I stood there silent as my eyes kept retracing the paper, scanning each word, each letter, wishing I knew what to make of this predicament I found myself buried deep beneath. Shit, shit, shit. I threw the note across my room in a fit of emotions and clenched the Flowers tightly as a tear streamed down my cheek slowly. I didn't feel like crying.. or maybe I did, either way I didn't understand why a tear had formed. I tried to take a deep breath but my breath was shaky and my throat was dry.
I slowly stepped over to the desk next to the door to the bathroom in my room and placed the flowers down gently, my hands were trembling. I'll just have a shower to calm down.
As I stepped into my bathroom and began to undress i through about everything, everything and anything. I thought about the team and how they had all been so welcoming. As I was about to get in I looked at the pile of clothes I had taken off and realised that the hoodie I had been wearing wasn't mine. I looked down at it curiously before picking it up and holding it close and burying my face deep into its fabric. Alejandro. It smelt like Alejandro. It must be his, but how the hell did I end up with it?? Oh well I had bigger worries right now, much much bigger. I placed it down gently by the sink and stepped into the shower. The water wasn't hot, it was more lukewarm, like room temperature if it was a liquid. I ran my fingers through my hair and stared up at the head of the shower.
I didn't spend to long in the shower. Actually never mind, I spent a good hour and a half in there, but in my defence it felt way shorter. I got out and dried myself off before checking the clock and realised I had gotten completely lost in my thoughts. It was 8:15. I immediately threw a sweater and shorts on, nothing else apart from slippers before I ran out of my room and to Ghost's room. I knocked on his door quickly as I caught my breath. He opened it slightly and peered out at me before opening it and letting me in "I thought you had forgo-" before he could even finish speaking I cut him off. "I'm so sorry- I was in the shower- and lost track of time completely-" I said semi-franticly as I was still catching my breath. He looked into my eyes through this balaclava before quietly closing his bedroom door.
"Hey, it's ok. All that matters is that your here now" he said as he stepped closer to me, a warm smile forming beneath his balaclava as he spoke. I looked up into his eyes and seeing his eyes smile made me smile back. His hand slid up and slowly removed his balaclava. My eyes widened when I saw his face, I could feel myself blush and he obviously saw as I noticed him also blushing. He was very handsome, yet he seemed to be ashamed of revealing himself. I raised my hand and placed it gently on his cheek which caused him to blush even more. Before either of us could say anything his hands were firmly on my waist, pulling me closer to him. Our moves seemed to be in sinc. He leaned towards my face and kissed me deeply, I returned the kiss immediately with no hesitation.
His grip tightened even more as we made out, I could feel his finger tips pressing against my sides firmly. He pulled back slightly and gazed into my eyes before trailing kisses around my mouth and down my neck, his kisses were rough and firm. My breath got heavier as I could feel his kisses form hickeys. I placed my hand on his head, pulling him away from me slightly as we both needed to catch our breaths. "I love you.." he said as he panted heavily. I moved up towards his neck and began to kiss him back, placing a hickey trail from his mouth to his collar bone like he had done to me.
As he kissed me once more there was a sudden knock on his door which made both of us jump in surprise. I immediately stepped back and he grabbed his balaclava and put it on hastily as I ran into his bathroom, closing and locking the door behind me. I got onto my knees and peered through the keyhole to see who was there. He opened his door slightly and peered out it before opening it, it was Price. "We got a mission in two days, Simon" Price said as he stepped in, Ghost closed the door behind him and nodded. "Also, have you seen y/n? I checked her room but the door was unlocked and she wasn't inside" "no clue where she could be, Captain" Ghost said in response. "Really?" Price said back with a small smirk on his face "because those hickeys tell a different story. Anyway I'll let you head to bed, see you tomorrow Simon" Price said as he left Ghost's room, closing the door behind him. Ghost immediately looked over to the bathroom door and I unlocked it and stepped out. I covered my mouth with my hand in a mix of shock and trying to stop myself from laughing when I saw the dark hickeys I had left on his neck.
He let out a small chuckled as he I walked over to him "I should probably go now-" I said as I leaned up and kissed him on his balaclava on his cheek gently. "I'm gonna kill you tomorrow, good night love" he said shaking his head as I slid out his door, closing it gently and quietly behind me. I let out a small sigh of relief when I looked up and down the corridors and saw no one was there. I quietly made my way back to my room and layed down on my bed, trying my best to fall asleep yet there were too many thoughts running and racing through my head.
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Task force 141 (y/n x Ghost+mw2-cod)
FanficGhost x fem reader (contains smut) Lieutenant y/n l/n graduated top of her branch in the military and because of that and also the fact that 141 has been wanting a new member.. she was chosen. In the military your not meant to have any relationship...