Chapter 32 - why her (slight tw)

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When you woke up you realised that weems wasn't in bed next to you so you got up and went upstairs to find her having breakfast with your sisters and you just stood at the door seeing how they all got along so well and you smiled to yourself you looked over at Lizzie and she saw you and you shook your head putting your finger over your mouth to tell her not to say anything and she understood you then crept away and went outside to have a fag without anyone seeing you, you walked for around 10 minutes until you found a bench and you sat down and started to smoke. You were half way through your fag when your phone rang you looked down to see it was weems and you answered "hi love"
"Where are you y/n?" She said in a slightly worried tone
"I just went for a quick walk" you replied whilst taking another breath of your fag "ok we'll we need to set off soon marylin just called me and said that she wants to talk to me about something but wouldn't tell me over the phone"
"Ok I'll head back now let me just finish" and you stopped yourself but it was too late "are you smoking!" You heard weems practically shout down the phone and you knew you were in trouble "nooo" you said in a sarcastic tone "I swear to god y/n when you get back" and before she could finish her sentence you felt someone looking at you "I need to go love" you said freaked out as you turned around to see your mum stood behind you, before weems could respond you put the phone down and stood up.

You looked at your mum for a minute and you tried to back away and make your way back to the house but she called out making you stop "y/n why are you here?" She asked trying to hug you "get away from me" you said in a shaky voice trying not to cry "why are you being like this I haven't done anything wrong?" Your mum replied a bit angry "you haven't done anything wrong? Are you taking the piss" you shouted
"Please lower your voice and don't talk to me like that I'm your mother" you scoffed at the statement and shook your head "no I will talk to you however I like because I can stand up for myself now and I'm not putting up with you, now leave me alone I have places to be" you replied turning around and walking away but your mum wasn't done "I have given you everything and you treat me like this!?" She shouted at you and you turned around further away from her "you haven't given me shit! all you gave me was relentless hatred and shouting so leave me the fuck alone because I'm done with this!you left me when I was at my lowest and didn't give 2 shits so don't try act like you care" you ran back to the house with tears running down your face but you didn't stop no matter how out of breath you were because you didn't want to see your mum ever again. When you reached the house your ran downstairs and locked yourself in the bathroom and collapsed onto the floor sitting in a ball crying your eyes out and struggling to breath, everyone watched you run in and looked worried "im going to go check on her" Lizzie said but weems stopped her "let me go you need to help her" she said looking over at violet who seemed to be scared "she's ok violet I promise" weems said but she was just saying that to reassure violet and herself but she had no clue if you were ok  "ok just make sure she doesn't do anything" Lizzie said walking over to violet and hugging her "I'll do my best" weems said shortly before running down the stairs. She leant against the bathroom door and heard you crying
"y/n darling can you let me in?" She asked softly trying to open the door but you didn't answer and instead buried your head into your arms trying to muffle your crying "darling please I just want to make sure youre ok" you hated the fact that she was worrying about you so you used all your strength to unlock the door and weems opened it slowly and walked in seeing you on the floor "what happened darling" she asked joining you on the floor and hugging you, you didn't respond but being so close to weems calmed you down a bit so you both sat on the floor whilst she rubbed your back.

After a while of sitting on the floor you finally looked up at weems and she smiled at you wiping your tears away
"I-im so sorry" you let out and weems just shook her head "you have nothing to be sorry about darling. What set you off like this? Was it me shouting at you because you know I didn't mean it" you looked at her "no don't blame yourself it was nothing to do with that" you sighed heavily before explaining what happened "I saw my mum and we had an argument" you said all in one breath and weems just tightened her grip around you "darling no one should have this much power over you. She doesn't deserve you and you don't need to put up with her" you stood up and kissed weems lightly "I don't deserve you" you said and she picked you up making you laugh "you deserve the world y/n and don't let anyone tell you otherwise." You smiled at her comment and she placed you on the bed "relax for a little bit whilst I pack our bags" you tried to help but she wouldn't let you so you stayed on the bed sitting on your phone. After everything was packed Larissa started taking everything into the car and when she was done she came back down to you "alright darling everything is packed so we will go in about 5 minutes" you stood up and hugged her "sounds good I'll just go say bye to violet and Lizzie" you then let go of weems and went up stairs to the living room "hey guys me and Larissa are gonna go in a minute but thank you for having us round it was a really nice Christmas and I'll make sure to stay in touch"
"Are you ok y/n?" Violet said as she looked up to you giving you a hug "im ok little one im sorry if I scared you" you said trying not to cry again
"As long as your sure y/n" lizzie said joining the hug
"I'm sure" you looked around to make sure weems wasn't there "im going to buy the ring soon" you whispered to lizzie and she squealed in excitement
"I better get a picture of it"
"You will if you keep your voice down" you said laughing and finally letting go of the hug "we'll then we better get going thanks for having us" weems said walking into the room "it was my pleasure, please stay in contact and if y/n is annoying let me know and I'll talk to her" lizzie said hugging weems "I think I can handle it but if not I'll call you" weems said before hugging violet and saying goodbye "I'll see you later guys" you said walking towards the door "bye y/n" both of them said at the same time, you then got into the car weems in the drivers seat this time and started to make your way back to nevermore.

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