- '𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑤𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑒 || 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑚𝑠 - 𝘸𝘭𝘸

- 5. 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒂𝒍 -

𝑬𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽 :

i see how valerie got nervous
why is she getting nervous?

"yes abby? i told you about her?" i look at her
she doesn't say anything so the whole situation got more and more suspicious

"what the fuck is wrong valerie?" she keeps staring at me with this ridiculous nervous look
i grab her by the arm and pull her after me outside

"now again, what is wrong?"

"i lied to you.."

"what do you mean by lying to me?"

"i lied about abby i do know her and i knew about you and joel
i know about everything" i watch her tearing up

"what- i knew it and i told you what i'm gonna do
fuck valerie.."my hand forms to a fist and in the next moment i punched valerie

"fuck-" she falls on the ground
she was about to sit up but i got onto her and punched her again

"stop- i can explain plea-" i don't let her finish instead a another punch
she tried to stop me
she looks so pathetic doing it

"what? huh? you want more? you don't deserve to live" i was about to press my knife against her neck
but suddenly dina came and pulled me away

"what is wrong with you?" she asks in a shaking voice

"i didn't finish! she is a fucking liar " i look into dinas scared eyes

"she knew everything about abby and all of that
god i told you not to trust her" i look in the direction of valerie
she is laying there probably unconscious? who cares
without saying anything dina let me stand there while walking towards valerie
after a few seconds she calls for jesse to help her with valerie

i was full of anger still
and 𝒎𝒚 girlfriend wasn't there for me
she was there for her
why?
i watched as Dina and Jesse carried her back inside
i felt a certain guilt so i also came back inside

i went to the table and sat on a chair that was standing beside the table and continued to watch them from a distance as they tried to regain her consciousness. it took a while until dina finally called me

"ellie, come over and help me. after all, its your fault"

"no she deserved it"

dina tried again and again and said that i dont have to trust her but at least i should help. after some time i gave in and helped her to wake valerie up

It took a few minutes until we finally managed to wake her up
She opened her eyes and looked directly into mine.
When she realized that she had me in front of her she was frightened and wanted to slip away but Dina held her

"So now explain what's going on," dina said in a calm voice.
But anger came back in me

"Well so it's like I knew Abby from the beginning that is true alright? but i didn't had something to do with joels death
and i also wanted to warn you about abbys plan killing him you know? but before i could even do anything
she found out and locked me up
and then it was too late
and she also did this" she pointed on the wound on her neck

I looked at her wound
I understood everything she had said but I still don't believe her, not a single word

"and that's the real truth?" asked Dina again
valerie confirmed her question with a yes

"oh come on Dina, it's not worth it, she will continue to lie no matter what she will tell us" I say as I turned around and let myself fall on the sofa and let out a sigh

valerie finally sits up and then came to me

"I'll allow you to kill me as soon as you find out I'm still lying? is that a compromise?"
I nod but 'til i said

"I'd rather kill you right now, stay away from me, I don't want you here." i say as i look at her and pinched my jaw

"ellie come down she will stay with us whether you like it or not, understood?"

"whatever" i rolled my eyes at her

"but now I still don't have anyone who comes with me to find abby, fuck" I groan and let my head fall into my hands

"ehm- well I can still come with you?" valerie said that in a sure voice

"no." i definitely don't want her at my side anymore
she messed everything already up

"come on, take her with you no one else can you know that"

"why are 𝒚𝒐𝒖 interfering now? hm?"

"ellie. stop that and get your attitude right god"

"alright but don't be surprised if i come back without her"

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