Arranged To be Malik

chapter 4

Rawan's Pov:
okay I will admit that,Zayn is so beautiful and somehow he seems mysterious.sure I had listened about his band before but I didn't listen to their music.Sara and Emily told me everything about him and his band.his mum called me this morning to tell me Adam knew about us and he is very happy because I will marry Zayn,actually I didn't expect that,I thought he would hate me or something.she also told me I should buy some clothes to me because tomorrow I will marry him,OMG I can't believe that,I will leave everything here and will live with him and Adam,I will leave Sara and Emily,I will leave Bradford.I am very sad about that,but on the other hand I am happy beacuse I will leave my mum and dad,yes I love him but they don't care about me,this isn't the first time they will try to marry me to a random guy,they don't care about my feelings and I am tired of that,but I don't know what will me and Zayn do tomorrow,I think I will let Sara and Emily tell me what should I do?today me,Sara,Emily,mum,Tricha and Zayn's sisters will go shopping and buy somethings with me.we arrived at stores and began to buy clothes,shoes,etc.Sara choosed me a dress and said to me I should try it,I wore it and somehow I looked really beautiful in this dress.I showed the dress to them and they smiled,well my mum rolled her eyes and smiled,af fake smile,"you look beautiful darling"Trisha said and hugged me,I hugged her back and smiled at her.
"thanks"I said.I pulled from the hug."OMG Rawan you are beautiful"Safaa said while giggling.I bent down to reach her height and kissed her cheek.
"Thanks Safaa,but I am not as beautiful as you"I said and smiled at her.Sara and Emily looked at me and hugged me very tight.
"Guys,I can't breathe"I said.they broke the hug.
"oops,sorry cupcake"Sara said and Emily giggling.we finished shopping and went to my home,there was a knock at my door,I opened it and the last person I want to see him now,in front of me at my door.
Zayn.
"hey"he said in a harsh tone.I looked down at the floor while biting my lip hard,I don't know why does he act like that?I didn't do anything to him.
"hey"I said in a low voice.
"look,I want to talk to you about something"he said.I am worried very much.
"what do you want to talk about"I asked
"come here"he said,and grabbed my wrist hard and went to the garden.I looked at him in a fear in my eyes.he let my hand free,and looked at me.
"look,I will marry you to take care of me and Adam,my mum just wanted me to marry you,I don't know why,I mean looke at yourself you aren't beautiful or anything and if you wonder if we will do anything like sex tomorrow,I 'd love to tell you you are very wrong,I don't like to sleep with you or anything you are image to Adam and just it"he said.I looked at him in a sad eyes,I felt the tears would fall down.I just asked him or maybe like a whisper"why?I didn't do anything to you,I don't want this marriage,do you think I want to marry at the age of 17?"at this point I started to cry.
"I don't care,okay you will do everything I will tell you to do understant,and I swear to God if you didn't listen to me I will make you regret doing that"he said in a hate tone.I didn't answer him.
"UNDERSTAND OR NOT"he shouted at me.I cried harder and nodded my head quickly.he then left me here and went to his car.I wipped my tears,then went to my room and saw Sara and Emily slept on my bed,I slept with them but I cried myself to seelp,please God don't make him hit me please.
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Zayn's Pov:
I don't know why I did that to Rawan?maybe because I don't want her to love me,because if she loved me I wouldn't love her back because I still love Perrie so much,gosh Perrie why did you leave me and marry someone stupid like Rawan?the boys arrived to Bradford this morning and went shopping and bought everything we want to buy.I need a smoke now.I picked a cigartte and lighted it,it feels great really great,how could somthing like a cigartte make me feel like I was on cloud nine?while I was smoking,someone tapped my shoulder,I turned around and saw Liam."Zayn mate what's wrong?"he said.I looked at him and threw the cigartte away.
"nothing mate,I am fine."I said.he seemed he didn't believe me.Liam is the only one who can listen to me whenever I am mad or sad,he knew me so much,he knew when I tell the truth,when I lie at him.
"no mate you aren't fine,Zayn please tell me what's wrong"he said.when I looked down at the floor,he then sighed.
"Please don't tell me you did something stupid to Rawan"he said.I looked at him and then looked down again and nodded my head,he sighed 
"what did you do to her?"he asked,I told him everything,tell me I am stupid but it feels great to tell someone,when I finished telling my story,he looked at me in disappointment in his eyes.
"you know Zayn,you hurt her bad,you must say sorry to her,she didn't do anything to you,you must to say thank you to her because she will take care of you and Adam,don't dare to make her upset Zayn"he said.
"I can't Liam,I just can't I still love Perrie so much and I can't forget about her that easily"I said in a low voice.
"Zayn you will marry Rawan tomorrow for the sake of God and you still tell me you love Perrie,Perrie wouldn't come back to you and your son,you have to know Perrie just used you and you have to admit it Zayn,Gosh you are stupid not Rawan,if you still love Perrie go and find her now,but she won't come back with you,you know why,because she doesn't love you"he shouts at me,it's the first time he shouts at me like that,I let my tear dropped but quickly wipped it,I don't blame Liam because he is right I am just stupid because I don't want to admit that,if Perrie loved me,she wouldn't leave me.but what about I love you's we said to eachother."look Zayn I am sorry I didn't mean that,but Rawan doesn't deserve that from you she is in the same state,so don't be cruel at her okay and please try to forget about Perrie and focus at your son,Adam,and your wife,Rawan,okay"he said
"I will try Liam but I can't promise you,okay"I said and sighed,he the nodded his head and hugged me and said"you will forget about her I promise you,you are stronger than her"I smiled at him and nodded my head.he then left me while saying"good night"and I said that to him back.I thought about Rawan again,the guilt is eating me,I know I should say sorry to her,but I won't,when I shouted at her and she cried I felt I had to hug her,but I didn't,I am an ass,I will try to avoide her as much as I can.I went to my room and start to choose what clothes should I wear tomorrow,and yes we won't make any party,we will sign some papers and travel to London,I decided me and Rawan shouldn't sleep in the same bed.I will try hard to forget about Perrie and focus at my work and tour,and that's the Final.
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