- '𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑤𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑒 || 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑚𝑠 - 𝘸𝘭𝘸

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𝑽𝒂𝒍𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽 :

it was a rough time until now, I really hope that this settles down again
yeah it was my fault but, i was panicking and didn't think that I have to check something like that she was one of the first I killed ever in my life
and now she's probably not even dead but somewhere here and probably wants to continue killing me now.
when I was leaning against ellie's back I closed my eyes and tried to get some rest but apparently i guess i fell asleep.

*"𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒆?"

"𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑, 𝒊 𝒈𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆" 𝒊 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 "𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚" 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒔𝒖𝒅𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒍𝒚

"𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕?" 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒖𝒑 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒆𝒍𝒃𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒘 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒓
𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐
𝒊 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒓

"𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕" 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒃𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒈𝒂𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒊 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒑 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒊 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒃𝒚

"𝒂𝒃𝒃𝒚?.."

"𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒎𝒆"

"𝒉.. 𝒉𝒐𝒘?" 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒚
𝑰 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆

"𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖"

"𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆" 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒕
𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒊𝒕
𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝒆𝒏𝒅

"𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅." 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅, 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆, 𝒊 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒕, 𝒊 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕.
𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌*
i woke up gasping for air

"hey, you okay?" ellie asked me worried she must have felt me waking up
so it was all just a dream.

"yeah.. I think I only fell asleep briefly and had a not so great dream"

"wanna tell me about it?"

"eh sure, well abby were there and she killed you and then she killed me easy explanation and now i'm scared of loosing you"

"listen, i'm right here you are not going to loose me and i promised you, i won't die"

"i know but the fear is still there, and I have the feeling it will all go wrong because of me" i said that and I meant it.
i was really afraid that I could ruin a lot of things
how I hated to think so much
I heard that ellie was still talking to me but I couldn't focus on her voice this time.
the only question i was thinking about was
what if?
so many things could happen
what if I suddenly have superpowers and can see the future?
and maybe all this will come true
stop
I really sound like a psycho

"you don't even listen to me" she pulled me out of my thoughts and I was confused

"of course i did" i laughed uncertainly to myself as i was about to delve back into my thoughts

"no you didn't, you hearing something again?"

"stop with the hearing thing, and no i'm just thinking" i say harshly

"sorry, i just wanted to make sure you are okay "

"mhm but you don't have to take care of me just because of such a stupid incident el"

"but i want you to be safe and not almost dead sitting in the bathroom" it hurt me when I heard this sentence she said
"oh fuck i know i shouldn't have said that" we both said nothing more as always in such situations
it got dark and I'm glad that nothing serious has happened so far

"i'm really tired" I finally said

"we can spend the night here?"

"is it even safe here in the middle of the forest?"

"we can try and i guess if we go a little deeper they won't find us 'til tomorrow morning"

"i hope you are right" so as she had said we went a bit deeper into the forest and arrived at a kind of cave so she got off which I also did.
she lit a fire and I sat down on a blanket we always had with us.
w hen she sat down next to me
i wanted to know something

"tell me something" I finally said

"i don't know what?"

"hm tell me when you first realized you were into me"

"thats a good question..."

"come on answer it" i watched as she thought and waited for her answer

"for sure you remember that night as we were looking at the stars?" she looked at me with a gentle smile

"of course i do?? i would never forget that"

"well at that moment as you looked at me and i looked at you i felt something, and it felt beautiful i guess thats were i realized i was into you"
oh god her cheeks started blushing

"i love you" without thinking, it just burst out of me

"and i wanna kiss so bad right now" she says

"well then do that hm? " I gave her a little bump to the shoulder
she looked at me again with a look that I could not interpret so accurately, but she looked hot looking at me like that
she pushed my shoulders down as she sat on top of me
but wait she didn't say it back
fuck
the next moment she kissed me and I immediately forgot all my worries I had until now.

"can i fuck you?"

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