Werewolf series : His Burning Howl [ BxB ]

Chapter Thirty-Five

Warning: SPG

Chapter Thirty-Five

I already felt delirious, and at that time, I knew that I was already overstimulated. But it's still hot. And the alpha on top of me can also feel it. Hindi pa tapos.

I am in a haze. My eyes are barely opening out of exhaustion, but the two of us can't even think of resting even for a while.  Habang nasa kalagitnaan ng aming ginagawa, napaisip ako. I thought Desmond and I had the same heat cycles, however, it turns out I became irregular after giving birth to my son.

Kaya ngayon, ako lang ang halos wala sa sarili. But I am having a good grip of myself.

I groaned loudly as I arched my back when Desmond hit my prostate. He was so good at this that I can already feel my throat aching from almost screaming everytime he did it. Hindi ko maibsan ang mga daing at ungol na lumalabas sa aking mga bibig dahil sa kaniyang ginagawa.

“S-slow—keep it slower, Desmond!” I cried out after he hit that spot several times without stopping. He's like a wild beast. Kanina lang ay hindi niya ako magawang hawakan ng matino, ngayon naman ay parang mawawasak na ang kabuuan ko.

Speaking of mawawasak, my eyes flew open when I heard a loud crack underneath the both of us. I tried to sit up, hoping Desmond would eventually stop and look at what just happened to my bed, but then I was wrong.

The alpha never intended to stop.

“D-Desmond...” namilipit ako sa sarap bago ko pa man matuloy ang aking sasabihin. At sa isang kilos lang mula kay Desmond, tila ba napawi ang lahat ng pag-aalala at isipin ko sa nasira naming kama.

Apparently, our thirst for each other completely devoured our own minds, to the point that we don't give a care anymore if we even end up demolishing the house. 

Hours have passed again, at ang tanging  bagay lamang na nakapagpatigil kay Desmond ay ang bigla kong paghiling sa kaniya.

“Mark me Desmond.”

Desmond stopped; I heard his breathing
halt; he leaned back a little, but we remained connected to each other. He did not pull out his length from inside me, and I am fine with that. 

“N-no. I can't do that...” he slowly said. Kasabay non ang pagkunot ng kaniyang noo habang titig na titig sa mapupungay kong mga mata. Looking at his reaction made me frown as well.

Ang isipin na hindi talaga ako gusto ni Desmond ay mabilis na sumagi sa aking isipan. And that made me sad and...mad.

“Do you really not like me then?” Seryoso kong tanong sa alpha. Mukhang nagulat siya sa sinabi kong 'yon at mabilis na umayos. He suddenly pulled away from me, which made me groan a little.

At hindi ko pa napo-proseso ang kaniyang ginawa, mabilis na niya akong niyakap at inilagay sa kaniyang mga hita. He manhandled me so easily that now I am facing him while sitting on his lap. Our manhoods almost touched each other, which made us hiss at the same time. 

Pero naramdaman ko ang pagpipigil ni Desmond.

“No, not that! You're not in your right mind, Eugene. And probably me too, so please refrain from saying things like that anymore, or I will not be able to control myself either.” sabi niya, puno ng desperado ang boses at nagmamaka-awa.

His large and calloused hands gripped both sides of my hips. Puno na rin siya nang pagtitimpi.

However, instead of understanding his polite and gentle request, I still tried to provoke him.

I really want it. I want his mark on me.

”Well I'm giving you the chance. So please, Desmond, mark me.” I watched him close his eyes as his jaw clenched. Halatang unti-unti na siyang nawawalan ng pasensiya.

“But I'm afraid,” yumuko siya pagkatapos iyong sabihin. Ang mahigpit na hawak niya sa akin kanina ay bahagyang lumuwag ngayon.

Hindi ako nagsalita. Tiningnan ko lang siya na mayroong pagtataka sa aking mukha. Hindi ko siya maintindihan. Saan at bakit siya natatakot?

He looked up at me and stared at me intently. He let out a small and deep chuckle before putting his other hand on my cheek, caressing my skin ever so often.

Bahagya niya akong hinila papunta sa kaniya at pinatakan ng maliliit na halik ang aking mukha. Once he was satisfied, we were back to staring at each other's eyes.

“I'm afraid that if we both wake up after this and you come back to your senses, you will start hating me even more. Hindi ko kakayanin,”

“I thought that it would be unfair to you once you woke up. I don't want you to move away from me anymore, like you've been doing these past few days. I don't even feel like letting go of you right now, Eugene.” pagpapatuloy niya.

After hearing those words from him, I finally gave up. And time passed by like a blur again.

And my heat, imbes na tumagal ng halos isang linggo ay tumagal lang ito katulad ng mga normal na heat cycles. My heat ended up after two days.

Nang magising ako, mabilis na lumitaw sa aking isipan ang mga nangyari sa loob ng dalawang araw. I could feel my face heating up, so I started shrugging the thoughts away. Nasa loob pa rin ako ng aking silid. Nasa kama na ngayon ay medyo tabingi dahil siguro sa sira na natamo nito.

I look at myself next. I am currently wearing an oversized black shirt with a pair of boxers underneath. The shirt smells exactly like Desmond.

Sniffing his coffee scents first in the morning made me calm as it immediately pushed away the thought of being anxious after waking up without the alpha beside me.

Pagkatapos ng ilang minuto kong pagkatulala, naisipan ko nang bumangon mula sa kama at asikasuhin ang sarili. I missed my son. I've been away from him for two days, but it felt like I hadn't seen him in years.

Pero bago 'yon...nasaan ba si Desmond? Why is he not coming to me?

I opened the cabinet full of my clothes, and when I was about to pull some decent clothes from it, the door of the room opened as well, and there he was.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin. Napatitig na lang ako sa kaniya habang papalapit siya sa akin.

Huminto siya sa mismong harapan ko. Sa sobrang lapit namin ay mas lalo ko siyang naamoy. I close my eyes and breathe in his actual scent. It's heaven.

Narinig ko ang bahagya niyang pagtawa bago ko maramdaman ang kaniyang kamay sa likod ng aking ulo at walang pasabi niya akong hinila patungo sa kaniyang bisig.

“Si Phoenix?” tanong ko sa kaniya habang nanatili kaming ganoon.

“He's fine. He just finished his milk for breakfast. Though I can feel him a little bit restless. I think he wants to see you already.” He said this as he ran his fingers over the scalp of my head.

Kahit na gusto ko pa ang pakiramdam ng kaniyang mga daliri sa aking ulo, bahagya akong umatras at tiningnan siya. 

“Then let's go see him.” sabi ko sa kaniya at inunahan na siya patungo sa may pinto. Ngunit bago ko pa man mabuksan ang pinto, huminto ako at nagsalita.

“And please tell tita Esther that we will visit them tomorrow.” binuksan ko ang pinto at lumabas ng hindi siya hinihintay.