Excerpts I'll Never Tell

Do you?

There's a place frozen within my dreams of the things good, bad, and the in between.

All I know is that I went to sleep, and I found myself walking down a spiral staircase. When I got to the bottom I found you. I don't remember much but the flashing of symbolism. The sun, as always. Fire, and Air alchemy symbols. Two hands pressed against glass. Lots of shadows. The thoughts springing in my head along with the echoing sound of your voice underwater.

"Do you want me? Do you love me? I love you, and I want you. I'll come to you. Again, do you love me? Want me?"

I remember the color of your eyes, and the light dancing off your hair in split second flashes in my head. You illuminated the shadows.

"No", you said.

I remember waking up with that agonizing pain and the moments relaying so quickly. I turned over and kept squeezing my eyes shut. Grabbing onto the blankets and finally opening my eyes to see the dark sky and street lights. I'm going through this again..

It hurts. I can't help but feel those emotions and thoughts swirling and swelling in my mind, "Do you?"