Rawan's Pov:
I opened my eyes and look around the room,I saw the sun.I looked at the clock and it reads 9:00 AM. OMG I slept the whole day how I slept like this it's my first time but I feel very tired and sick I don't know why,my whole body is hurting me so much I can't even stand on my foot I tried again but nothing happen.
I heared some one is knocking my door,I am very tired to speak any word,I sighed feeling exhausted like ever,Adam opened the door and looked at me.
"mum,why don't you speak to me?"he asked me,he looked very sad but I can't help it I am very sick.
"sorry baby,I am very sorry but I am very tired and sick."I said but it came like a whisper and smiled at him.
"that's why you slept the whole day yestrday?"he asked,feeling tired I nodded my head towards him as a yes.
"rest here mum and I will call dad"he said,I shook my head quickly as a no,I don't want Zayn to see me,first because I don't want him to worry about me,second I don't want him to leave his work because of me.
"no Adam leave him alone he has a lot of work let him finish it"I said,I grabbed his hand before he could ran to call Zayn.
"no mum you are very sick and dad didn't go to his work he is here"he said,I became very tired and shut my eyes very tight,I feel my body will fall a part in any second.Adam quickly ran out of the room while me trying to not feel pain any more.after like one minute I hear some one ran to me it's Zayn and Adam,Zayn looks very worried and I feel really bad because of that.
"Rawan,are you okay?"he said,I shook my head but I don't say any word,I am very tired to even think I can talk.he put his hand over my head.
"you don't have a fever,what are you feeling please tell me so I can help you Rawan?"he pleaded,I don't want him to be like that I think I will be fine if I sleep and rest.
"my body hurts me and I am very cold,I will just sleep and I will be fine"I said in a very tired voice.
"Rawan you were sleeping from yesterday,stay here and I will make you something to drink"he said,I nodded my head,he wins this like always,my eyes started to feel very heavy I want to sleep very bad,when I am about to shut my eyes,I heared Zayn rushed towards me.
"no Rawan please don't sleep,drink that and sleep as you like"he said,I didn't say one word,just nodded my head,he helped me to get up a little to drink what he brought me.
"drink it slowly just in case it maybe still hot"he said,I nodded my head,he helped me to drink it after I finished it I was very happy because I will be sleep again.
"Zayn please let me sleep,and I swear when I will be better I will make you and Adam some dinner"I said in a pleaded voice.
"Rawan it doesn't matter now,we don't need you to make dinner I will order any thing to eat,but all the matter now to be okay,I just wish I can understand what are you feeling now?"he said and sighed,I smiled at him because he understood after all.
"thank you Zayn,it means a lot,but please don't wake me up i will wake when I am better okay"I said in a weak voice,he nodded his head and gave me a small or maybe sad smile.sad? why would he be sad because I am ill? maybe he just feels soory about me.
"okay,if you need any thing call me and I will see you from time to time to make sure you are okay"he said,I nodded my head at him,he smiled down at me and did something which make me forget I am very ill,he kissed my head,TWICE,I think I am going to faint soon,I wish he will stay like this sweet to me everyday,I wish he will stop to snap at me.I blushed when he kissed me,he chuckled a bit when he saw my red face,please stop that,leave me already I want to sleep and remeber the kiss again and again.
"good night,Rawan sleep well"he said in a soft voice,maybe softer that Adam,I am very afraid it is all act and nothing else,I am sure about that when I will get better soon he will snap at me like he does everyday and then say sorry he didn't mean that,I nodded my head and shut my eyes before I know it I am dreaming of my dad again.
I miss him very much,I just wish he could stay any longer to say no about this marriage,I wish I can talk to him like I alwys did when I am young,he knew me very well when I am happy,when I am sad,when I am about to cry,he knew me more than my mum and even more than I know my self.
every day I imagine what would happen if my dad was still a life?maybe nothing would change and maybe not,I remembered when he was playing with my hair,when he kissed my cheeks and head every day before I go to sleep.
I just miss him very much.
I think I should visit his grave,but I think Zayn doesn't know that my father died,he thinks that Jack is my real dad,and to be honest I don't want him to know,I don't want him to feel sorry about me because I lost him like many people felt that about me.I smiled at my sleeping because I am very happy to see him again in my head and dreams only.
oh Dad!! I wish I can be with you,leave all this world and to be in heaven with you and only you,not Zayn,my friends or even my mum.
I love you dad so much more than my life.
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Zayn's Pov:
*before I went at Rawan's room*
I woke up early,very early than before,I feel something will happen or some one will want me to help him.I sat at my bed doing nothing until I got very bored,I logged in my twitter account to see many fans followed me and even tweets me,I decided I will follow some of them to make them happy,but on the other hand I saw Rawan got a lot of heat,I think she didn't see them yet,which I am happy for that,they said she is a bitch,whore,she wants me for my money and to be famous,of course she isn't using me,she didn't ask me to do her anything since we moved here,she always makes us dinner,cleans the house and plays with Adam and after all Adam loves her very much,I think he loves her more than me.I sighed because I am tired of the fans,sure I love them very much and all of that,but they sometimes say a lot of crap about my life,about the band and about Adam,my son.
I went downstairs to find Adam is watching tv.I went to the kitchen to see if Rawan woke up or not but didn't see any one,OMG she is sleeping from yesterday,should I be worried or not,I want to go to her room to make sure she is okay.I think I will send Adam to make sure.
"Adam,can you please see if Rawan woke up or not"I said to him,he nodded his head and ran to her room,I waited like 5 minutes or something,after while I saw Adam is running towards me in a worry in his big eyes,I know Rawan isn't okay from yesterday but I thought she wanted to sleep and would wake up but I guessed wrong.
"Dad,mummy is very tired and ill can you please go see her,she doesn't even can talk one word to me"he said,I feel I want to hug her and kiss her to forget about her illness.I ran towards her room and see a very ill Rawan,she looks pale and very sick,I put my hand over her head,but she doen't have a fever.I went to the kitchen to make her something to drink maybe she will get better.I called my mother to ask her and she said make her some soup and tea,and the most imprtant thing to make sure she isn't having fever.I made her some tea and she drank it.
when she was about to close her eyes I kissed her head twice and she blushed very bad I chuckled at her reaction,it's very adorable.
*after I went to Rawan's room*
I regret kissing her,maybe she thought I liked her or something and again I feel I am cheating on Perrie with her,if I could only finish my life I swear I will do that,but my family and the most Adam would be very sad.
I am making Rawan soup to make her feel better and I ordered pizza for me and Adam because I don't have much time,I took the day off to look after Rawan and Adam.
I went to her room to make sure she is okay,and there she is,sleeping like an angel,I am smiling like an idiot,I went at her and put my hand over her head,thank God she is fine until now,I think she is having a dream because of the look on her face,I just can't take it any more,I kissed her cheek although I want to kiss her lips but I want her to be a wake when she is having her first kiss,she deserved it after all.
I tried to wake her up but nothing happen,I tried again and she opened her eyes to look at me,I smiled down at her and she smiled back,by the way she looks very hot when she is a wake.
"how are you feeling now?"I aske her.
"I am little better"she whispered at me.
"it's a good thing I made you a soup and grabbed some medicine to take"I said to her.
"noooooooooooooooooooooo,I hate it"she whined,I laughed at her,I swear she is like Adam sometimes.
"don't act like a child Rawan,I promise you will get better"I said at her,she sighed at me.
"fine"she rolled her eyes which make me laugh even more,she blushed when she looked at me.I helped her to drink her the soup,I gave her some medicines.
"my mum said hi to you and said she misses you very much."I said to her,she smiled when I said that.
"tell her I miss her too"she said,I think I should leave her to sleep again and hopfully she will get better tomorrow.
"do you want to sleep,don't you"I said,she looked very tired.
"I will but first I want to check my twitter"she said,my eyes widened when I remember she got a lot of hate.
"no no no,you shouldn't you are very ill and that's will make you even more,please stay here,sleep and rest and don't move from your bed,understand"I said quickly pushing her back down on the bed,she looked so confused but when she will know I did that she will thank me.
she nodded her head and looked at me like I am crazy or something which I am.
"okay Zayn,I won't see anything and I will sleep,good night"she said,I sighed when she said that,I nodded my head.
"okay good night,sweet dreams"I said,she smiled at me,I kissed her head and she smiled.
why I am very stupid?why?
I should stop doing that before going to far,maybe it breaks her heart first but she will understand me when I stop that.
the pizza arrived,me and Adam eating,laughing and eating,when we finished eating we started playing any thing,Gosh I love him so much,I don't think what would happen if I didn't love him?of course I won't leave him like Perrie did and I am sure about that.
we both finished playing and went to our room because I have a long day tomorrow at the studio.Adam went his room and I kissed him and said good night,before I go to my room I checked Rawan first I pulled the sheet to her arms and said said good night even she isn't a wake,and being the idiot I am I kissed her head and cheek,I become very happy when I do that.
if only things can get better every thing will be more nice in a comfortable way..
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FanfictionBeing forced to marry someone who hates you is a hard thing. All of us know this fact and we can't doubt it. That's what happened to Rawan and Zayn. He hated her with everything in him, he could pay any money to make her leave him. He was even to lo...
