The reality is that I knew all along. I knew what you thought, felt, and what would happen. I knew. I knew the reality. This is why I couldn't just ease. I knew.
I knew you would go, and ghost because it's what I've only experienced. It's what you're built from. It is the way things are. You abandon. You disappear like a breath on glass.
I called and when it immediately went, then I tried again - I knew. My heart fractured when we went separate ways, but it broke when that happened, just now. I can only imagine the reasons and the true facades behind it. Reality. I knew you were different, and I knew we struggled but I believed you.
I tried to call you to let you know about what I did, so you weren't thrown off guard- but I was the one thrown off guard. You did it again.
You left without saying goodbye.
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Excerpts I'll Never Tell
RandomRandom thoughts and write outs in my mind, from mostly emotional times.
