Excerpts I'll Never Tell

40 extra lbs

What is it they say? Can't get gains without pain. Love that for me.

No I won't respond since you asked me not to, but thank you. I would've said, I'm not going to lie I need some time still. I'm not okay mentally. However, I'm seeing someone tomorrow that may give me some answers. I hope to god they give me some answers.

I miss you. I miss talking to you. So, I'll add more weight. I'll run an extra mile. I want my body to dissolve. My mind is like oddly clear but not? It's a mess. I'm sorry.

It's mind over matter. March maybe? My minds a bit scrambled but again, thank you.
I needed it. A lot.

I wonder what it would be like if you called. I'll probably add more to this later, but for now I'll watch the rain and run the extra mile. It's always raining.