Werewolf series : His Burning Howl [ BxB ]

Chapter Thirty-Four

Warning: SPG

Chapter Thirty-Four

In those days that Desmond persistently stayed with us, I tried my very best to ignore his whole being. Oo paminsan-minsan ay hinahayaan ko siyang makapiling ang aking anak, ngunit hanggang doon lang. Kahit kailan, simula noong araw na naglapat ang aming mga labi ay hindi ko siya hinayaang makalapit manlang sa akin o mahawakan.

My mind keeps telling myself that I should not get involved with him anymore, but my heart says otherwise. I could feel the bond he was talking about before tugging inside my chest and swirling inside my stomach whenever he's looking at me. It is definitely there. Hindi siya nagbibiro.

Ang amoy niyang lalong bumabango habang tumatagal ay halos nakatatak na rin sa aking isipan. Hindi ko na mawaglit. And this irritates me. Gulong-gulo na ako.

At hindi lang 'yon. Dumating pa ang araw na kinakatakutan ko. My heat started, and again, I found myself doing nothing but staying inside my room, locking myself away from people.

Binilin ko na kaagad kay Nanny ang anak ko kaya wala na akong dapat alalahanin pa, kung hindi hintayin na lamang na lumipas ang oras at ang aking init at sakit na nararamdaman.

Lilipas din ito. Matatagalan kumpara sa mga normal na heat cycles ngunit kayang-kaya ko itong tiisin. I've been here before, and this is nothing that I am not used to.

Lifting up the shirt I was wearing, I bite on the hem of it so that I can see properly what I'm doing with my length. I started touching myself to ease the pain I am experiencing at the moment.

May luhang lumalabas sa mga mata ko habang nagpapatuloy, sa hindi malamang dahilan ay hindi ko 'yon mapigilan. So I just let them flow like that.

I tried to please myself as I felt my head being slowly clouded by the fire burning inside of me.

I could feel my omega instinct trying to take over my whole mind and body. And soon, I just found myself putting one of my fingers inside my hole.

I groaned and tried to keep it low by biting my lower lip. Bago mangyari ang lahat ng ito, masyado ang naging tuwa ko nang malaman na wala sa paligid si Desmond.

Hindi ko alam kung tuluyan na siyang sumuko at nagsawa, pero natutuwa ako at maluwag na nakahinga nang hindi siya nakita bago mangyari ang heat cycle ko. I just don't want him to hear and see me suffer because of my heat. for the second time at that.

At isa pa, gusto ko ring maiwasan ang nangyari sa amin halos dalawang taon na ang nakalipas. I don't want history to repeat itself.

Or at least that's what I thought...

After three hours of being alone in the room and still suffering from my heat, I had already cum several times, but those releases were never enough. Soon I grew tired of it and began crying unconsciously and a little too loudly at that.

"A-alpha..."

Hanggang sa tuluyan na nga akong mawala sa sarili.

Me and my senses have completely lost the battle with my omega instinct and started calling for a certain alpha. I started calling for Desmond once my nostrils hit his delicious aroma, like a coffee scent, which gave me the heavenly feels.

I don't know anymore what gives me the courage to use the mind link to call him. What I know is that I just did it out of longing and desperation for him.

Kaya naman nang marinig ko ang munting pagmumura niya sa aking isipan, biglang napuno ng pagkagalak ang aking dibdib. Hearing him like this means that he's just near me.