look towards Perrie and find her smirking down at me, feeling that she is in success, I know from her look that she wins over me, making me feel weak in my knees in a bad way.

" Don't be sad, Rawan, It's just he missed me, that's why he came to me last week and slept with me! It's just happened, and believe me, I tried to stop him, but what can you say? He wanted my body so bad like a horny dog" Perrie explains, making me want to vomit on her face. I know she is being honest with me from her looks, I felt that Zayn cheated on me last week, but I always choose to trust in Zayn, because after all, I know he is my husband, but God, I was so wrong, too wrong to even admit it out loud.

" No! I swear it's not true, maybe I don't remember what the actual fu.ck happened between me and her, but I swear that I didn't cheat, that day I could feel myself being drunk or paralyzed, but I swear, I didn't cheat" Zayn says another story about cheating on me. Although I can feel tears in his beautiful eyes, I can't believe him.