Arranged To be Malik

Chapter 34

" You're the light, you are the night,

You're the color of my blood,

You're the cure, you are the pain,

You're the only thing I wanna touch,

Never knew that it could mean so much,

So much~ Ellie Goulding - Love Me Like You Do.

******"

Rawan's POV:

" Harry, I am going to kill you" I yell through my phone.

It is Zayn's birthday today, and I am busy as hell, I decided to make something special for him, and it is a surprise party, yeah I know it is nothing compares to what he does for me everyday, but maybe I will be able to make him happy today!

" What can I fucking do right now?" Harry snaps at me.

" Don't curse at me, Styles" I snap back.

" Why are you being so moody today?" His angry voice questiones me.

" Because you tell me we will never be in time to make a party to Zayn! And I am afraid we will be that, and instead of helping me, you make it hard for us to finish" I explaine, all of sudden wanting to cry.

It seemes Harry is right, I am being moody and bitch today!

" But Zayn doesn't like to celebrate his birthday!" He confirmes me.

" I know, but I want it, Harry" I sigh.

" You care about him, right?" He wonders.

" Of course! He is my husband, Harry!"

" And your lover, Rawan" He teases me, but somehow, deep inside me, I know he doesn't joke.

Harry knows me well so I can't lie at him, he always understands me without trying to ask me anything, and I love him, not like that way, but he is a great brother, a brother that my mother didn't bring him to this life.

" Shut up" I mumble through my phone, and I am so grateful because he isn't with me right now to see my red face.

" Rawan, I know you too well, you love him, it's abvious" His 'duh' voice making me want to slap him across his face.

" And from where did you know that I love him, doctor love?" I ask him.

" From your eyes, your eyes tell everything to the others, your eyes exposes your feelings, idiot" He responds, making me sigh because he is right, he was always right and I can't lie about that.

" Look Rawan, I have never seen in my life any girl saw the real Zayn, no eyes look at Zayn the same way your eyes look at him, you love him and you can't deny it" before I have the chance to say anything, he adds, " By the way, Zayn loves you"

Do I forget how to breathe? How dare he tells me something like that?

" Harry, you don't know anything so please don't say anything" I sigh, not knowing which one I should believe, my heart or my brain?

" Rawan, you don't see the way he looks at you, he has never looked at anyone like in that way, even Perrie! His eyes shine every time one of us mentions your name!" He explains, taking my breath away.

My brain is telling me he will leave me, find Perrie or any other girl who is prretier than me, and forget totally about me.

My heart is telling me he will love me like anyone loves his wife or girlfriend, will make everything in his will to make me happy, will live with me a happy life, with his son, Adam, and maybe he will steal my virginity and make another baby.